Unhappy

This is my personal vent blog/diary/self loath journal. I'm writing this for me and only me, to have a log of my negative emotions that are so frequent. The language might be unprofessional and repetitive but I'm not writing for anyone but myself.

[datsadbitty]

It should be a crime to be this fat and ugly

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I hate that I wasn’t enough for them, but their partner who cheats on them is the love of their life

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Imagine somebody loving you

Hell, imagine anyone even liking you

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Such a fucking loser. I’ve literally failed at being a functional human being. I wish I was dead

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I want to fucking kill myself

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I’ll never be able to hold down a job. I always blow it. I’m gonna end up homeless on the streets

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I have no friends, my family hates me, and I’m a worthless waste of space

[kokeethornton-deactivated202602]

Happy Valentinesday

[datsadbitty]

I wanna tear my fucking hair out and cry

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I wanna gut myself with a rusty, infected spork

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I’m so lonely.

I have no one.

[datsadbitty]

Miserable waste of space

Useless ugly dog

Fat disgusting loser piece of shit

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Every waking moment occupying this shitty excuse for an existence is pure torture..

I don't know how to make it stop

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I wanted to pull my car steering wheel so bad.

It was raining so hard. Nobody would've known..

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I hate waking up every morning knowing it's another day I'm alone in the world

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I'm such a fucking fat ass

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I hate my existence and I wanna gut myself