im a depressed teenage girl and my blog will probably reflect that. don't report me if you find me disgusting, just block me, okay?
i was @darkerdaydreams ^^
tw for what i might potentially talk about: self hatred, suicide, self harm, eating disorders, abuse, etc. don't interact if your sensitive to these topics!!
about me
im rachel. im 15 years old. this blog is mostly a vent blog, but there might come times where im posting happy things. im a lifestyle jirai, sometimes i dress it
things i like: alien stage, ice skating, my cats, umamusume, vocaloid, demon slayer, listening to music, nso, musicals, positive attention
things i don't like: myself, people staring at me, being alone, conservative/nazi beliefs, gaining weight, being bullied
mental illness
diagnosed: severe recurrent major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, social phobia, body dysmorphic disorder, PTSD
hey how about we put our s/h pictures UNDER A READ MORE????
blocked someone because they pissed me off. i literally was checking to make sure they aren't on my dni list and woah...a picture pinned RIGHT THWRE in front of my face no warning at all
THIS IS A READ MORE
IT DOES THIS THING THAT HIDES THE PICTURE LIKE THIS
like guys i don't care if you s/h or not, just don't put it out there without warning. i personally don't care seeing pictures but i only say this because i know others who will get triggered
FIRST THANK U FOR THE SPAM!!! UR SO AWESOME AND KEWL FOR THAT!!!
tell five things that make you happy and also put this in the ask box of the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you also you give off like the perfect jirai vibe like sooo pretty but like just ugh can I be jirai like uuuuu
-@rabidillraccoon
AHH OMGG YOU'RE SO SWEETT >u<
ofc you can be jirai 🫶🫶 anyone can!
five things that make me happy? umm... I'd say cats, people liking me/being nice to me, making friends, getting cute clothes, and losing weight!!
speaking of jirai... should i post a photo of one of my coords? I've been holding off since i always get called fat when i do (i am fat, but it's meann)
it's both very easy and very hard for me to stop my human instincts about death. in my past suicide attempts, i had to really push my mind unless i was acting impulsively
suicide is probably the scariest thing ever, just with the sheer amount of human instinct begging you not to