please take your time to read this and think about it in your future.
As you know Iāve been receiving anon hate the last days and to be honest my reaction to it has been way worse than most of you know.
Iām generally very depressed and Iām very much on the verge and if you follow my blog you should know this.
Also there hasnāt been only anon hate going on but more to that later.
Iāve been suffering with my health due to my panic attacks and Iām still dealing with it. I have basically eaten an Apple and a Muffin in the last days and I canāt keep anything in my body.
This can happen when you hate on people or make them feel bad.
You never know how a personās life looks like and if that one mean comment you could have spared didnāt mean the end of their life or a long time in the hospital.
That person might be sitting in their room and cutting themselves as the hate they received hurt them so bad that they will carry the scars for the rest of their lives.
I told some of my mutuals about how I felt and they did nice posts to cheer me up - there are good people in this fandom.
But with the posts also came people into my inbox telling me about what happened to them.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY PEOPLE TEXTED ME IN THE LAST DAYS saying they received anon hate, theyāve been bullied, they are scared of the fandom or other very negative encounters.
I started on this website because I wanted to find nice people to talk to and I really believed this fandom was so sweet until this happened.
There are people around who have repeatedly hurt others and this needs to stop.
I thought I had lost all hope in this fandom but honestly that wonāt help.
And I wonāt and donāt want to point fingers at anyone, because you canāt imagine what it feels like to be falsely accused.
What is going on on here is so damn wrong.
If my anon doesnāt return I wonāt try to look for them and if any of you did that (I really donāt hope that) just think about what you did to me. You have no idea what you have caused and to anyone else who might have hurt someone before just think youāre doing this to a friend. Imagine you would have made a friend feel like that and carry that feeling on. Because people should mean something to you.
To me this thing isnāt over and wonāt be over for a while and the people I shared my experiences with are just as upset as I am.
Donāt always just think about yourself. Think about others too and think about whether itās really necessary to react like that.
Is attention really worth it?
Please try to think of everyone you come across of your friend which means that you want to protect them and love them - more than yourself even.
If someone mean passes your way ignore them just ignore them and when they donāt stop acting mean talk to them about your feelings and kindly ask them to stop.
Donāt attack them with others. You never know what really happened.
I am willing to forgive and so should you.
Yourself too. If you did something wrong apologize and Iām sure youāll be forgiven.
The circumstances in this fandom canāt stay like this.
Love and care for everyone
If you need someone to talk talk to me
Or @stray-kids-stuff or @straykiddosmom or @ohmyspearb or @9straysunflowers or @9equals1 or @infinitewriterx or @astarlightmonbebe or @theboywithfreckles or @csengegi or @jeonginslaugh or @itsmeflora or @minhosgrind or @3rachans or @kim-squishmin or @wavyjisung or @withchangbin or @minboondles or @goddamngyu or @lxx-fxlix or @leedontknow or @cocacolamemebois or @heavenly-freckles or @etherealstraykids @i-love-dark-my-ass or @yepthatsjustme or @pleasantsandwichfan or @hyunjin-the-fish or @oreonlineo or @js121201 or @birbeon or @bangtans-son-yeontan or @dabkingfelix or @jeno-more-like-yeahno or @strayboys or @seobangchan or @namchewn or @gay-for-felixs-freckles or @felixfrecklesjpg or @vernot-today or @hwarang-my-loves or @jisungsings or @grandma-to-straykids or @arqueritefrost or @jisung-sk or @jisngsbf or @3racha-writings or @notbangchan or @norwegiankpop or @straykidshizzle or @that-vixen or @im5out
(I will keep on adding people to that list. Theyāre a safe space)