faggot

22//transman//gay//fatfuck

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Monday will be my first gender therapy session.

This week I got kicked out.

Life is good seriously, I’m amazed.

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So I came out this week, fully.

Found a therapist I want, who has a great Doctor behind him and I’m so excited to finally take this step

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I’m a fat sad gay transdude and I want to answer questions, ya’ll have any questions I can answer?

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I’ll share a confession;

When I was 18 I stopped transitioning because my friends at the time saw me as a joke, my parents told me they’d never love me if I did so, and when I came out to my biological dad (who use to be very large in the LGBT community when he was younger) said I was just trying to be him, I came to a sudden stop. I stopped transitioning, I accepted that I would be nothing but a sad woman who hated herself from the hellish roots of my body. Now I’m 22 and realized that even though I had such toxic people in my life, it was the happiest I had been in years, just being out. I don’t think I ever passed too well, but the small things I had made me feel so much more confident. Now I’m so far back in the closet, the friends online who knew me as a male at first don’t even know I’m slowly transitioning. I’m not telling anyone, and if people decide they don’t like it...well goodbye, you aren’t worth my time.