letters

beginning 12/02/15

[dearjhw]

5/4/16

hello again. i miss you. i just. wanted to say that i miss you. and i love you. john. sh

[dearjhw]

2/23/16

dear jhw, i'm trying really hard to feel okay. i just want to be okay for once. please come home. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/22/16

dear jhw, i love you! i love you! i miss you so much. sh

[dearjhw]

2/21/16

dear jhw, hey. look at the date. you're an idiot and i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/20/16

john, today was a good day. is this the healing process? i hope i am healed when you find me. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/18/16-2/19/16

john, can you believe what an awful boyfriend i am. i have to get up early tomorrow. i love you so much. sh

[dearjhw]

2/17/16

dear jhw, my whole body hurts and. i'm kind of upset about how i'm single. i feel like i've become abstinent from romance and love because i'm afraid i'll find you. ugh. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/16/16

dear jhw, today was a rocky day for me. i'm so sick and tired of this. i miss you. okay? just. come home for gods sake. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/15/16

dear jhw, today was a blur. everything is. a blur. i feel sick. i miss you. i love you. love sh

[dearjhw]

2/14/16

dear jhw, maybe it's good that i was busy for all of today. i wouldn't have wanted to think about. what today would've been like if you were here. oh well. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/13/16

dear jhw, hi. i miss you. i don't know if i'll ever stop, if this will ever get easier. goodnight. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/12/16

dear jhw, im still sick now im just thinking about how. valentines day is coming up. god im such a sap. kill me now. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/11/16

dear jhw, i have a cold and i want you to cuddle me and kiss the tip of my nose. what a dimwitted letter. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/10/16

dear jhw, i can sleep tonight. goodnight my love. i love you so much. sh

[dearjhw]

2/9/16

dear jhw, im sorry i missed it again i always remember at the last second. i love you i love you i love you i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/8/16

hello hello john, i feel sick and tired and i cant stop moving and i can't stop thinking about you and how badly im hurting. i love you. sh

[dearjhw]

2/7/16

dear jhw, today was exhausting. i'm going to sleep now and i can't wait. i'll dream of you. i can't stop thinking about you at all. i love you. sh