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Life alternating changes People know me as the lesbian or gender fluid or the sult or the drunk or the pill popper, maybe even the cutter but it doesn’t matter who you see me as because everything about me has changed. God has that effect on people. I have cleaned up my life and I know it was for the best to lose my self for a while to be able to find myself but I really messed up my life. You see I’m madly in love with my ex boyfriend who I dumped to life my ungodly life.

#Christian #lgbt #sinner #thank you jesus #saved

Moving back with my parents. Time to clean up my act because I really don't want to die. I want to fall in love and feel happy for a change.

Since I have been back in Sudbury I haven't eaten anything besides candy and popcorn. Hardly left my bed because I don't want to do anything. Depression sucks

I can't do it

I'm hardly passing school, I want to be back home with my friends. I hate it here. I want to drop out but then none of my parents kids with finish post secondary school. I don't want to fail them

Where are the lesbians??

Only lesbian in my program, shocking because I’m a art student. I’m the Vice President of pride at my school, only lesbian in the group. Yet I had two girlfriends at my church youth group, makes no sense.

#lgbt #lesbian

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My life right now

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I want this top!!!

What I made in class today. I swear I wasn't high when I was making this. ☺ ❤

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I went crazy again.. shaved of a lot of my hair with a number 4. Took my favorite type of pill then burnt myself. I don't know how to be normal.

Kick her ass to the curb

People talk about boys being abusers but not much about girls. My girlfriend verbally abused me at its time to leave. She is making me so depress and I just want to be high/drunk and I'm not going back to that time of my life.