by the way this is a long post for learning about me, my dni + boundaries, what to expect etc. id appreciate it if you'd at least skim if you plan to follow me :))
tags
all of these are at the bottom of this post in the tags section!
art- #deathwalkinggart
reblogs- #dwreblogs
pics- #dwpics
textposts and shitposts- #dwtposts
i ♡:
dragons, shrimp, fish, breaking bad, better call saul, house md, the knick, loudermilk, grunge music, metal music, divorced dad rock, jerry cantrell, Muse, Alice in Chains, Iron Maiden, Queens of the Stone Age, Them Crooked Vultures, Type O Negative, goth music + gothic metal, psychology and sciencey bullshit, etc.
i don't ♡:
pedos/zoos/etc, radqueers, generative AI slop/those who use it, racists, incels, fujoshis, proshippers, centrists, right wingers, capitalists, pro-paras, trolls, zionists, bigots, animal haters, bug haters, terfs, transmeds, free-roaming cat owners/supporters, modern country music, etc
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what's up!
about me ↓
♠️ im a 21yo disabled furry and dragon enjoyer!
♠️ my art is still recovering/bouncing back. lineart especially can be wonky. i had cancer treatment/radiation surgery in my drawing wrist in 2025
♠️ you can call me mandrill, death, lu, or luce
♠️ he/him and they/them both are fine to use for me, either exclusively or interchangeably
♠️ im transmasc(demiboy) 2 years on testosterone 🎉 bisexual and happily taken!
♠️ located in the us of a unfortunately! midwest, yay corn 🌽
music I like :33
about my page ↓
🌈 many dragons and ocs ahead! i mostly draw dragons. i CAN draw other things but leaving my comfort zone takes mental energy I don't always have so dragons are most of my art
🔲 shrimp and fish pics may be posted too 🦐 i like fishkeeping and have multiple tanks!
🔞 there may be occasional nsfw! minors are permitted to follow as if your age was input correctly you should not see my nsfw posts as they will be flagged appropriately! adults that don't like nsfw or have certain triggers, as long as your content settings are off for mature content you will not see mine, and I will also TW any kinks or nsfw content in nsfw posts to help you avoid any icks or triggers❗
🌈dni
❗please respect my boundaries ty
Do not follow or message me if you're any of the following
a pedo/zoo/necro or other type of paraphile *UNLESS you have gotten immense help, advocate against feeding paraphiles urges and drives, dont fulfill your urges and live a normal life. this is possible for some and i hope most ppl with a paraphilia can get to this point someday! people with these attractions deserve professional HELP not encouragement to be worse and satisfy their attractions online
a bigot or exclusionist of any kind(racist, transphobe, terf, maga, transmed, homophobe, misogynist, etc)
"proship"/"profic"/"anti-censorship"(censorship is when criticism)/"anti anti"/"anti harassment"(loud incorrect buzzer)/whatever else they call themselves to sound sane
make or support feral nsfw and/or make or support nsfw(anthro or feral) with accurate animal private parts (let's not sexualize animals please like come on)
generative AI supporters/users etc
anti kink in general/anti sex or anything like that, like genuine puritans can fuck off
radqueers holy shit y'all are awful, insanely misleading name
pro-contact ppl EUGHHH
anti-contact ppl NOT because I disagree that people should not physically offend but because they're also pro para and *supporting people right up until they physically offend is still dangerous* and they should be encouraged to get actual help. the line should be drawn WELL before anything physically happens
fujoshis and any type of gay fetishizer in general including men who fetishize lesbians! fetishizing specific groups of people and their attractions makes me so uncomfortable and I never want to be worried someone is looking at me & my relationship through a fetish lens when I speak about it
lolicons/shotacons/ABDLs/whatever the fuck genre of pedo bullshit (idgaf if you have a diaper thing I care when you bring baby and children stuff/behaviors into it)
you believe cats should free roam/wander outside without supervision/etc. these takes take time off my lifespan I swear to god you should have to hold and pay for an official funeral for every bird your invasive predatory pet kills
religious people that push their religious beliefs on others! i do not mind if you're religious and post about religion I only care when you expect others to follow your beliefs and stuff
if you support the above stuff in general/friends with ppl who do any of it etc
🌈boundaries
🌈 gift art of my ocs is welcomed and heavily loved and cherished and appreciated as long as it's sfw :))
🌈 inspiration and light referencing is cool! credit would be cool but not required. DO NOT heavily reference or trace it makes me very uncomfortable :(
🌈don't be a dick
🌈don't message me vague stuff like "hi", "can we be friends" etc. ask or talk about a common interest or something, I get anxious from vague messages :'))
🌈don't be passive aggressive! if you're worried you come off that way(I have the same issue) tone tags are encouraged!
🌈don't draw nsfw of my ocs unless you know me AND you ask first 👍
🌈do not fake or hide things about yourself based on my boundaries like if you fall under my dni don't pretend you don't. just block me or something please don't be two faced lol if I find out you're getting blocked
ATTENTION MINORS
i have extra boundaries for y'all because like im an adult ofc. do not be upset if im not your friend and maintain my distance etc. i will happily answer appropriate questions(esp about art!) but please remember i am an adult and you should lean on friends your age for friendship and personal questions etc, not random adults! 🌈being neutral, normal and just cordial with you does not mean i dislike you🌈
best thing about having a cis man boyfriend is then you get to have a portable heater for anywhere bc they're warm as hell + entertainment when you touch them with cold hands because they all overreact
I think that marginalized people should be allowed to violently hate their oppressors and that includes children and csa survivors being allowed to wish death on pedophiles
I love how the moment you figure out you're a trans man your past of living like a girl is instantly erased and you immidietly get given male privilage. Or that's how Tumblr tells me it works anyway
i get on edge when anyone genuinely uses the word puritan or puritanism vaguely because it could be referring to right wing anti sex anti expression anti fun etc like actual puritanism or just people that have like, incest lovers and pedos or whatever in their dni or something because you can never tell on this fucking site
The thing about this shooting is that, even more than the Renee Good shooting, it was just a fucking execution. This guy was on his knees, surrounded by officers, being beaten. He had been stripped of a legal concealed handgun which he wasn't brandishing moments before the shooting started. Once the shooting started, it continued while he was laying flat on the ground, motionless, not presenting any kind of potential threat at all. They just fucking killed him for no reason. There's no argument to be made that he was a threat. He wasn't in a moving car. He wasn't presenting a weapon. He was just murdered.
i fear if you are killed by feds for peacefully and legally exercising your second amendment rights you don't actually have the right to bear arms and people should be very concerned about this fact because this level of government overreach and moral failure is exactly why the second amendment was created in the first place. disarming citizens is an effective way to get no pushback and consequences when you commit horrid acts and prevent effective rebellion
coming from someone who survived a school shooting btw. i was anti gun for a while after that(to be expected) and while they still make me uncomfortable I know how crucial it is to have the right to bear arms because of governments like this. especially minorities. i love seeing black panther resurgence. I love seeing armed minorities protest. i love seeing cowardly ice agents run away when armed minority groups show up(be very careful if openly armed though feds and cops love looking for excuses to brutalize and arrest, stay safe and go with friends)
First human art in anwhile, drew one of my dragon ocs as a human :)) was great textured hair practice! I haven’t drawn a person in a while I almost exclusively draw dragons! 3h 21m in procreate 🫡
OC in question in case anyone is curious
A community for collaborative character creation and trading, worldbuilding and roleplay.
i kinda hate discourse on here because it's so nerve wracking. im walking on eggshells so hard because what do you mean someone said saying trans man but without the space is offensive I had NO idea(I've probably said it before out of laziness not wanting to type the space) before Tumblr(I joined like a week ago lol) im so paranoid im gonna say something wrong on accident. im fine with engaging and learning from discourse, but being new to this site is so nerve wracking because I had no idea about a bunch of things and I'm paranoid I'm going to commit a cardinal sin on accident 🥲
I try not to flood the feed with all the anti-trans legislation going on, but I feel the need to draw attention to this. Please excuse me for not providing an ID as I'm in a rush and lightheaded at the moment.
If you live in Missouri, please call your reps immediately regarding this. This bill is meant to primarily target transmascs and trans men but affects any trans person taking T.
Please boost this if you can.
Don't let me hear any discourse anymore about how transmascs and trans men aren't affected by sports bans. We always have been, alongside those of us who are nb and folks who are agender, gnc or intersex among others.
i hate the idea that testosterone like immediately makes you this big buff powerful angry person that decimates sports or whatever. I just started eating a fuckton. my muscles honestly haven't changed that much(rip :(). how much I lift hardly went up. my testosterone is like 500ngdL and I can curl at best like 20 pounds per arm for bicep curls which is the same I curls before T 😔 this shit is not comparable to roids and performance enhancers when used in the normal amounts trans people tend to take to help transition.
in my opinion I think sports should literally just make categories and test individual students strengths in multiple areas and just sort by category so people can go against others that match up well with them in terms of strength and stuff. that way you won't have to worry about that stupid "omg scary trans person against this petite weaker girl in sports". if people could just go against others of a similar strength and skill set it would prevent so many problems?? testosterone level doesn't mean shit if you're weak as fuck, testosterone doesn't automatically make you strong, like at all! you could be on T and be physically weak as fuck if you aren't interested in fitness(which is fine). you could be on T and lose to anybody! T makes more of a difference if you're already big into the fitness lifestyle, and, like I said, if everyone is tested and sorted regardless of hormones they can go up against a proper match.
anyway these stupid regulations affect trans women and trans men and I'm sick of fucking seeing these stupid proposed bills when they could fucking use their power to help people
(this is so long I'm so sorry lmfao) (anyone is free to correct me on parts of this btw im not honestly usually involved in this type of discourse lmk if I said anything wrong because it's not intentional!)
TW mentions of transphobia, discrimination and mentions of passing(idgaf about how people present or if they "pass"(I dislike passing culture) but it's relevant to refute weird points I hear about how passing trans men are as privileged as cis men or whatever)
genuinely WHAT about that last tag is bad 😭 I fear this is just projecting because they are someone perpetuating the transandrophobia in question ??
i will never understand directing this hate to TRANS PEOPLE. if you hate harmful masculinity then take it up with patriarchal mindset cishet men?? why insist on finding one of the more marginalized groups of men and mascs to hate on? it's so weird and I fear its just transphobia framed in a way to try and sound like they're feminist which is wild because this is the shit that gives feminists a bad rap ☹️ imagine going out of your way to hate on minority groups of men/mascs instead of standing up for people, spreading awareness and helping people
this isn't me saying trans men can't have privilege either. there can be large differences in how trans people are treated esp depending on the individual. but regardless of how someone presents, how they "pass", etc, they're still transgender, they're still at risk.
(clarifying these are examples about passing trans men because I've seen a lot of hate for them for having "cishet privilege" and that when they pass they become toxic men and whatever, idgaf if people pass or not, "passing" culture can be very toxic but I'm refuting these points bc of how I've seen people treat passing trans men)
trans men that pass very well STILL have risks, I see a lot of hate towards passing trans men because "they have cis privileges". you could pass well and not have certain surgeries(dorm pass without hrt at all, etc) how do you think cis men will treat a trans dude at the urinal if his STP packer falls or has a malfunction? trans men that pass that feel unsafe using the men's restroom(valid as fuck cis men can be terrifying and their bathrooms can be nasty) or have to in accordance with local restroom laws, imagine the danger of going into the women's restroom when passing as a man, you could get the fucking cops called on you and get sent to jail even for obeying the local bathroom laws if you live somewhere that requires you to use your ASAB restroom(literally has already happened with trans men btw).
it's the same way passing trans women have risks. as a transmasc I feel like the risks for trans women outweigh mine as a transmasc in my experience (but that's just my opinion), but imagine if people hated on trans women for passing and said they became mean girls when they passed? why the fuck am I seeing this same argument but for trans men. can we just acknowledge that being trans is not a privilege, it's literally dangerous in many places, and can we stop hating on people who pass and people who care about passing and claiming they're privileged. there's tradeoffs to passing, and there's risks that do not go away with passing. passing has benefits and less risks but risk overall doesnt go away.
I love transfems I feel like my conspiracy theory is a lot of this weird trans man hate online from transfem accounts is ran by people that are transphobic and just want to pit us against each other. i often wonder how many of the accounts spreading this shit are lying about their identity. any straight up transphobe could present themselves as something to try and justify hating on other trans people. low-key it feels like there's insidious things going on
pregnancy is body horror for me 😔 if trans men and transmascs could just give transfems our uteruses I think a large amount of us would! i definitely would! i wish people would just think for a sec and remember that like we didn't choose to be born with these parts and we aren't automatically supposed to feel good for having these parts when we are literally trans, a lot of us have unique relationships with our downstairs parts.
i wish people who say that quoted bit would imagine how some transfems and trans women would feel if transmascs said "at least you can get someone pregnant!" i bet a bunch of them do not want that and don't want to be reminded of that either, the same way being told we could be pregnant is uncomfortable for us. the trans experience is very unique we should not be saying anything like that to people period! i really don't like how often people see different types of transness as black and white when really so many of us have similar(not the same by any means but a lot of us could def relate to each other!), albeit inverted experiences and people should know by now what not to be saying to other trans ppl
normalize treating people how you'd like to be treated in their place?? golden rule man
“Trans men need to understand that as men, they have male privilege and have power over women, especially trans women.”
In the United States, there have been only four openly transgender officials elected to a Federal office position. Of them, only one is a transgender man, while the other 3 are trans women.
In the United States, only 22 openly transgender officials have been elected to a State office position. Of them, only one is a trans man, five are nonbinary, and the remaining 16 are trans women.
In the United States, 61 openly transgender officials have been elected to a Local office position. While hard to verify due to less information being available, only around 6-10 of those officials are potentially trans men, with a similar number potentially being nonbinary, leaving the remaining majority as trans women.
If trans men are truly so privileged over anyone, why are so few of them in positions of power in America? If they, and transmasculine people in general, have male privilege, why do we not dominate the demographics the same way cis men do over cis women? The takeaway from this isn’t some nonsense about trans women having male privilege, either- that would be ridiculous. Instead, it shows that neither of us do. Transmascs don’t have the power or recognition to oppress women, we don’t even have the ability to advocate for our own rights at the highest level.
just adding too that regardless of gender identity, if like have a uterus you are still directly impacted by anti-abortion laws, bathroom laws, and generally the systematic misogyny impacting female & afab healthcare(passing as male and going to get your pap smear is definitely. an experience)(but necessary) (please get your pap smear)
"eeerm can transmascs under this posts shut up... this one is for the girlies..." i forgot that my entire life of suffering as a woman got erased actually the moment i put he him in my bio sorry
