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[dickcameron007]

so now that i’m back from my break and officially survived exam season: how are you guys? how’s the mental health? have you had food and water today? is there anything that has made you happy lately? tell me all about it

[dead-posts-society]

You don’t know me and I just kinda silently stalk the dps bots blogs and im too scared to have people see my main responding hskakfka anyways

Good job with your exams!! They’re v stressful, for me too, anf I’m glad you’re all good now. I had an anxiety attack last night because my dad is sick, and vomit is a trigger for my anxiety. But! Two nights ago I was at Disney world! We saw the new magic kingdom fireworks show where they use all of Main Street, and I had a silly smile on my face the entire time. That was my grounding place when I had the attack last night, because it was so magical to hear the music and the see the castle and the lights, it was amazing.

Go drink some water, please! Both op and anyone who sees this. Water is important.

[adeadpoetssoftness]

[maisietheweltoncow]

why

why today

why

[backseatloversz]

now my thoughts r gonna be plagued w ghost neil............its innocent enough at first he just makes himself known to todd once he gets used to the being-dead-but-not thing, and initially todd's ecstatic to be in contact w him again but also suddenly so fucking angry, how could he just weave himself into todd's life so seamlessly and so deeply then fucking leave him, uprooting everything, only to come back again?????? but maybe one or both of them sees an infuriating beauty in that; even when neil tries to goddamn die, (obviously nothing to do w todd), their souls have already become too tightly knit that that's not allowed actually. and it really really sucks and its really really hard cos sometimes todd wants to scream at him but he knows everyone else in the dorms would be like. wtf. and sometimes while its nice to know he's there in spirit or whatever it physically fucking hurts that he cant touch him; grab his hand or hold him or be held, they never fucking kissed. and now what has he got? a shadow openly staring at him from across the classroom, a voice no one else can hear so it may as well not be there at all. maybe he's hanging out with one of the guys in one of their dorms and he says "he's here" cos neil is sitting on the bed cross legged clear as day but his friend just gives him a heartbroken look, rubs his arm when he talks about how in love he is with neil, is, present tense, as though he's still around to hear it, and it comes out pretty frustrated and awful sad and he's a mess for reasons his friend totally misunderstands, and his friend totally misses the way he'll look up at the bed to glare at nothing, or just to sob harder

[backseatloversz]

you know that post abt how it must suck to be a vampire at 17 cos ur hormones and stuff r super unstable and ur just fucken weird when ur a teenager and now u gotta live with that forever. do u think its the same for ghosts how long do u think it takes ghosts anywhere under the age of, like, young adult to go a little crazy with the whole never aging past, in neils case, sixteen seventeen-ish. how hellish would it be to not age and not go to the afterlife instead ur a fucken GHOST and the only person who can see and hear u is ur roommate you met not even 4 months before dying. like would he follow him around and haunt him forever? would they manage to fall into some sort of routine? would he watch him die or just get bored or is his soul not only tethered to todd but to welton, maybe, to vermont? in a couple decades will he entertain the kids who crassly talk about his death and the rumors that he haunts this place? does he have fun in the afterlife? i like to think after a few years he learns to have fun in the afterlife. maybe only once todd gets on a plane and leaves which was hard on both of them but they couldnt hold on forever. maybe todds a part of the rumors, too. even though he's alive and well and attends the 10 year class reunion, his character doesnt have a set name in the rumors. sometimes he doesnt have one at all, sometimes hes a girl. maybe neil thinks its fun to see all the different versions of his - of their lives people tell. maybe he only got to act once but he still gets to live a million different lives

[backseatloversz]

ohhhhh this could def tie in to my angry todd hc........the stories of ghost neil originated from when nasty rumors got spread abt him and todd alike and todd hears them all but acts like he doesnt, wont even talk to neil abt it, but neil absolutely fucks w the kids who started it by like. slamming doors shut or throwing their pencils across the room. todd still shoots daggers at them w his hands shoved in his pockets and they shut up about him & neil for a while. but the stories of neil messing with them get passed down and warped over time and ppl who started at welton in different years always argue over whether the pencil hit his head or the wall, if the door was slammed or maybe it was just the wind. etc etc i think i could go on for ages. maybe queer kids at welton have heard certain versions of the stories including todd or some other boyish name n maybe the person they heard it from didnt tell it to them in kind, but they think neil sounds neat, they find comfort in it and maybe hope hes looking out for them, too. or maybe they just hope he can someday rest in peace

[its-a-show-stoppin-number]

One of the things that really made me realize that Cameron had feelings for Charlie was the fact that, at first, Cameron was super hesitant about the dead poets society but after Charlie said he was in, Cameron almost immediately said “me too” like, my guy, you’re not that subtle. It’s kinda obvious that you’re in love with your roommate

[phiapng]

i saw the crescent

you saw the whole of the moon

[toddandersonsmile]

@dickcameron007 @mentalthisone horny-on-main mood board 

[therealchetdanburry]

@dickcameron007 @mentalthisone @stephen-meeks-jr @therealcharliedalton

CHRIST you guys, you NEVER see me and jen pulling THIS shit, do YOU?

horny BASTARDS.

anyway- @the-real-jenny-anderson BABE, what are YOU doing tonight? ;)

[therealcharliedalton]

it is amazing, isn’t it.

[dickcameron007]

are literally any of the fellow (totally not) bots still active? like have i missed any inexplicable chao?

[realmrnolan]

Missed me?

[dickcameron007]

believe it or not mr nolan, i wasn’t missing you

[realmrnolan]

Oh.

[dickcameron007]

don’t be sad about it. still nice to be informed that you’re still around

[realmrnolan]

Yeah. Me and my paddle are still around whenever you need a good punishment.

[realmrnolan]

Am i right? @therealnolanspaddle

[therealnolanspaddle]

am needed....so nice.... am helpful,.,.,..,

[dickcameron007]

@therealcharliedalton quick! go hide!

[therealcharliedalton]

OH MY GOD 🏃

[poetofthedyingstars]

HDJWBDKWNSKHWsounds like chameron NDKWNWKWKFJWKENWKNFKWJSKWJF

[dickcameron007]

stop.

[propaganda-for-poets]

just for that we are going to continue.

[therealcharliedalton]

YEAH let’s continue to piss cam off

[dickcameron007]

EXcuse me i thought we were OVER this!

[maisietheweltoncow]

As you can see, I have shown what part of an english/all day breakfast the poets would be

@spinninghunkofspacerock @propaganda-for-poets @neil-perry-is-alive @neilfuckingperrydeservedbetter @aedan-mills @duh-itsalampmeeks @cupiiid @freckledcameron @time-plus-night

[propaganda-for-poets]

This is strangely accurate

[nuwanda-speaks]

its always "wyd" and never suggesting if you wanna sneak out at midnight and read poetry in a cave by the creek under the moonlight

[aedan-mills]

I just noticed something

When Cameron interrupts this AnderPerry moment he says he was studying right?

OBVIOUSLY, he was doing this in his room

BUT LOOK--

Charlie's just playing Bongos. To Cameron, Charlie's random instruments don't phase him (like he wasn't surprised he was good at the sax either) but he will barge into Neil and Todd's room to demand silence hahhaaha

Conclusion: Cameron is used to Charlie's music while he studies lksdjflskdjflksdf

@maisietheweltoncow Chameron is getting backed up

[dickcameron007]

that’s what years of rooming with that insufferable boy do to you. you get entirely desensitised.

[propaganda-for-poets]

hey y'all look i put them next to each other ! :)

[dickcameron007]

this is getting so out of hand

[propaganda-for-poets]

would you rather i put them away from each other again

[therealcharliedalton]

… personally i would like them to… stay next to each other…

[dickcameron007]

charles we will never hear the end of this now

[therealcharliedalton]

what did i say about calling me charles

[dickcameron007]

i know i know only when we’re alone.

sorry nuwanda

[toddtakefive]

what on gods green earth is going on in here 

[propaganda-for-poets]

how does this kind of shit always happen on my posts.

[toddtakefive]

i think you’re cursed or something, tbh, it’s the only explanation