bow down, bitches

HI GUYS I AM A DEPRESSED BLACK MARXIST WHAT'S UP W/YOU?

[ilovethenypd]

There’s a raid planned on Tumblr by some alt-right bros - proof below

[erniebilko]

[darkenedways]

How do you think i should kill myself

[darkenedways]

My ex would always be upset when i texted the crisis hotline 😬

[darkenedways]

I had a student who was suicidal and at first i was planning on killing myself on july 1st when she didn't know about me anymore so i wouldn't influence her but i will probably be alive after these mucinex, i guess, much to my chagrin but i don't want her to kill herself and i was probably ruining her life anyway like everyone elses

[darkenedways]

Anyway one thing i’d stay alive for given my huge history of mistakes is suddenly becoming a writer for Bojack Horseman but it should say something that im not even excited about season 4 and its not that season 4 is bad its just that i’ve given up on life.

[darkenedways]

Hey everyone i took a lot of mucinex because its the only psychotropic substance in the house and im afraid of linking things to my public profile after this shit day so if anyone wants to talk to me please do/i welcome you i am somewhat high and highly distressed/suicidal it is bound to be a great time

[darkenedways]

I feel like i'll probably get some 15 year old edgelord to be like "you should fuckin kill yourself" and i'll be like "i know i'm trying"

[darkenedways]

Hey everyone i took a lot of mucinex because its the only psychotropic substance in the house and im afraid of linking things to my public profile after this shit day so if anyone wants to talk to me please do/i welcome you i am somewhat high and highly distressed/suicidal it is bound to be a great time

[darkenedways]

I wish i didn't have a mental illness. I wish i didn't have a mental illness. I wish i didn't have a mental illness. I wish i didn't have a mental illness. I wish i didn't have a mental illness. I wish i didn't have a mental illness. I wish i didn't have a mental illness.

[darkenedways]

Im not that depressed nemore but im still kinda suicidal … ? Anyway I will pay for someone to injure my body 50 bucks for stabbing a limb, 200 bucks for killing me outright who wants it?

[darkenedways]

yeahh drunk and sad tumblring, very real. np

Wow when did you send this lol

[darkenedways]

Need me a girl like Michelle Carter 😥😥👌👌💦💦

[darkenedways]

Nevermind, I can be my own Michelle Carter

[darkenedways]

Need me a girl like Michelle Carter 😥😥👌👌💦💦

[darkenedways]

How do you do the Healthy Thing and tell someone you are (redacted) without them calling 911??

[darkenedways]

I feel so lonely and hopeless and I don't know why, I took my meds yesterday. High key would not mind dying. Oops.

[darkenedways]

Oh my god, I think I have too much emotional trauma and mental illness shit to ever have a stable happy relationship (romantic or otherwise)??? @God why am I so unhealthy please

[ttrajeudi]

me: wants to be healthy and recovered 

also me: actively enjoys self destructive behaviour