I hate myself @deathbystarving - Tumblr Blog

bitches will eat 1000 calories a day and say they have an eating disorder

and that is absolutely valid because your worth and validity is not based on how many calories you eat, we all equally deserve love and recovery. you are valid.

losing2anaagain

Me: diet culture is toxic

Also me: *starves myself*

abnormall

diet-cranberry-sprite

babylxv-deactivated20221006

i’m tired of eating and still being hungry

mentallyillfruit

i feel so beautiful when i’m hungry

letterstomylouvre

tw: ed

having an ed is like. get on the scale that’s too high oh god i’m so sick i’m not sick enough what can i have a banana no that’s too much grab a couple of rice cakes okay back on the scale no i don’t need to i’m fine god it is so cold i am so cold i’m going to get a blanket no i need to burn calories i’m going to go for a run back on the scale can i have an apple oh my god that peanut butter looks so good i deserve it i’ve been so good no i don’t back on the scale parents are coming home soon let me leave a plate of crumbs on the counter what did i do with my free time before back on the scale god i’m so hungry i want pancakes brownies i want noodles ice cream no i’ll watch a mukbang i’ll watch someone else eat what i dont deserve to have no i do deserve it i’m human right back on the scale i’m sorry i need to be smaller no i don’t im beautiful no i’m not i need control this gives me control back on the scale i can’t sleep it’s the middle of summer and im shivering it’s so cold and my stomach hurts i’m so tired i’m so tired back on the scale.