What gets me the most is the fact that Sam is the one Nate was always listening to, and even when Nate is grown up he still looks for Sam’s approval or “what Sam is going to do about it”
I mean look at this, when shit gets down:
Sam is actually the only one person that can tell Nate what to do in every situation and Nate will listen to his words, like can you imagine other situations similar to this? When something bad happend and Nate was all about “Sam?” because Sam is the answer to everything. KILL ME. Once I’ve realized how big is the weight Sam is carrying on his shoulders, man… since he was a little boy he was responsible for explaining things to Nathan, all of the stuff that were happening in their lives. No kid should be responsible for explaining to their younger siblings that their mother is dead and their dad dumped them.
Sam was a teenager. A bloody teenager. He was supposed to have fun at this age and not worry about stuff like money or future of his little baby brother and yet here he stands, not complaying, but trying his best. He could just simply say “bye” and walk away buT NO
and then because Sam knows his job is dangerous and it will be a better solution for Nate to stay in the orphanage
He’s not even like “but I’VE made it work”, no. He makes sure Nate knows he is important too and that he’s doing a fantastic job and everything’s gonna be okay. Seriously I don’t fucking know how is that possible that Sam has so many strenght. Like what.
“hey hey hey you keep your gun on me” aka I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
LOOK AT LITTLE BABY NATE ALL SCARED AND LOOK AT THESE LITTLE SHITS HOLDING HANDS
Here is another thing I want to talk about. Even though they are both scared and the situation is pretty fucking tense, Sam is not saying some shit like “come on give me this HURRY UP NATHAN GOD DAMN IT” as probably many people would say in this situation because of the emotions, NO, he is actually sorry that he has to take this journal from Nate and he finds an extra time to let Nathan know that he truly is sorry.
Ok here’s some cute ass little scene with BOOOP
like fuck, look at Nate he’s all proud he found their mom’s stuff BABY LET ME HUG YOU AND LOOK HOW GENTLE SAM IS WITH HIM WHAT
Sam actually cares about Nate more than we could ever imagine and I’m crying don’t mind me
and here’s the scene I wanted to talk about at the beginning. Even if they are old Nate is still looking at Sam because he trusts him so much and is still looking for his approval
remember when Rafe wanted to hold this cross but Nate said no because he didn’t trust Rafe
guess who changed his mind
see? Nate is looking for Sam’s approval and it kills me like he trusts Sam so so so much and I’m done
also I can’t with this whole “Sam is always calling Nate by his full name - Nathan” like i neeD TO GO BYE :(
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