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alright it’s a pretty snowy day today at work and I probably won’t go anywhere tonight because of the weather so if you want to plot like this and I’ll come bug you later!

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nikolaiosbourne:

“of course you’d say that. your girl friends might disagree with you on that.” kai pointed out, half wondering if he could get under her skin with a low comment or another. she did seem pretty worked up but could he make her blood boil? that could be something to peak his interest. “therapy? seriously?” his brows raised in shock, a quiet chuckle following that lead. not in a million of years, could he ever guess that he had gotten through her that much. “if anything, you should be happy for having me in your life. i bet you learned a couple of things from me… and i’m not talking sexually.” his lips pursed, however, a grin quickly evaded his features. “but that too, i suppose.” he shrugs nonchalantly, raising up a hand as he called up one of the staff’s attention.

“not that i’ve talked to any of them since high school,” she muttered, shifting her gaze back to the laptop screen in front of her. she needed to submit this paper to her professor within the hour, and she was just finishing up the final touches. “you act like you didn’t completely shatter the world that i knew. for a while i couldn’t tell the difference between people being genuine or people were just taking bets like you did,” she admitted honestly. daniela knew that he didn’t care about the fact that he had hurt her, but it almost felt good to admit it. “mm, lets’ see. taught me to not trust anyone’s motives, taught me that high school movie tropes could become reality?”

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nikolaiosbourne:

“self-esteem? the best fuck of your life? i mean, i could go on.” those words slipped down his tongue as mere others would. anyone that knew him well enough, knew that shame wasn’t a word he was familiarized with. and whatever thoughts occupied his mind, weren’t held back for too long. thinking twice wasn’t his thing. “ouch — that one almost hurt, dani. i thought you’d try to be the better person here.” an act he has seen thousand of times before. still, it was funny to watch people attempting to put on a facade for him. “maybe some tea? you could probably use some. no need to get all worked up over nothing.”

“we were in high school, you weren’t that good. just because you were probably the best fuck everyone else in that school has ever had doesn’t mean you were mine,” she hated that he got to know her so well. hated that she let him get under her skin. “i was over being the better person when i had to start going to therapy because of you,” she smiled in a faux sweet fashion. “i’m sure you’re proud of that fact, though. i’m sure i’m also not the only girl to have that happen to them,” she looked at her cup, which did happen to be empty. “go ahead then, get a tea for me.”

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nikolaiosbourne:

quite frankly, what had gone down, wasn’t his fault entirely. the thrill of the bet ran through his veins and before his brain could catch up with, the damage had been done. besides, who didn’t enjoy messing up with someone else’s innocence? it was almost one of his hobbies, something which he wasn’t ashamed of, at all. “now, that i know that it’s not true at all. — you were never a good liar.” his tongue darted across his lips, hand resting on top of the empty chair, supporting half of his weight there. “can i buy you a drink? for old time’s sake.”

she could already feel her cheeks heat as she got angry. seeing him after all this time brought back a rush of feelings  -- the first guy she ever thought she loved, the first guy to break her heart. before she met kai, she was shy, innocent, had never been on a date. daneila could admit her brought her out of her shell at first, but it was not for the better by a long shot. “sorry, why would i miss you? what did you ever give me that benefited me?” she said with an eye roll. “bleach? some kind of poison? i know you usually have some handy, being a snake and all,” a smirk crossed her lips as she twirled her pen in her hands.

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# closed starter: @dcnieladayanara

kai didn’t have much of a turn off switch and when he’d decide on something, not even god himself would be able to stand in the way. it helped that his conscience was almost nonexistent and when brown hues settled upon a well known figure from afar, his steps shortly led him into her direction. a rough path would be describing their relationship lightly, at least from her end but from his point of view, both had gotten some fun out of it and nothing else mattered. “dani,” he calls out, letting the familiar name fall down his tongue easily. it had been a while but she hadn’t changed much from what he could see. “missed me?” a smug grin occupied his lips, fingers scratching his scruff lightly — a quirk that he has always had.

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daniela had never really been one to lose her temper easily, it usually took repeated offenses for someone to get on her bad side. one person in particular could always push her buttons -- a ghost from her past. the last time she saw him she was sure it’d be the last. little did she know he’d appear in front of her almost two years later, saying her name -- or his version of her name and making chills run down her spine. she didn’t even have to look up to know who, rather what was standing in front of her. but she did anyways, “kai. i can confidently say that i haven’t missed you at all.”

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liijamn:

“so if tomorrow gets weird i’ll just stay in my room because i need to sleep the drunk off either way.” suddenly in the middle of it all it hit him how much he disliked dancing. this was more of a slow song which made it more acceptable. “you know i’m not good with emotions and feelings, that sort of deals but believe me when i say i’m not out to hurt you. at all.” hands resting to her waist, he wanted to get that across. she was the last person he ever wanted to hurt, she was also his best friend. holding his breath for a brief second, a thought popped into his head that this hadn’t or wouldn’t ruin anything.

“i don’t think it’ll get weird,” she admitted softly, reaching up to wipe some of her lipstick that had ended up on the side of his lip with a small laugh. “unless you wake up and decide that you regret what you just did,” she shrugged, looking down. it was entirely possible for him to wake up in the morning and realize he had made a huge mistake. “see, i know you, and you’re one of my best friends. i know that you would never set out to intentionally hurt me, which i appreciate.” daniela looked up at him once more before going back onto her tippy toes to place a quick kiss to his lips, “don’t mind me, just wanted to see if you could live up to that first kiss.”

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cxraisms:

“i have shamelessly tried everything on this table already. i think my favorite thing is the beef wellington bites.”

“there’s beef wellington bites?! how did i not see those?!” she exclaimed, looking around the table.  “i thought i ate everything here... maybe i’ve just been eating the same thing the last 20 minutes.”

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mvxism:

“yeah! same goes to you. i’m seeing a bunch of people i know or at least recognize, more than i was ever expecting. it’s kind of nice, though.” max shouted over the music, letting her body take over and dancing however she felt. she could care less about others who looked on. “how did you hear about the party?”

“it’s crazy! so many people you see every day at mocha like going to work are here just getting drunk,” she laughed softly, running her fingers through her hair that was now getting a little sweaty.  “one of my roommates knows archer and invited our house, i think? i’m not one hundred percent sure. how about you?”

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jaslcne:

“oh believe me i’m gonna get one NOW otherwise i may have to fight you for the last one. hopefully they live up to they hype you’re giving them.” 

“that would be a definite good idea ‘cause i’m young, scrappy, and hungry -- sorry, i was listening to hamilton before i came...”

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getting some food and then will be back to work on more replies lovelies !

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liijamn:

liam’s lips lingered against hers for a little while, rolling his shoulders back when pulling away yet keeping somewhat of a closeness between them as his eyes were focused on the others lips. without saying anything he guided her along. she said she wanted to dance after all. “i’ve wanted to do that for so long.” naturally he snapped back to normal self yet there was a feeling deep within him it was warm and clutching at his heart. no idea with that meant, a situation and moment like this had never occurred before. “but i will remember this tomorrow, faintly and you will probably remember it way clearer than me. if i get way drunker, i’ll already say i’m sorry if i do anything stupid tonight.” not even sure she wanted to dance anymore, if she wanted to walk away; he reacted out of nowhere. impulsively though with emotion. howsoever liam was not the guy to feel embarrassed over his honest actions.

for a moment after they broke apart, daniela kept her eyes closed in hopes that it wasn’t just a dream, that he was a reality. when she finally opened them, she felt him begin to guide her along in a dance. “you have?” the genuine sound of curiosity in her voice. she had never had any idea that he would want to kiss her how she wanted to kiss him. anytime they had lingering glances, or that he got close to her, she thought she was making it up in her mind that maybe he felt the same as her.  “mm, this is definitely something i’m going to remember...” she trailed off, her fingers gently trailing on the back of his neck while continuing to dance with him even if the song had finished and the next song kicked in.

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liijamn:

slightly he leaned down to make it easier for her to say whatever she had on mind, liam was pretty tall and she was short, it was cute. a smile grew on his face when biting his lower lip, pulling back to look at her with a warm expression. “i don’t say it a lot. like how i appreciate you. every fucking day.” lifting his bottle up, liam gave himself a silent cheers before downing it all a little bit too easy. “i’m the worst dancer in the world. though alcohol helps, i guess.” it was nothing he was great at, totally sucked at it. honestly he’d much rather be slammed with a skateboard over the head but who was he to deny her. liam took a hold of her wrist, holding her back from walking away too quickly. “i do really mean it when i say i appreciate you. how you are the prettiest girl. how i can only lay my eyes on you.” with a smooth motion he pulled her close and leaned in, perfectly letting his lips roll over hers for a soft kiss.

him leaning closer only further heightened her heart rate -- how could one person have this effect over her? was it the alcohol? or was she intoxicated by him? either way, the smile on her face was genuine, and her eyes only on his face. she wanted to look for a sign of a joke, but she knew him well enough at that point to be able to tell that he was being honest with her. “i don’t tell you enough that i appreciate you, either. you bring something to my life that i had no idea i was missing to begin with,” a small smile played at her lips when he grabbed her hand, thinking that he was going to dance with her. when he said to her that he could only lay his eyes on her, her heart stopped  -- “when i enter a room, my eyes immediately look for you. you make me feel at ease, even if you’re a little wi--” her words are cut off by a soft kiss. a sound of surprise escaped her throat, and she realized she had to make an immediate decision -- should she stay and let herself melt into the kiss, or run away so not to embarrass herself tomorrow morning when she mentions that this is all she’s ever wanted with him they kissed.

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mvxism:

a smile widened on max’s lips when the other agreed to dance with her. head tilted slightly, she quickly recognized daniela–the young woman who kindly offered her an open seat at the mocha coffee shop. “hell yes, let’s do it.” max responded, already impressed with her moves. the tipsy and giddy side of her couldn’t help but to laugh a bit, finding nothing in particular funny but she was simply having a good time. 

daniela smiles brightly, the lights and the music made everything feel so magical. or maybe it was just that she was a couple drinks in and it was finally starting to hit her. “didn’t know you’d be here, but good to see you again!” she said over the loud music, continuing to sway her hips and immerse herself into the song.

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jaslcne:

“yeah that happens when you’re drunk, time kinda BLENDS together till you lose it completely. i definitely need to get on that level, and maybe one of those pastries too.” 

“the pastries are nothing like i’ve ever had before, honestly, you need to get on this level and soon before i decide to eat them all!”

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spitfircc:

ilse likes mistletoe as much as the next girl does, but she wouldn’t go out of her way to end up under one… the thing was – they were a PLAGUE in the house. clever archer wanted kisses happening left and right, apparently. “i was waiting for you, of course,” she says with a big smile as daniela approaches her. “wanna do this? you kinda are under it with me now…”

daniela grinned, handing her best friend the drink that was in her other hand. “we might as well give them something to talk about— plus, with how much is around we won’t be able to avoid it. not like i haven’t kissed you before,” she teased. everyone had always been confused by hers and ilse’s friendship, because they were so affectionate with one another and comfortable around one another.

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liijamn:

everything she had just said was true. how was he going to know but how was she even going to know since apparently they hadn’t legitimately cuddled together which was surprising and liam being drunk that one night didn’t count. apparently. “aight, listen here smarty pants. you’ll get a chance to drop a real review that’s like, five stars.” he ran fingers through his hair and watched her. what did she say? liam pointed at her with the same hand his bottle was in. “what? can’t hear you, it’s too loud so speak up, babe.” perhaps she was only mumbling and draped his other arm over her shoulders, pulling her close to his side. not as in a friendly action but more so intimate and gentle. it kind of felt right.

“i look forward to being able to give an open and honest review,” she said with a small smirk, stepping slightly closer as he put his arm around her, placing a hand on his chest so she had balance to stand on her tippy toes and speak into his ear, “i said i didn’t know you thought that much of me, so thank you.” she was standing so close to him that she could smell his cologne mixed with the alcohol on his breath, and it made her a little dizzy. her hand never left his chest, and when a slightly slower song came on, she grinned a little, draining the rest of her drink almost in one sip — “dance with me,” she demanded, jokingly shimmying to the beat. she was sure he’d laugh at her dancing, but it was better than him straight-up saying no.

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liijamn:

twisting the cap of his bottle and tossing it into the bin, he bit the inside of his cheek, snickering. “pretty sure you’re the only one i know that would actually give me a personal review straight to me.” either way he continued to look at her, sure he was somewhat drunk but he knew exactly what he was saying and rubbed his lips together. shrugging. “there can however many girls around here and yet i’m talking to the prettiest one in here. case closed.” liam gestured with his hands before taking a huge gulp from his bottle. being that honest was both a relief and the scariest thing he had done specially when you’re the worst at dealing with emotions.

daniela followed suit, tossing her bottle cap into the bin, shaking her head with a smile. “if i didn’t give you in-person, honest reviews, how would you know what you need to work on?” she asked, looking back up at him and realizing his eyes were still on her. it made her breath catch in her throat as she kept eye contact with him while he spoke. over the music, it was almost impossible to hear her as she said “i didn’t know you thought so much of me... thank you.” she bit her lip as she saw him take a large drink from the bottle, wanting nothing more than to reach out and kiss him touch his face -- she knew he didn’t handle emotion well, and she never expected him to tell her that he cares for her, cause she always just knew.