I Won't Blackout

Name's David. I drink and smoke a lot. I'm here for a reason. I'm the party master. I probably like cats, booze, and sex more than I like you. AIM: davidwontblackout Disclaimer: Not David. Don't fucking follow if you're not part of Springwood Asylum :)(:

[polianthesfox]

[theshortpetal]

[davidwontblackout]

patrick-soul-kid replied to your post:Explanation to why I’ve been gone.  Hey...

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Thanks, Frankie.

[davidwontblackout]

Explanation to why I've been gone.

Hey all,

So...things have been absolutely crazy lately. Between battling some shit, trying to move in and out of places and relocate and shit because I need to find a place to stay for work...things are hectic. I'm usually on aim, but it's getting increasingly harder to get onto the dash. I'm trying to do my best with everything, but I really hope you guys understand. I'm an active musician and a full time student. I'm working on a lot of things for an upcoming EP that my band and I are writing, and it's just becoming really difficult to get on the dash more and more. So I hope you understand as to why I haven't been on and have been a shitty mod. I understand if you guys want to leave. I'm also sorry if I've been a complete emotional mess. It's part of it. The stress of managing a band and being the front person is taking a toll on me, especially when people you're relying on are being unreliable. So, if I seem grumpy, it's not because of you guys. I'm probably just having a bad day.

Things are just hella hectic right now. And with summer school coming up, I'm having mini breakdowns from everything because it's all kind of rushing together, and I have almost next to no time sometimes. So, honestly, don't hate me for not being on the dash. I'm on aim. Talk to me there if you want to/need me. I'm really sorry. I'm doing the best that I can. But real life comes first, and all of us know that.

Much love,

Mike

[learning-2love-myself]

Suicide on We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/103947691/via/Jessica_Kay_Berne

[davidwontblackout]

I can't stop crying. I'm too high to care. I can't do this without her. I literally haven't moved from the floor since I saw those words. I can't do this. There's blood. There's empty drugs. I need her. I need her so much that I can't even stand it. There's this gaping hole in my chest where my heart used to be. She took it with her when she ran. I didn't expect her to actually leave. But she did. I'm such a fucking idiot. One more hit, and I could end it all. But she'd die too. I can't have her die. I need her here. I need her to get better. I'm the asshole. I can't do this. I can't do this right now. I want to die. I want to die more than anything. If I could move, I would take a step over the edge of the roof and throw myself off of it. But I can't. I'm so sorry, Amorie. Please come home.

I need you. I'm so sorry. I need you. Please...

[davidwontblackout]

Please come home, Princess. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. God, I'm nothing without you. I need you. Please come home....please, I'm fucking begging you. I told you I would always want you back, and I don't just want you back. I need you back. Please, Amorie. Please come home to me...

Don't leave me. I need you...

Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours.

Never forget that.

[streamofmyconscience]

[watashitomangetsu]

[nevergiveuuup89]

[they-messed-me-up]

[this-is-just-hell-deactivated20]

[lightinthefardistance-deactivat]

[zaynsana]

[davidwontblackout]

Topless Tuesday plus me not giving a single fuck about anything.

[la-amorie]

Even managed to cover up the bruises.

[davidwontblackout]

And yet you still look as beautiful as ever, princess.

[davidwontblackout]

Sleepless nights, endless days. They're all just kind of meshing into one at this point...