Everythink is wrong

The somewhat broken mind of me

[moonshadow-thoughts]

Do you ever feel like you were not meant to be here on this planet? That you don't belong here? That you should be at another place?

[every-think-is-wrong]

You cannot feel grief for the loss of something that you never had.

You cannot wake up on a Sunday morning and grieve for the loss of £10 million because you did not win the lottery the night before. You never had it, you did not lose it.

Can you grieve for the loss of something you felt you should have had?

The moments and milestones?

The questions and conversations?

The words never spoken?

These things were never promised.

We never had them, we never lost them.

The expectation of them was ours and ours alone.

But still we grieve them.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[a-half-hearted-smile]

sad blog

[hel7l7]

Do you still live the same miserable life?

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[every-think-is-wrong]

Seriously though.

How do you make friends?

How do you let people in?

How do you tear down the walls?

I'm fucking lonely.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

— (via sa-dnesss)

[every-think-is-wrong]

I'm tired.

I don't mean I need to sleep.

I mean, I do need to sleep.

But that's not what I mean.

[musicalreaper06]

Does anyone else have that thing, the thing where you want to talk to someone have a human connection, but the people you were wanting to talk to have grown out of your life. You don't want to reach out because it seems weird like over stepping a boundary your not sure how it got there. So you don't . You just accept the loneliness

[every-think-is-wrong]

[wolfyoucanttame]

But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you are not sure how to fix it. It feels like everyone is better at living than you are.

-Ryan O'Connell

[venus-pilot]

[girlnero]

anyone else horrified by the depths of their loneliness? clap if you’re horrified by the depths of your loneliness

[mosscaller]

...so frustrated and exhausted..

[every-think-is-wrong]

This has fucking broken me.

[every-think-is-wrong]

I'm lonely.

It feels like a physical thing.

Seated somewhere inside the core of my body.

Like both a massive dense weight and a gaping empty void at the same time. A dull ache and a frozen numbness all at once.