ryan-the-sinner·:
[ℜ] It seems as if hours go by as they stand there, the pale moonlight shining over them and the garden before them. What seems like miles and miles of wildflowers spread out across the vast area while he waits with bated breath for her to say something, anything, to slow the rapid pace of his heart. And when she does finally speak he can feel relief fill his bones and he exhales a breath of gratefulness. Of course it comes with the undertone of warning, ‘I know of the type of men you associate with, the things you do. I won’t be so easily swayed even if this was a simple misunderstanding.’ He says nothing as she speaks, placated by her words and he turns to look at her with an easy going smile on his face.
“There’s no need for any of that,” he replies, a small lift of his shoulders in a shrug. “I can understand how my words might have…hinted at other things. I fear I’m not quite good at words unless I’m arguing or trying to–” Best not go there. “Well, it doesn’t matter.” He turns to look back across the flowers and lets the silence fill the air between them. “When I was 17, a hurricane came and destroyed my town, ripping through everything I knew and loved. I didn’t drown. I couldn’t seem to die…..” He’s never told anyone this, but if he intends to stay in her good graces it’s best to be honest with her. “At 12 my mother died. We both fell ill and she held me through it all until she could hold on no longer. I’ll never forget her face, nor my fathers when he left when I was 10.” A gentle breeze passes them and he can smell just how sweet the flowers are before them. “I don’t have much but my honor, my tolerance for pain, a couple of college courses under my belt, and a penance for trying to do my best.”
He turns to face her fully this time, a look of pure determination in his blue orbs. “But I swear to you I’m going to change the world.”
She gave a single nod, taking a small gulp of air as he spoke and someone cleared the tension between them. Kennedy felt like she had been standing there for hours before Ryan spoke again, hazel eyes looking up at him as he told her his story. She wanted to comfort him some kind of way, maybe touch his arm or...something, but instead she just listened. The young soldier before him had been subjected to so much tragedy in his life and yet, here he was. Kennedy admired that, his determination.
His eyes met her gaze and she offered him a small, but warm smile. ❝ I believe you. ❞ Kennedy has never met anyone as determined to rise in...well, every category like Ryan. She hoped that he was able to do everything he envisioned for himself...and hopefully she could be there for it too. ❝ I’m glad death never caught up with you, ❞ Kennedy said softly, but genuinely.
Tentatively, Kennedy took Ryan’s hand, looking down briefly to notice how perfectly their hands fit together before looking back up at him. Typically, if a young lady wanted to be cordial, she would take a man’s arm but, that just seemed too formal. He was so...warm, and open; she wanted to be the same with him. ❝ Come with me, I’ll show you around the grounds. The party was getting rather boring any way. ❞













