Rambler

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Where are you?

I want to be loved. I want someone to look at me and see the beauty I still have trouble seeing. I want someone to write bad poetry about my smile and eagerly await to be with me. I want to love and be loved in return. I want cheesy couple costumes and inside jokes. I want to be able to be vulnerable with someone else and know that I will be safe. I want to make someone feel safe. -E.A.

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“ I fantasize laying in bed with you. Piles of blankets between us and breathless laughter escaping our lips. The two of us wrapped in our own world safe from it all, keeping one another warm from the cold reality of life. It’s in those waking hours that I yearn for you the most. If only I knew who you were.” - Seeking Love, E.A.

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“ I can not sleep

For when I lay in bed

And close my eyes

My dreams whisper to me

To make them come true.”-Edith A.

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“Irony:

I came into this world screaming with all my might

To society it was a good sign

Yet the older I grew the angrier they became when I raised my voice

Society did not wish for me to use the voice I was born with.”-Edith A.

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“If dreams made money, I would be rich.” -Edith A.

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“I find myself on the cusp of being someone great. If only I would let go of my fears and let it happen.” -Edith A.

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I have been searching for you in all the wrong places. Runing and looking impatient for you, this anxious game of hide and seek. Looking for a clue as to where you are in dark crevices and cramped spaces. Forgive me for I have finally realized that you were never hiding.- The other half. Edith A.

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“There is a difference between being uncomfortable in a situation and being uncomfortable in a relationship.” -Edith A.

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Valiant

A little lost ,

A little lonely ,

A little insecure

Yet my feet keep moving ,

wanting so earnestly to

experience this life.

- Edith A.

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What a blessed gift it is to simply have the chance to live. - Edith A.

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My heart yearns for things my head has yet to comprehend. -Edith A.

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I am the color brown

Neutral, the background color. Not one to shine but used to make other colors shine. -Edith A.

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Maybe I am not meant to be loved but to simply love others?-Edith A.

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It’s in those moments, when the crowd is thick and the music loud that I feel inexplicably alone. -Edith A.

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It’s the subtle glances from the corner of their eyes, the scratching of their pens on paper as they attempt to appear busy, hoping that the other glances away so that they may admire them in peace. It’s those moments I despise, for the yearing of such small gestures makes my heart drum a beat in my chest that becomes a beating in my head that only gets louder. My perfect solitude has become a discomfort.- Edith A., Foolish Aching.

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Subtle rejections

Subtle rejections hurt more. It’s slow chipping away at ones heart . It’s sitting at a table and having everyone deliberately not speak to you and no matter how much you raise your voice, it is never heard. As if you aren’t worth the time or effort to be told you aren’t wanted. -Edith A.