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[deaditedolls]

— ROSEMARY / ROSE. —

𝜗𝜚 Bodily 24. They/them coll.

♡ our loves ; @cenobitecanids & @blood-n-glory ♡

♰ Click to read some info + our dni.

— ⋆⋆⋆ join the army of darkness !

[ art side blog ; @r0semary-art | BTD blog ; @ur-fav-menace ]

⸝⸝ 🧟 ⸝⸝ — Our blog is strictly 18+ / MDNI. Our fandoms & posts are not suitable for minors. Medically recognized OSDD1b; dx’d BPD and suspected autism [ + physically disabled ]. Body is nonbinary. Feel free to ask for side blogs specifically if needed.

⸝⸝ 🐇 ⸝⸝ — Collectively we identify as a ball jointed doll and a bunny. The BJD is rooted within our physical disabilities.

⸝⸝ 🧠 ⸝⸝ — Our hosts : Ash 🍕 they/he, Sano 💉 he/they, Mar ⚠️ she/her, Mara 🤍 she/her

⸝⸝ 🥀 ⸝⸝ — DO NOT INT : minors, (pro / neutral) end0s / nontraumagenics, __phobic or __ist, tr*nsIDs, rq, will invalidate anything i experience, gonna start shit, here to stalk, M*GAts, basic dni criteria

if you are into inc*st, p*dophilia, b*ast/zo*/fer*l/etc, agepl*y/dd*g/etc and whatever else related to that shit (no this does not apply to anti-contact!)

[colorstrike624]

12/28/2025: "Oh.......Right"

Adam: You know, I don't think I've ever seen you stand up for yourself. Like seriously kid, what is it with you and confrontation?"

Abel:.....My last confrontation ended with me getting my skull caved in, Dad."

Adam:......

This reasoning for Abel not liking confrontation is (most likely) not canon at all, but if it was, I mean........yeah that'll do it

[aropride]

blorbo = you’re holding them captive

The Character = THEY’RE holding YOU captive

[crisismoth]

always reframe your mindset !!!! and never stop thinking about the character

"things are getting bad again" -> "im just like the character"

"i dont feel like myself" -> "the character is here"

"i dont feel connected to reality" -> "i am immersing myself in the character's world"

"who am i" -> the character! the character.

i dont know where i was going with this . have you ever thought about riding horses.

[insysor]

yk what?

normalize non systems using simply plural. its a great app! people with physical/mental illnesses can use it to track their symptoms, you can use it to track sleep, genderfluid people can track if they feel femme/masc/nb, you can ADD FRIENDS and they can SEE this stuff and even get notifications about it

people who make ocs can keep track of their ocs, you can literally do all kinds of stuff

but the most important thing is that it will destigmatize the app

now if someone glances over your shoulder and sees simply plural on ur homescreen they cant just assume ur a system. now people who are scared to download the app because of stuff like that can. it will be so cool

–zach

[the-critter-collective]

Communication in systems is rarely super clear and easy to talk to everyone!! a lot of the time it isnt even verbal!! sometimes its vibes or images or all kinds of things!

i asked another alter if he wanted to try front to listen to taylor swifts new album, but he'd have to also make dinner cause it was getting late. I did not hear a yes, he didn't tell me anything. But he did project an image of himself cooking dinner and listening to taylor swift as confirmation.

tbh thats actually way better communication for us than normal. this post is just a reminder that you dont have to hear alters talking, be able to have conversations with alters, even think in words at all to be a system and communicate.

[thefruitybasket]

“You can’t be a system!! You and ___ both do this!!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ LOVEEE this!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ talk very similarly!!!”

We still share a brain.

[moonpool-system]

Shoutout to fictionkin & fictives that enjoy their source as a coping mechanism for the exotrauma you went through. People love to hate on victims for enjoying exploring our traumas in a safe (often fictional or roleplay) space, and this combined with how intense &/or "abnormal" exotrauma can be can create a lot of shame. It sucks! So let's talk about it

If you like to watch your source even though it was traumatic for you -

If you like to play your source even though the gameplay involves harm to yourself or others -

If you like to write, roleplay out, or otherwise depict your self, your source, your trauma and recovery from it -

If viewing your source or telling details to others brings you comfort and identity euphoria rather than shame or fear -

If you feel the need to vent or traumadump when in source you would have stayed silent -

If your source still feels like "home" no matter how harmful it was -

It's okay to process the shit that happened to you in your own way. Take care of yourself and judge your limits carefully and you'll be just fine. You don't have to throw everything away in order to heal, and your trauma responses DEFINITELY aren't fake for it. We know ourselves best, dammit!

- Ouma

[freeandiwill]

Being a Texas Chainsaw Massacre fan is so hard because most people will be like “Man, Leatherface is so fucking terrifying. What kind of psycho wears human faces? He’s a monster who wants nothing but to kill and eat people. One of the most horrific slashers.”

But he’s NOT! He’s killing for his family!!! Human meat is normal to him!!! He’s using the masks to express himself!!! He’s not a sicko, he’s just resourceful!!! He’s being abused!!! He’s a people-pleaser!!! He’s neurodivergent!!! He’s probably genderqueer!!! How can you watch the first movie and NOT see he’s just a sweetheart trying his best in a fucked up environment???

And also if I say “Bubba Sawyer” outloud they’ll straight up look at me like I’m crazy.

[sphacelating]

let’s get one thing straight and i will generously explain this to you people like you’re five. rape is not about sex, it’s about enforcing power and control over another person, taking their autonomy and agency away from them in one deeply impactful and life-altering act, and if you analyze the rape scene in decay where ashley sexually assaults andrew through a lens where this was them “having messed up dubcon incest sex” as if it had anything to do with sex, you’ve completely lost the plot before you even started writing your rape apologist thinkpiece.

stop watering it down and call it what it was: rape. go unpack why you’re allergic to using the only appropriate word for what played out on screen, and why you’re so disinclined to validate a male victim of rape and a female sexual aggressor. nemlei shows you an unconventional abusive dynamic, quashes the lie that only men abuse and rape and women are incapable of it right in front of your eyes, rubs your face in how this works out in ashley’s favor a dozen times, and you miss the whole message because challenging society-wide misconceptions about abuse and gender stereotypes would put you way out of your comfort zone.

i have deep appreciation for both of these characters, individually and together, and the sexual assault scene was shockingly unambiguous and very hard to watch. it was uncomfortable and upsetting and presented to us as anything but sexy. and yet here you people are, talking about how the siblings’ first time together was a disaster, framing it as barely more than a messy drunken mistake between dysfunctional codependent individuals— toxic, tragic, angsty. you’re denying andrew victimhood in a situation where he absolutely is one, piece of shit abusive sick creep who’s going to hell or not, and cushioning ashley from the fact that she added rape to her long list of morally appalling offenses.

she dehumanizes her brother so completely that she sees nothing wrong with raping him. that’s how deep her entitlement goes. andrew isn’t allowed to say no to her, deny her anything she wants, refuse her when she demands something from him, and this includes demanding that he has sex with her. her aggressive emotional manipulation and coercion causes him so much distress and is so indistinguishable from the way she treated him in childhood that he regresses into a flashback from the day he was coaxed into murdering nina. you know, one of the worst things to ever happen to him that fucked him up mentally beyond repair, orchestrated by ashley then used against him as manipulative leverage his whole life.

all of that said, let’s wrap this up by returning to my original point. it’s pretty evident to me that you’re all opposed to seeing this as rape because you think rape is about sexual enjoyment and fulfillment, which ashley was undeniably not getting out of this, and in your heads, her not enjoying the act that she forced andrew to participate in any more than he did means she cannot be a rapist. she assaulted andrew to tighten her metaphorical grip on him when she felt it slipping, to reassert control because she is only stable when she has significant power over him, and he was shifting the scales too much for comfort. there you fucking go.

but to you, if she didn’t exploit andrew for sexual pleasure because she was fucking horny, then it doesn’t fit your false idea of what rape is. you’re neck deep in the myth that rape is about sex rather than power. until you change your frankly real concerning outlook on sexual assault, i suppose you’ll keep spewing this insulting garbage in the tcoaal tags and spitting in the faces of rape victims in this space.

[loveridden1999]

[deaditedolls]

I don't think enough people talk about the struggle of having a hyperfixation that's also closely linked with trauma and/or a traumatic period of your life.

I want to engage in this thing so bad but the mere thought of it makes my skin crawl and my stomach drop but also I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS THING SO BAD.

This is exhausting.

I feel so dissociated and blurry rn.

[terramythos]

'People are panicking about AI tools the same way they did when the calculator was invented, stop worrying' cannot stress enough the calculator did not forcibly pervade every aspect of our lives, has such a low error rate it's a statistical anomaly when it does happen, isn't built on mass plagiarism, and does not obliterate the fucking environment when you use it. Be so fucking serious right now

[cyber-byte-sys]

Shout out to the systems that went through a “I’m fiction kin, oh also im gender fluid, and.. sexuality fluid? My face looks weird but I’m just gonna ignore it. I just have a bad memory, it’s nothing. Why does my name not feel right anymore? I wish I could just wear wigs everyday.” Kind of phase

And all the systems that had a “I refuse to call myself anything other than fiction kin until further notice,OR EVER” phase

[anti-willo-kaai-yuki]

being a system is having one of your headmates say the wildest shit known to man and just going "WHAT." while turning around to look at nothing

[deaditedolls]

Funny that this pops up rn because I was complaining about how I had REALLY painful cramps and one of these idiots literally said "man I bet someone punching it would make it feel better" like? No? That's? Not how that works??

-💉

[sluggishcognitivetempo]

You know what’s exhausting? Living in a body with a whole damn crowd inside—and having the world look you dead in the eye and say, “That’s not real.”

Dissociative Identity Disorder. Other Specified Dissociative Disorder. Fancy words for a brain that had to split itself to survive. People hear “multiple personalities” and think Hollywood horror. They don’t see the day-to-day grind of lost time, half-finished tasks, waking up in the middle of a conversation you don’t remember starting, or realizing your body has bruises you don’t recall earning. They don’t see the chaos of trying to work, study, parent, or just exist while your sense of self keeps flickering like a faulty light switch.

And let’s not forget the stigma. The smirks, the “Are you like that movie character?” questions, the therapists who don’t believe you, the doctors who blame everything on anxiety. The disbelief hits harder than the symptoms sometimes. Because when the world insists you’re making it up, you start to wonder if maybe you are. That internal gaslighting is brutal.

Switching isn’t a party trick. It’s not entertainment. It’s survival. Each alter carries pieces of pain, memory, or function that kept us alive when one person alone couldn’t. And yet, society would rather call us liars than acknowledge what trauma can do to a developing brain.

Therapy helps, sure. But “integration” isn’t a light switch either. Healing is slow. Messy. It means sitting with parts who are angry, scared, protective, childlike, or numb. It means negotiating with yourself just to get out of bed. It means learning to coexist with a family you never asked for but can’t live without.

So no, DID/OSDD isn’t fake. It isn’t attention-seeking. It’s a testament to resilience. Our minds broke in the most creative way possible—to keep us alive. That’s not weakness. That’s survival.

To every system out there fighting to be heard: I see you. I believe you. You are not “crazy.” You are not “too much.” You are the living proof of endurance. We’re not fractured beyond repair—we’re layered, complex, and still here. And that’s nothing short of extraordinary.

Thd DID Workbook ( A Must have Tool )

[deaditedolls]

Reminder that panic attacks aren't always extremely outward presenting.

Recently got back from a drive and when we passed a very triggering place, I had to try my hardest to keep it together because I was driving.

But that doesn't mean I was fine.

I was shaking, my hands were trembling, my breath was hitching because I was struggling to breathe, and it felt like I was going to sob.

But I didn't.

That doesn't mean it wasn't triggering. That doesn't mean I wasn't affected.

Panic attacks aren't always outwardly presenting. And even though I had small outward signs that I was having an attack, this doesn't always happen. Sometimes I'll feel it all internally and nothing outwardly insists that I'm panicking.

Panic attacks present differently for everyone. How someone is triggered presents differently for everyone.