Oct 27, 2023
having thoughts about how high school can be something so integral to your entire personality and life and yet when you return you realize it meant nothing at all to those around you
#personal#prompts#not kpop#was thinking about making this a haikyuu thing honestly#but idk where it would have went#like just imagine#suga goes back to visit karasuno sometime#maybe 5 or 10 years in the future#returns to those halls where he felt like a king for a short while#volleyball was only a tiny part of his life in the end#but he brought his team to nationals! he was there!#AND kept up his grades and graduated top of his class with honours and everything!#and maybe it's a little narcissistic to believe that the teachers might remember him#but he finds himself honestly surprised when nobody sees him at all#anyways who am i kidding this is just me#and what kind of really hit me was like#my friend was with me and he was the class clown#skipped class failed tests out of uniform#great guy but not a great student#and EVERY teacher remembered him#meanwhile i was just another kid#theres one of me every year top of the class perfect marks and nothing else to show for it#just another person who peaked in high school#and it hurt to realize that i wasnt so special after all#how conceited can i get?#im exaggerating the teachers i really liked remembered me and it was amazing to talk to them#but like. really. it kinda. was something#anyways im stuck in this weird place where i both think i was amazing and also think i am a huge waste of space#not imposter syndrome not extreme self confidence but some secret third thing#anyways this got WAY too long good BYE
