Nov 16, 2017
i know i kind of abandoned this blog but it’s like the only place for me to rant about my shit life so
i hate that my best friend suddenly stopped giving two shits about me. the one fucking person i believed i can always count on and that will not abandon my stupid ass. but i guess even she gave up. the only thing that hurt me more was when my granda died this year. i’m also worried about my mom. and about getting that fucking degree, even though i lost interest in my studies, but it’s stupid to give up entirely at this point. i’m enough of a disappointment to my parents as it is.
and i know i won’t actually talk to anyone about what is going on with me because i feel like a burden to everyone again and they don’t care anyways :)














