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[dbzwar]

- Sorry

[dbzwar]

Gonna go through and enhance some of my older work that I forgot about 🤭

[dbzwar]

Kissin' leads to touchin' leads to

Lovin' leads to fuckin' leads to

Someone always seems to get hurt.

Kissin' leads to touchin' leads to

Lovin' leads to fuckin' leads to

Everythin' mean nothin'

Your kiss is a gateway drug

[dbzwar]

Love is terrifying.

You lose yourself trying to make someone else happy because they became your happiness. You forgot how to love yourself because someone else is supposed to be loving you. It isn't until the love we're giving isn't reciprocated and the object of our affection is stripped from us. You give yourself up to reignite those sparks, but was it really to begin with? If it were an illusion you certainly couldn't tell the difference. You feel as though you need someone to remind you what it's like to feel loved. You lose yourself because you forgot that loving yourself is just as important as loving someone else.

[dbzwar]

I'm exhausted

Not because I didn't get enough sleep

But because my heart is tired of playing the same old games

[dbzwar]

When you hurt, you hurt others

[dbzwar]

You told me you'd rather not hear from me anymore... That I was fake... An illusion... I was never a dream... Always a nightmare... And even though nightmares fade, you have to remember that they are also dreams too

I'm your nightmare

[dbzwar]

Losing myself to understand you

Blaming myself when I can't hold you

Killing my myself to love you

Yet I'll never try to remold you

[teenagerposts]

people at my school: whats your tumblr url

me: whats tumblr

people at school: its a website where people follow you, i actually have a lot of followers haha

me: really how many

people at school: 60 haha

me:

people at school:

me:

people at school:

me: wow thatS A LOt

[teenagerposts]

Me: I don't hold grudges

Me: fuck ashely from the fourth grade

[dbzwar]

“We hear to reply We listen to understand”

— Communication

[dbzwar]

“I’m to myself for a reason Not because I don’t want to deal with people It’s just so that I don’t risk becoming attached to the people that will hurt me in the end”

— To myself

[dbzwar]

““I waited for you but you never responded” But I didn’t know how to respond… I sat there and stared. I wanted to respond, but I knew you were with people who had better personalities, people that were more entertaining, people that were better than I was at getting you to express yourself, and I just couldn’t bring myself to be apart of that… I knew there would be someone better to replace me, and amidst the negative thoughts, part of me hoped you would’ve tried harder to pull me in… Sorry for being hopeless”

— Sorry

[dbzwar]

“When you set your standards that low and feel that negative about yourself, who’s gonna see the beautiful in you when you can’t see it?”

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[dbzwar]

“Don’t cry because it’s over Smile because it happened”

—

[dbzwar]

“When i’m sleepy a message from you is enough to keep me awake Because I’m too interested in you I’m too excited to think about sleep”

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[dbzwar]

I hope you remember me

Not for the tears I cried when you said goodbye

But with the smile on my face when you looked me in the eyes and said you’d be mine