deadyellowb1rd

♡ emma ♡

[girlbloke]

i feel like everyone is wearing outfits and i’m the only bitch left standing wearing articles of clothing

[bruisdviolet]

i lied i was not happier than ever

[deadyellowb1rd]

Some photos from highschool so far

[deadyellowb1rd]

vibesmaxxing

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i need to be a guest judge on ru paul drag race

[deadyellowb1rd]

Digicam things

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i find it funny how the transphobic narrative online is that i’ve someone co-opted “female trauma” growing up in the church and that i’m somehow hijacking misogyny and speaking on something i’ve never experienced. i’ve seen people rip apart my body and appearance and speak on my physical biology as a way to combat my story and how i couldn’t possibly know what i’m talking about, which i find funny because that’s exactly what i suffered through as a child in the church to begin with. being groomed by older men, having my developing body discussed and picked apart at length by all the adults surrounding me, being simultaneously extremely sexualized and extremely shamed for it before i’d even so much as had my first kiss. 

i’m perfectly comfortable with my body now as a trans woman and i feel no need to apologize for my appearance because that’s a ridiculous notion, but it honestly is amusing to watch people attempt to dismantle the things i’ve been through by perpetuating exactly what it is i went through. i pray every day i never have the gall to speak so confidently on something i know nothing about. 

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this isn’t to garner sympathy btw, i just feel like the transgender experience is a very hot button issue atm and i don’t really know what the solution is for calming all this fighting down but most of the discussion seems to be build on false narratives and misunderstandings so… i feel like sharing our god’s honest truth and lived experience is the only way to make sense of things. i’d very much like all this fighting to stop because it’s getting exhausting hearing about it and dealing with it. 

[ueberdemnebelmeer]

BOUND 1996 | dir. the Wachowskis

[our-young-cathy-bush]

[forever70s]

Kate Bush (1977)

[deadyellowb1rd]

@mothercain ❤️ the heart of man is the 9th circle of hell / based on american teenager & ptolemaea / Excerpts from ptolemaea by ethel cain / MAN IS LIKE A SPRING FLOWER by lingua ignota

[lemaldusiecle]

Miss Pamela from all girl group The GTOs (Girls Together Outrageously) in studio, Los Angeles, CA, USA, late 1960s by Ed Caraeff.

[deadyellowb1rd]

Raw (2016) / Bones and All (2022)

# girls after they eat a finger

[lesbian-archives]

Dagger On Butch Women, 1994

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oldest daughter who’s been polite to everyone for too long syndrome

[0912408179182]

Teens in Leakey, Texas captured by Danny Lyon, a photographer on assignment for the EPA, in 1973

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everything is too pretty!! i need homely supremacy. normalize being a little ugly. i don’t think the emphasis needs to be that everyone is beautiful in their own way!! i mean of course they are, but that’s not the point. the point is that ur appearance shouldn’t have any relevance on ur worth. not everything needs to be pleasing to the eye to be worthwhile. i’m sick of women giving into the little man in their brains telling them they need to arch their back the right way when they’re home alone doing laundry. no more aesthetics!!!!! let me be pudgy and sticky and unladylike and don’t talk to me. i’m going to start biting picnic tables at parks so everyone knows i was ugly and i was there.

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before i am an american, i am a bitch in a car crying to alewife by clairo

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RETWEET!!!!