ᶦ ᵃᵐ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ . . .

indie jacob from rottr. 18+. sel/pri. guidelines.

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starter call ! if you have a prefrence between his default verse / human / mcu verse, just lmk! but if you’re a mcu blog, you’ll probably get that one, lmao.

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video game challenge: video games [2/7]

                     rise of the tomb raider

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iorhael‌:

someone follows you

you follow back

never rp 

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     4. too scared to initiate

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[requested] psalms 23:4

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i h ate my tags and maybe one day i’ll redo them

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“you may have one if you’d like.” HE TOOK A BITE FROM THE apple in his hand with careless ease. as he chewed, he gestured to the medium sized basket sitting next to him on the ground. jacob, himself, was sitting on a rock next to the tree in which the apples had come from. the sweet smell of the orchard was all around them, as was the buzz of bees in the air -- drawn to the sweet rotting fruit littering the area.  

@fearsworn tiny starter!

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christian trans mlm moodboard

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i understand how jacob views his own gender/sex can be triggering to some people? due to the whole “god doesn’t make mistakes” bit, so if that makes you sensitive let me know and i’ll tag it with something. it’s based around his feelings for god, a very open and expressive transwoman i follow on twitter, and my own nb feelings. but -- i totally get it can make some people upset! also the fact that he went through with a pregnancy can be upsetting and i don’t wanna upset anyone, lmaaao.

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sex+romance headcanons!

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ofhotheads‌:

Send me a symbol. Please note that some answers may be NSFW.

🌟 What is my muse’s sexual/romantic orientation? 💦 At what age did my muse lose their virginity? 😘 Would my muse have sex on the first date? 😊 Would my muse ever ask someone on a date? 👍 Does my muse prefer to be asked on a date, or would they rather do the asking? 😉 What are my muse’s fetishes/kinks? 💬 When did my muse go on their first date? 💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? 💗 Has my muse ever been in love? 👠 What was my muse’s last serious relationship like? 👰 Would my muse ever get married? 🌼 Would my muse prefer a big wedding or a small wedding? 🍬 Is my muse a sub, dom, or switch? 🏩 What was my muse’s first time like? 🎆 Is my muse into monogamy? 💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship? 🔥 Would my muse ever be up for a threesome? 👮 Has my muse ever had sex in public? 💔 What was my muse’s first heartbreak? 💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? 💋 How many people has my muse slept with? 👀 Is my muse the type to sleep around? 👎 Would my muse ever cheat on their partner? 😳 What was my muse’s worst romantic/sexual relationship? 💲Would my muse ever date/marry/sleep with someone because they were rich? 👓 Would my muse ever lie for sex? 🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush? 🎀 Who would my muse sleep with if nobody ever had to know? 💍 Has my muse ever had a one-night stand? 💝 Does my muse like Valentine’s Day? 💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?

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bits & tidbits about jacob’s modern au:

he works as a youth pastor at the church he’s been going to all his life, having come home after completing his bachelors in theology. his academic career was cut short due to his sudden marriage and child, but he has no regrets where his path has taken him. ( in au’s where his husband is still alive, jacob and paxton have founded their own inclusive church, free of hate and bigotry. )

understanding how others in his religious community feel about homosexuality, gender and other issues relating to the topics, jacob does not share the same views. he has a close and personal relationship with god, and does not believe he makes mistakes – and in turn human love is not a mistake, expressing or transitioning with gender is not a mistake. in the same relation, jacob himself doesn’t know how to put a label on his sexuality due to possibly some internalized biphobia – but he is pansexual. when it comes to his gender, and his transition, he feels that he is exactly how god made him to be. he knows some people who are in the same boat as him do not feel the same way, his relationship with god makes his journey more complicated. 

he has congestive heart failure, as a result from issues he’d rather not go into. jacob keeps his health concerns very close to his chest, with the exception of knowing he’s on a ( less priority ) wait list for a new heart. he tends to keep his health issues a secret from new friends and acquaintances.

at the request of his daughter, they have a mix breed cat – the breed of which he can only describe as ‘evil’ and ‘not pure bred’. sofia adores her cat, which she has named after freddy krueger. the cat’s name is kitty krueger, but jacob refuses to call her by such and simply refers to her as kitty.

jacob was orphaned in his home country of greece, and adopted by missionaries at the young age of four. his birth family is unknown to him due to incomplete adoption records, and lack of inquiry from his adopted family. he has no siblings, but his adopted parents are still alive – having moved away for retirement.

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i fuckin love thinking about a s/o coming home to jacob, all warm and kind cooking dinner for them in their kitchen. just a waist apron on, some flour on his cheeks from breading chicken. i just, hhrrrgghhh, love thinking about jacob cooking for a s/o.

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starter call ! if you have a prefrence between his default verse / human / mcu verse, just lmk! but if you’re a mcu blog, you’ll probably get that one, lmao.

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Lana del rey- God knows I tried

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Sage.

     this felt too … painful to be real. like it was a nightmare he would wake up from, in his room in the dark. roll over, check the clock and go back to sleep like nothing had happened. but no matter how much he willed it so, there they sat, hurting each other unintentionally with words. learning something so monumental about his own father twenty years after the fact … he’d rather jacob said he killed someone. that was more believable. 

                    if sage hadn’t seen it for himself, he would never have believed him.

     then jacob put the nail in the coffin. hearing he was his first born son, after centuries of being alive, having the chance time and time again was too much. it rocked his body with a sob, leaning in to press his face against his father’s chest and hide. he felt too much too fast, his head and heart throbbed. it felt good, or bad, he couldn’t tell – it was too much, too much, TOO MUCH.

     “i want dad.” it came out before he had a chance to stop it; he could feel jacob, his every heartbeat, his breath, his every single processed emotion resounded in his chest and head, it felt like nails being drilled into his skull. he couldn’t feel his own emotions, only jacob’s. 

                    “my head hurts so bad …”

HIS HEART ACHED FOR his son, as he could see the emotions pouring over his features. he could see the pain in his eyes, his voice -- the tears on his cheeks. it made him ache, and he didn’t know what to do. he wasn’t sure about how his son’s abilities worked, but he did know that touch was a large aspect of it. and here he was, leaning against him and pressing his face against his chest. his hands came down to rub softly against his back before he realized that . . perhaps he shouldn’t be doing it.                                           and then he asked for his father. “i’ll go get him,” he said softly, hands coming to his son’s arms and removing him from his chest. he let go of sage’s arms as soon as he did, standing up from the bed. he felt like he was losing control for a moment, unsure of what to do in order to help him. “i’m trying not to touch you, sage. i know this must be  . . . difficult.” 

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