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❝ If this is not the end then I will keep walking until I WITNESS the end of the journey but I will never submit to this idea of fate ❞

# DAWNBRKR :// 𝐊𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐀❝ PHAINON OF AEDES ELYSIAE ❞ WORLD BEARING TITAN & LORD RAVENGER ⤷ Indie SPOILER HEAVY blog for Phainon from HSR. Contains spoilers for all of Amporeus // PENNED BY AKU (she/her 30)

NOT ASSOCIATED WITH HSR RPC A STUDY IN . . . . Heroic dreams, Chosen Children, The Hero's Journey, A one winged angel, Born of hatred, Time loops, Never ending trauma, Loss of identity

CAARD /// Important hc // 3.4 lore breakdown TRAILBLAZING WITH: @deuskchase / @ikhorcrown //@constellaris / @dvotdovetre / @iiroiiros / @trnsmuted

[dawnbrkr]

This is for personally the people who still keep tabs on me. Yes, I had found out again when curiosity got the better of me and I was looking through old blogs of mine to see what accounts were gone or not. But I think it's about time for real I actually just take another long leave. No more me being back in a few days or popping in wanting to do stuff with friends and feeling safe- no, I really need to force myself not to come back here. I'm already having a mental crisis with myself and my own thoughts with not believing myself regarding things I said last year. I finally started getting some real help irl, and I'm hoping that support outside of friends will maybe make my mind not feel so on edge all the time. I dunno if I'll ever come back in the future due to not even trusting myself now. But I can't just pretend like everything's okay and I'm in my own little happy bubble. I have to do this for me. I don't know if I'll ever rewrite an apology, as like I said I don't even know if I believe my own words. However, that's left up to the future Aku. So for now, I'll just stay on Discord mainly. Thank you

[dawnbrkr]

I guess I ended up spending enough for the hat??

[ikhorcrown]

home has always been a fickle thing for mydei. for so many cycles he never even knew the concept of home until he was found by the kremnoan detachment. he would sit by the fire and listen to his friends speak of home but it never meant anything to him. kremnos was his culture, his birthplace, but never his home. friendship was home. love was home. first it was with the detachment and soon it spread to encompass the chrysos heirs as well.

mydei found home in okhema not because of the place but the people. he found it in castorice's quiet warmth, in hyacine's conversations, in aglaea's resolute leadership, in tribbie's optimism. but most of all, home was in phainon's smile, his silly antics, his fierce protection. wherever he builds a home, it will be with phainon.

a smile spreads across his face as the prince closes his eyes and breathes in phainon's presence. it's like his very soul settles after lifetimes apart. i'm home, i'm home, i'm home. he stays like this, pressed into phainon's space for as long as this moment will permit. he basks in the gentle warmth that no longer burns him alive. they no longer have to touch each other with violence but with love and reverence. no more blood needs to be spilled for deliverance.

" as long as it's with you, i don't care where we end up... " mydei pulls away enough to look at phainon's face. " but, if you'll allow me, i would like to visit those golden wheat fields you always went on about. "

[dawnbrkr]

This world they were in .. this story book that Cyrene had written for them had memories of all their homes, so there was always a way back to the golden wheat fields. The two didn't have to wait how long it'd take for Amphoreus to be reborn after all. Even if it wasn't the same...it would feel so real, as if he were really there with Mydei. Reaching down did his soft fingers entangle with Mydei's rather rough ones as his hand was taken into his as he gave it a light squeeze. He couldn't stop just gazing into the Crowned Prince's eyes, finding himself getting lost in those sunset hues of his.

❝ Yes. I would love nothing more than just that ~ ❞ He also couldn't wait for Mydei to meet his parents - aswell as Phainon to finally get a chance to meet Gorgo aswell as Eurypon who he could only imagined was no longer the cruel man Mydei spoke about in every cycle.

[ikhorcrown]

despite his best efforts, his breath still shakes when he exhales. memories can be burdensome and with 33 million cycles worth of them swirling in his mind there is only one thing he can think of. phainon. theirs is an epic of love and death, every cycle they fall in love and every cycle khaslana must kill him. and even so, with all the certainty in the world, mydei knows he will never regret entrusting his weak spot to him.

then there was the cycle without him, where mydei always felt like something was missing. when he perished, it was in front of kephale longing for something he couldn't remember. and finally in era nova when mydei stood guard at the entrance to irontomb, protecting what was left of his beloved and never losing faith that a piece of phainon would still live.

oh how hard it was to not be there for him, to not comfort him when he needed it. how mydei must have fueled his hatred and despair every time khaslana had to shatter his spine. how all he wished was to ease that fire and bring life back into those eyes. their love was tragedy meant to bring irontomb into existence.

but now... now it's different. no prophecy or seed of destruction will mar their future. khaslana no longer burns from the inside and mydeimos is no longer destined to die young. the realization of his hopes and dreams finally made reality hits him all at once as the crowd disperses and he sees those sky blue eyes once again. they are here and they are free. even if freedom is bound within the pages of a book, at least they are finally together.

" deliv-- no, phainon. " his voice is gruff with emotion as mydei approaches. hands reach out to cup those cheeks, fingertips idly brushing over snowy hair. any quips he may have had die on his tongue when he's finally face to face with phainon again. beautiful, bright, and sometimes annoying, phainon. he speaks no words, instead pulling him in to press soft lips against his. mydei sighs as his body remembers what its like to kiss phainon. there are no words needed, not when lips and hands can say more than enough.

welcome home.

@dawnbrkr / see you tomorrow.

[dawnbrkr]

Every page of each cycle, no mater how much he had endured, no matter the pain of a million blazing suns would he never give up. How behind his pained smiles would he stay strong even when his mind was slowly melting away during those thousand of cycles when he slowly felt himself loosing his mind, cutting all contact from the one who was watching him the whole time. Phainon knew that one day a miracle would happen, just like him and Cyrene had promised. So that's why when the trailblazer came it felt so special. He had known that one day it would finally happen as they were the hero beyond the skies the two children had whispered about to one another. That's why he entrusted the title he held to them aswell. That with him gone to fight off the Black Tide to keep everyone safe they would become Heros aswell. When his body burned to ashes again upon merging with Irontomb did it hurt more than anything in the world. However, Phainon would never cry out of pain. He knew that all his friends were keeping him safe in these moments. He always has felt Mydeimos' presence especially through out every cycle he wasn't around. Be it through staring out at Kephale's statue, or guarding the gates of Irontomb's domain. He would always be there for the man he so deeply loved.

Hearing Mydei's voice amongst the crowd of people in this limbo of a new Era Nova where the two were awaiting Amphoreus to be reborn did he feel his heart stop for a moment. Gold brushes over his cheeks as his lips slowly part, slowly mouthing Strife's name before he was pulled into such a loving kiss. How he missed this so much...how much he yearned to feel Mydei's touch against him, to feel their lips interlock like this. It truly was heaven. Slowly did gentle hues flutter shut as he rested his head against Mydei's forehead.

❝ We're home. ❞ Not exactly - but home in the sense that they were finally together again.

[dawnbrkr]

Oh yeah, so before bed last night e2 became a reality

[dawnbrkr]

I'm going to fucking loose my mind at these recordings Cyrene left for the Demiurge from specific cycles. Specifically the one where Khaslana stays to protect Aedes Elysiae aswell as Phainon as a promise to Hyacine...and also the one where Phainon never left the village and never joined the Flame Chase - and every day he visited Cyrene's grave...

[dawnbrkr]

They did it !!

[asbestos-11]

i saw these really cute slippers and i needed to draw both phainon and khaslana in them, bcs i am predictable like that.

yes this is phaicest

ref under the cut:

[kumamooko]

under your warmth

[alannasroleplaymemes-moved]

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[dawnbrkr]

Huge world building dump for the calendar system on Amphoreus, please note that this is all set in a future Era Nova where they are no longer all code. Not destined to change at all if 3.7 doesn't go through with Amphoreus becoming real, because I'm too clung to the idea. Always open to hear other's thoughts and ideas if they have any for this!

Always remember Kephale, who gave us the calendar: They bear the dawn to this day.

Excluding the Month of Fortune, the number of days in each Amphorean month is highly standardized: Every month has four weeks, and every week has seven days, with Sunday being a rest day.

FATE SEASON Month of Gate : The first month is signaled by Janus opening up the door and letting Amphoreus begin a brand new year. The old door representing the past year is closed. This is signified by how many people tend to go through a period of "In with new, out with the old". Spring cleaning to say the least. However, some take this rather seriously and tend to sever the past to truly begin new once more. This can include discarding objects that bear bonds (such as keepsakes from past lovers or deceased family members), a way to let people step foreword twords the future. This act however is completely voluntary. This month's celebration twords Janus is much simalar to New Years, as it is exactly that. Month of Balance : During the Month of Balance days are just as long as nights, as Talanton managed to mediate a truce between Oronyx and Aquila. During this month Amphoreans take it upon themselves to stay constant with things like daily routines. Many of these which have started since the beginning of the Month of Gate. During this month more are willing to pass judgement and sign contracts, making deals and such. It is a month that is very good for those whom make sales. Month of Evernight : During the month the sun's shine is dimmer than usual. Night are longer than its days,and that's due to the reason that in the past Oronyx triumphed over Aquila for undisputed authority over the sky. People find themselves dozing off more frequently, and their instincts and emotions replace their thought and reason, making it hard to accomplish intricate tasks. This is almost a 180 from what had happened in the previous month. A slight change as the Veil of Evernight over takes Amphoreus. Making this their equivalent of Daylights Savings. PILLAR SEASON Month of Cultivation : Once the Evernight passes does the perfect season for Amphoreus' harvest . The Dawn Device returns to shine brightly in Aquila's sky as farmers tend to be much luckier with their crops thanks to the blessing of Georios. The Earth is restored into a state most suited for farming. People till the soil, sow the seeds, and offer labor as tribute to the land. Dromases will also be doubly vigorous. This is the final month for the heavy workload for many have. Month of Joy: When the Month of Cultivation ends does spring water flow and fishermen flourish. The heaviest workload for the year ended last month, and everyone is reveling in the atmosphere of festivity in honor of Phagousa. This is the best month for brewing and holding celebrations, being the most joyous month of all and when Amphoreus is the perfect spot for any outsiders to visit their planet. Think of their celebrations much like the equivalent of Mardi Gras / Carnaval. Month of Everday : The Dawn Device shines brighter than ever in Aquila's sky, marking this as the hottest month. The land's flora also works hard to absorb its shine so that people can have a good harvest. Bathed in this radiance, people will feel refreshed and vitalized. It is the oposite of when the Month of Evernight happened. Where their days are longer than their night, or Aquila triumphed over Oronyx for undisputed authority over the sky. Making this their equivalent of Daylights Savings.

CREATION SEASON Month of Freedom : The month of tranquil peace, and time to celebrate the Father of Humanity, Kephale. There are no major events to attend, nor significant tasks to complete. During this month, people can work on their hobbies, pursue their dreams, and do whatever they wish to do. As the month entails, it is for people to begin achieving any dreams they may want to finally reach. It's a joyous month to celebrate Amphoreus' freedom from their past in the previous Era Novas. Month of Reaping : A month very similar to the Month of cultivation. The month of the fall harvest where crops absorbed the light during the Month of Everday, and have grown into their ripest they have ever been all thanks to the blessings of Cerces. This also is another very busy month The celebrations to this month are much like the Mid Autumn festival, where the moon is the brightest through out the nights much like the Dawn Device shines brightly in the sky, giving blessings to crops. Month of Weaving : A month to reflect on the previous months. The fall harvest is over as this is the final month before the last season on Amphoreus. During this month, people will reminisce on their experiences over the year. Mnestia collects everything and weaves them into golden threads of memory. This is a month to celebrate Mnestia, many festivals being held in her name as families and loved ones gather to enjoy the good times. The celebrations for Mnestia have the equivalents of Valentines Day, which is called "Day of Mnestia", where romantic partners celebrate their love with the blessing of the Goddess of Romance. Where as near the end of the month a celebration much like Thanksgiving is spent for families and loved ones. CALAMITY SEASON Month of Strife : During this month after production activities are completed, people are liberated from the most important tasks of the year, resulting in surplus labor in society. In the past, the cities typically waged war at this time. This month is also the period when criminal executions and burning offerings in prayer to the gods occur. Festivals are held for Nikador, mainly in his home of Castrum Kremnos, but is open for any Amphoreans who worship the God of Strife, be them Kremnoans or not. Month of Mourning : The month when wars would end in the past, leaving cities to draw silent. Activities are lessened as many mourn the dead during this month. However, in the New Era Nova have they begun to celebrate the dead, and Thanatos who properly leads all of those through the River of Stixiya and into the after life. It use to be seen as a month of pure somberness, but is now more joyful, many treating it as a time to welcome spirits of loved ones back home for a reunion It's exact equivalent is much like Día de los Muertos, especially with how it's much more joyous. It is celebrated all month long Month of Fortune: The last month of the year, and while its a month to celebrate Zagreus is it quite the unpredictable month out of all of them. Meaning each year it can sometimes be longer or shorter than in previous years. This of this as Amphoreus' equivalent of a leap year. Both good and bad things happen more frequently this month, and any luck is taken advantage of. Gamblers believe that this month brings them good fortune, and opportunistic merchants look forward to sudden spikes in wealth. Thieves would typically have exhausted their savings, and rub their hands together for the next job. The Month of Fortune is the most tumultuous month for law enforcement. People call this Month of Fortune with this additional day the "Scarlet Month," and the "Golden Month" without. Gamblers and thieves treat this day as their lucky day, becoming fervent with their antics, which is unfortunately followed by plenty of assassinations and conspiracies.

PERIODS OF A DAY

When finalizing the calendar, Kephale divided one day into five major periods, to teach its people to punctually rise, work, rest, and slumber.

Ever since the scorching sun departed from the sky, the task of illuminating Okhema fell to the Dawn Device. Shifts in its light were not obvious to the people in the beginning, and they could only maintain their routines by adhering to the five major periods from before.

Entry Hour : The early hours of the day when the Dawn Device is risen from the sky ; as Amphoreus now is no longer said to have a sky that holds no night. People start to rouse from their slumber, summoning their consciousness back to their bodies from distant realms, as if traversing a formless doorway. They fetch water, wash up, and head to the morning market. Those who need something will commit to prayer. Lucid Hour/Ascent Hour: The period of the day when one is most awake, the equivalent of an afternoon. People engage in conversation, share teachings and insights, akin to golden threads interwoven with one another. Action Hour/Descent Hour : The period of the way where people start to wind down. This is seen as the evening as the Dawn Device is descending from Aquila's sky. People put down their books, exit outdoors for exercise and labor, take care of plants and animals. The best and most popular time for those to take baths in Phagousa's waters, and perhaps eventually wind down with alcoholic drinks like Dew of Divine Blood Parting Hour : Oronyx's moon has risen and personal activities are put to rest. This is when people truly start winding down for the day and return to their homes, bidding their friends and companions farewell.  Curtain Fall Hour : Time for those to get some proper rest as the moon has risen. This is also the perfect hour for thieves to be active.

[dawnbrkr]

I knew Talon voiced Nikador...but Eurypon too omg. These two I swear

[dawnbrkr]

❝ There will only ever be one Cyrene in this world - and I love her endlessly to the moon and back. ❞

[recordmemes]

༘⋆｡  platonic bonds & dynamics starters.

best  friends.

you  said  you'd  always  be  there.  i'm  holding  you  to  that.

i'm  not  leaving  you  alone  with  your  thoughts!

nobody  gets  to  call  you  that  but  me.

do  i  need  to  fight  someone  for  you?

we're  not  just  friends.  you're  my  family.

i'm  already  on  my  way.

if  i  die,  promise  you'll  erase  my  search  history.

we  should  not  be  allowed  unsupervised  in  public.

combined,  we're  one  whole  functioning  adult!

i've  helped  you  lie  to  your  parents,  friends,  &  your  boss...  what's  one  more?

ex-friends.

i  wanted  to  call  you.  every  time  something  happened.

how  did  you  just  stop  caring?

you  can't  pretend  we  weren't  close.

i  miss  you.  i'm  not  sorry.

i  don't  think  i  can  forgive  you.

i  miss  hating  the  same  people  together.

do  your  new  friends  know  the  version  of  you  i  knew?

you  ghosted  me.  but  sure!  let's  pretend  it  was  mutual!

i  still  know  your  favorite  song.

i  didn't  just  lose  my  friend,  i  lost  an  entire  chapter  of  my  life.

rivals.

this  isn't  personal.  you're  just  in  my  way.

why  are  you  so  obsessed  with  beating  me?

you  think  you're  better  than  me?  prove  it.

you  talk  a  lot  for  someone  who's  always  second  place.

did  you  rehearse  that  comeback  in  the  mirror?

do  you  ever  stop  talking?

one  day,  i'm  going  to  beat  you.

i  don't  like  you.  that  doesn't  mean  i  don't  respect  you.

i  didn't  come  to  play  fair,  i  came  to  win.

you  think  i'm  threatened  by  you?  no,  you  just  motivate  me  to  be  better.

roommates.

i  swear  i  didn't  eat  your  leftovers!  well,  not  ALL  of  them.

i  heard  everything.  these  walls  are  thin.

can  you  PLEASE  clean  up  after  yourself?

wanna  watch  a  movie?  i'm  making  popcorn!

you  know  we're  not  friends,  right?  we  just  live  together.

i  think  i  know  your  schedule  better  than  mine  at  this  point.

you  talk  in  your  sleep.

you  can't  just  adopt  a  pet  without  talking  to  me  first!

i'm  going  to  start  charging  your  dates  rent.

if  we  can  survive  living  together,  we  can  survive  anything.

if  your  [  family member  ]  drops  by  unannounced  one  more  time...

academic  partners.

you  forgot  the  project  deadline.  again.

this  was  supposed  to  be  a  group  effort!

i  think  we  would've  crashed  and  burned  without  you.

you  brought  snacks  to  study  group?  okay,  i  think  i  like  you.

we're  not  friends.  stop  telling  me  about  your  personal  life.

you're  actually  kind  of  smart,  you  know?

i'll  be  the  brains,  you  do  the  presentation.

we  agreed  no  emotional  breakdowns  during  mid-terms!

i  cannot  believe  i'm  depending  on  you  to  pass  this  class.

i  need  a  break  so  i  can  scream  into  my  textbook...

do  you  try  to  make  friends  with  EVERY  person  in  group  projects?

siblings.

you're  not  my  [ mom / dad / parent ]!  don't  tell  me  how  to  live.

i'm  allowed  to  make  fun  of  you.  nobody  else  is.

i  know  you  better  than  anyone  else  ever  will.

stop  trying  to  fix  me!

something  bad  happened.  can  i  come  home?

you're  still  the  favorite, even now.

still  trying  to  live  in  my  shadow,  huh?

i'm  not  jealous  of  you!

we  survived  that  house,  that's gotta count  for  something.

remember  how  we  used  to  talk  about  running  away?

[dawnbrkr]

Damn…Phainon swept Blade in topping, and Mydei is just behind dh in bottoming. This is from just one ship alone

[permansr]

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