my heart like one good rifle

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[gitalock]

doodles

[plentyafish]

[2ear-tr9p]

Cas doodle I love him he can shop for the bunker

[2fear2gach]

Castiel gets out of The Empty four years too late.

Castiel hovers in the doorway of the den, aching. There’s an open bottle of whiskey and a cut-glass tumbler on the coffee table, alcohol long evaporated and a sticky ochre ring along the bottom. Beside it he can see a piece of paper, torn from a notepad and laid parallel to the glass. Tucked neatly under the table are Dean’s slippers. Carefully, Castiel leans over and peers down at the note. In Sam’s neat handwriting it reads:

Dean Winchester’s last drink, please do not remove

You can read it here!

[2fear2gach]

Chapter 2 up now!

“What?” Claire answers on the second ring. Castiel snatches the phone up and presses it to his ear, joy bursting inside him.

“Claire,” he says, voice watery. “It’s me.”

“Uh, who’s me?” She asks, sarcastic.

“It’s Castiel,” Castiel says.

Claire laughs, and then barks, “Fuck off.” And then she hangs up.

[soft-pine]

wait PAUSE !!

@notevenalittle just added these amazing tags to my 2.01 rewatch post.

#john DOESN'T ask anyone for help! #and i don't think his deal absolves him of that #if anything it further cements why he should have #like - what if there was another way? like in faith? #and it's so awful how john “”“”apologizes“”“” to dean before his death #like!!! he may very well feel some regret abt how he raised dean and how he used him for support #but he wouldn't be saying it unless he needed that as leverage #which - he knows he does! #he is manipulating dean #as his FINAL act #so so true OP - he is BUTTERING HIM UP and it's disgusting to watch #like even as he apologizes for doing these things he is also reminiscing fondly on them #because he isn't sorry Enough about parentifying and in some ways plain adultifying dean #for those memories to bring feelings of shame or painful regret #just wistful vague remorse mingled with nostalgia #he misses when little child dean would hug and reassure him! #he doesn't seem to feel very bad about putting dean in that situation#only that he had taken that “maturity” (traumatic response to parental distress) to mean dean was ready to learn hunting #i am getting in the weeds here #john isn't sorry for what he did and if he was he'd deliver it differently and not on his deathbed in advance of demanding an awful favor

and it really got me thinking. like especially the part about john's "reminiscing fondly" and the "wistful vague remorse mingled with nostalgia" fucking HIT ME. because that is such a good articulation of the tone of that scene.

AND it got me wondering if part of that wistful, nostalgic, fondness was john picturing how it would feel for dean to be caring for him like that... even now. how comforting it might feel to return to that familiar pattern, receive that familiar care.

dean spent much of his childhood caring for his dad - his emotions, his injuries after hunts, etc. john is essentially on his deathbed here. maybe a part of him wish it could be easy like it used to feel, for dean to "put [his] hand on [john's] shoulder and... look [john] in the eye and say 'It's okay, Dad.'"

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[arcticmints]

supernatural sketches

[cepri]

brother's keeper

(click for better quality)

[lilyletigre-deactivated20170223]

I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete

I like the Lily Allen version better, sue me.

[meltingmomemt]

[cyoko1031]

tsundere pose

[samtoys]

2.14 Born Under A Bad Sign

[yugiohz]

Sam and Dean probably had expired food so often as kids they don’t really know how certain foods are supposed to taste or rather not taste like. Dean going “I kinda miss the old milk formula that made it taste a bit sour ❤️‍🩹” and Lisa just stares at him

[deanwinchesterwebsite]

Yes I reblog posts about Palestine but I will not tolerate antisemetic bait in my inbox... I am not your ally in hate

[hayatheauthor]

after weeks of protests, hundreds detained, thousands injured, I am proud to finally say WE DID IT!!! THE INDIAN EDUCATION MINISTER HAS BEEN SACKED!

Just the first step in hopefully a long journey of reformation but you need to understand after a decade of Modi's dictator-esque regime we have finally seen some semblance of hope

[yugiohz]

drawing Jack as a toddler is fun because I love drawing children in general, but Sam Dean and Cas having a grown kid is so much funnier. Sam is too young for a grown son I need people to be nosy and do the math I need Jack to get pissed like god forbid Satan’s baby’s chosen family doesn’t make sense to others

[yugiohz]

and so far Dean likes to boss Jack around and Jack complies because he craves dean’s validation so badly but they could also become friends, Dean loves to make friends he’ll befriend anyone he’ll befriend his foster son #letsplayfortnitewithpapa

[ilynpilled]

Safety Is When There’s No One Dying | Mary Turfah

The Ghassan Abu Sittah Children’s Fund is based in the Blue Building, a medical center across from the American University of Beirut, in the

[friedricenietzsche]

[johnwinchesterofficial]

alright boys i’m off on another hunt! dean, you’re in charge. here’s your phone list in case of emergency:

bobby singer mad at me

rufus turner mad at me

martin creaser loony bin

pastor jim dead

bill harvelle dead

ellen harvelle mad at me

dean winchester

good luck! don’t call me.