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remember to eat all of the delicious summertime fruits you can before theyre no longer in season. my final message. goodbye

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frenchfineguy

the best show I’ve ever been to, hands down — energy was INSANE and INFECTIOUS. Dancing was INEVITABLE.

ya girl can’t dance and record, my bad lol

new core memory acquired (:

#ninajirachi

she’s also a phenomenal producer — Nina has easily made it to my top 10

lil story time — while drying up after showering with my last partner, my recently added playlist was playing. This song came on and his words: what is this shit? It’s weird. I never skipped a track so fast.

Since the first time I heard it, I loved it. It’s the track that got me into Nina early last year.

One of the things I genuinely enjoyed doing was sharing my music with him but I was very selective for a couple of reasons. One, I mostly showed him songs I thought he’d like. Two, my music taste is a bit different from his so I feared feeling judged for what I liked for some odd reason (which is crazy thinking back on it). Three, I’m guilty of gatekeeping because I don’t like tying my “feel good” songs to bad memories given our past — weird I know. There’s actually a handful of songs that I don’t like hearing because they take me back to a time I don’t wish to remember. Sounds kinda messed up and crazy lol but I take music sharing to heart. It’s like sharing a piece of me — that’s how much music means to me.

To hear such a crazy comment before I even had the chance to ramble about how cool her sound is, was gutting. I never played any of her music around him ever again. For a while I couldn’t even listen to this song because it had that memory tied to it. This probably seems so silly and he might not even remember this moment at all but I remember how I felt and it sucked.

Fast forward to now — words can’t even describe how excited I am to hear this song live in a room full of people who love and appreciate Nina and her music. Tonight will replace that memory <3

genieonthemoon

our weirds are compatible.

2021 was really fun, that’s what this mix reminds me of— I yearn for the 18:45 ID

#music therapy

Seriously can’t get enough of this album.

Lyrically, musically.

There’s only a handful of albums that I genuinely enjoy hearing from start to finish, no skips, and this has made the vault. Next month can’t come soon enough, can’t wait to FEEL this. I haven’t felt this seen in so long. It’s really hard to explain how even the melodies feel … familiar.

#music therapy