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EXPECTATIONS
Misplaced Lens Cap
Not today Justin
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
2025 on Tumblr: Trends That Defined the Year
Show & Tell
we're not kids anymore.
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Jules of Nature
The Stonewall Inn

titsay

roma★

Love Begins
Game of Thrones Daily

Origami Around
d e v o n

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@darkmindanddarksoul
Mort, デッド, Death.
[ La Mort, cette grande Dame ! Qu'elle vienne m'emporter avec sa longue robe noire et ses mains si froides ! Je l'attends depuis si longtemps. Ô toi ma vieille amie ! Tu dois te sentir si seule dans ton royaume de cendres et de charbon. Amène-moi avec toi, j'allumerais un feu pour illuminer ton sourire enseveli sous le bois brûlé. ]
[ 死、この偉大な女性!彼女が来て、長い黒のドレスと冷たい手で私を連れ去ってくれますように!ずっと待っていました。おお、私の旧友よ!あなたは灰と石炭の王国でとても孤独を感じなければなりません。私を連れてきて、焦げた木に埋もれたあなたの笑顔を照らすために火を灯します。]
[ Death, this great Lady! May she come and take me away with her long black dress and her cold hands! I’ve been waiting for it for so long. O you my old friend! You must feel so lonely in your kingdom of ash and coal. Bring me with you, I will light a fire to light up your smile buried under the burnt wood. ]
Them: are you okay?
What I actually want to say: no I’m not, I’m tried of living in this world were everything I do is a problem.
What I do say: I’m fine 🙂
Maybe if I fall in love with my depression it will leave me too.
- My brain
i hate myself. so so much. i hate my personality, i hate my body, i hate my voice, i hate how im lazy, i hate how i cry myself to sleep. i hate the things i say, i hate the things i eat. i hate how i have no ambitions, i hate how i want my life to be better but i dont want to get better. i hate how i want to die, but cant bring myself to do it. i hate myself. i loathe who i am and its not going to change.
“I find myself shedding random tears, And I ask myself why? Why am I crying if I am not sad? But the only answer I get back, Is that I am always sad, And the happiness is a distraction.”
— I’m always sad, I’m just good at distracting myself sometimes
We are just a moment in time
A blink of an eye
A dream for the blind
Visions from a dying brain
I hope you don't understand
If only there was a way
to undo all of our mistakes
I apologise. To those who saw the pain in my eyes. My lies made you turn your backs cause I pretended I was alright. It was like we were all blind-sighted, whilst fighting in darkness. It’s a surprise we made it out alive. The pain was great in size. I needed friends by my side. But I was naive and I wrote you all my final goodbyes. I apologise.
Lyrics snippet // Discarding the suicide note // The world is beautiful with you in it. Despite the pain we endure we will prevail and defeat our demons. Written by @fidds6
Yes, please!.....take all your anger out on me!
It’s not like I have feelings or anything...
Forcing myself to stay awake, so I can imagine scenarios that will never happen, then being mad because I don’t remember them in the morning.
There is this constant aching angry feeling in my stomach and I really dont know how to let it out..
-@suicidesson
“I wish I had friends that can accept the real me, the good, the bad…the fuck up me”
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