Julz

25f/ skateboarding / neuroscience / old school / study / INTJ

[japlanta]

these set of pics got me in a chokehold

[ang9lic]

thinking about michael and his love for animals

[darknecessities6]

Sis, there’s a strong feeling in my heart about you. This moment matters. Can I reach you in your inbox?

Yes

[cutecipher]

there's art inside me trying to get out

[morphogenetic]

(wanting to make a post about something but it reveals too much about your personal life) i have had a negative experience

[darknecessities6]

Ok, my vacation is almost over, I’ve spent a week in Egypt 🇪🇬 with my best friend and that was amazing. I feel like I’m ready to go back on track. I also spend those two months on dating apps, I thought I met the right guy but turned out he is a narcissist and I feel pretty uncomfortable to talk with him, sigh…

[darknecessities6]

do u skate

Yea

[darknecessities6]

You know what, I don’t wanna keep that 100 days of productivity challenge going. I’m tired. First half of the year was pretty hard on me. Sobriety highs and lows. Going to doctors. My friend ghosted me and started to talk to me again after 5 months. Apartment deal stuff and stress. Dating. Work. You know what, I’m tired. I feel burnt out. I need a reset to go back to my routine and I feel the need to rethink some aspects of my life and review my big goals. And I don’t even wanna talk about all the mess that’s going on in the world and in my country.

[darknecessities6]

I used to laugh a lot and I miss laughing….

[darknecessities6]

[icaseybaybee]

[darknecessities6]

42/43 days of productivity (2)

Slept ~6 hours both days. Apartment deal. Doctor appointment. Hookah bar with a friend. Decided to go to travel to another country with the friend, chose and booked a tour. Shopping. I feel weird, almost healthy + peak PMS. I’m thinking about starting drinking again but moderate it, like…a few cocktails during vacation, wine during a date. I don’t know if this good idea or not but I feel like it.

💤 Sleep: ~6h

🍸 Sober: 134d

🚭 No smoking(cigarettes): 7/50d

📵 No scrolling: ~15min of Reddit and tumblr

🏠 Apartment deal

👯‍♀️ Met with a friend

💉 Doctor appointment

🛍️ Shopping

🌴 Vacation trip booked

[drunkwhenimadethis]

I have to do something drastic. Well maybe I don't but that's how I feel

[darknecessities6]

Mood

(translation: almost pissed myself from laughing, don't know exactly what made me laugh, probably the fact that the world is fucked and will end soon)

[darknecessities6]

40/41 days of productivity (2)

Small sleep deprivation. Almost healthy. Weird cold. Just read, worked and tried to get better. Watched The Boys.

💤 Sleep: ~6h

🍸 Sober: 132d

🚭 No smoking: 5/50d

📵 No scrolling: ~30min of Reddit and tumblr

👩🏼‍💻 Work: ~5h

📚 Read: ~1h

📺 The Boys

🎮 Watch Dogs 2

[expressions-of-nature]

Dolgiye Mountains, Russia by Arseny Kashkarov

[darknecessities6]

38/39 days of productivity (2)

Well, I got cold symptoms 🤒 Took two sick days. Slept nice though. Just chilling in bed, drinking camomile tea and watch tv series. Continue to play Watch Dogs 2. Today finally read some pages of “Why We Sleep”. Pray that tomorrow I will wake up healthy.

💤 Sleep: ~8h

🍸 Sober: 130d

🚭 No smoking: 3/50d

📵 No scrolling: ~4h (Reddit, tumblr)

📚 Read: ~1h

📺 “Beef” 1&2 seasons, “56 days”