terrific!

𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲. (𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚/𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧)

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“we ain't too pretty, we ain't too proud, we might be laughing a bit too loud, but that never hurt no one”

˚₊‧⁺˖ name: victoria

₊ ‧⁺. ˖ waiting… surturedberries is my writing side blog

18 / intj-t / wasain / 미국 / english major / billy joel / digital camera / general tso chicken / low waisted jeans / george orwell / grey & blue / car rides / the 90s’ take on mental illness

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thank you @violained for the tag ! three characters i identify with are…

james wilson from house md

kat stratford from 10 things i hate about you

george constanza from seinfled

no pressure to but if you'd like to ! @oreoz-unfortunately @sealabration-time @another-eden @purpleivy12 @radiantwinds @ponzuyu

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everyone acts like your only choice is total excess or complete abstinence. what about moderation… what happened to my good old girl Moderation?

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there’s something so gutwrenching about the fact that the female characters in obsession have real dreams and wishes but never get the chance to see them realized, while both male characters waste their wishes on short-term selfish satisfaction. they were complex, free-spirited young women who just wanted to create art, and they were destroyed by a man determined to confine them to his superficial perception of them. nikki wanted to be a writer, sarah wanted to be a tattoo artist and now neither of them will get to be anything at all

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forest dogy

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Portrait of Empress Maria Alexandrovna, (Detail), (1857), by Franz Xaver Winterhalter (German, 1805–1873), oil on canvas, 120 × 95 cm, The State Hermitage Museum, Saint Petersburg

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i need to know your answer to your question!!!! taps fingers on the armrest. what would an alternate universe version of you be like?

agah Okay. Sits down on the chaise lounge i try my best. your answer was so good and so cool mine will NOT be but....... alas...

ponytail all day everyday. i take them so seriously, i got my 3 different combs and brushes and hair ties that dont bother my head. i wear tank tops and baggy stylized sweats a lot—sets from niche instagram brands my friends run. but theyre my default clothes cause they give me sets for half off and i dont see fashion as a statement of who i am. they ask to take photos of me in it for their instagram, and i agree as long as they crop my face out. when its colder, i wear a canadian suit and a hoodie underneath and it is nawt warm but i run hot most days and i need the durability for the winter cause i slip a lot on ice and dont wanna scrape myself. i do more makeup for everyday and spend more money on shoes. i wear them out faster than i should.

my major could be percussion performance ? i go to school with a city campus, i play basketball instead of hockey. i stay in the FA buildings as long as i can because drumming guarantees i won't go to bed angry. when i find something i need to work on in practice, it makes me feel even better. i write it down. im still passionate about work i dont see a world where im not passionate about it !!! so i throw everything into it but not in the way where itd implicate a reckless & immature drummer stereotype. im very serious about it dont talk to me if im trying to practice -> buuut i think id be a little less patient when it comes to bumps in the road, inside and outside of my education. im a bit of a jerk, i think it makes it better if im not hiding the jabs with a bitchy smile (it doesn't). i hate people outwardly and never regret it, but that does not give me peace and i will not learn my lesson. i don't speak up to authority figures, though, that scares me too much

i have a lot of friends in liberal arts but i dont consider myself as an artsy person. i eat a lot of fish and veggies, accidentally pescatarian but i don't think about it like that. my room is a great big mess all the time. i suck at dancing i feel like a worm when i try and i get embarrassed when people ask me to dance with them. i dont really care about learning multiple languages because my accent always gets in the way and i look like an idiot. i hate when people say im blunt because the truth is id give anything for people to be as blunt to me as i am to them, because i cant shake off the idea that im doing something wrong and no one's pointed it out yet

Hrhum yes. infinite possibilities but this is one of them i think!

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hey friend, how are you today?!

i've recently been thinking about which goslings are underrated, and i wanted your thoughts! personally i wish Court, K, and Seb got a little more love, but what do ya think? hope you're doing well xoxo

hello hello friend ! im doing alright today, im so sluggish though its unbelievable, but thats what happens when i dont drink any water and its at hot as it is. fixing that as we speak ! how are you? :0

court, k, and seb are top most underrated yes!! which is why its wonderful you're often writing for them, youre doing the most on tumblr dot com 🙂‍↕️ + ill never shut up about the lack of ken fics! i personally left the audience smitten with the boyfailure #cmonguys.... (but on the bright side holland is now rising in popularity so the aforementioned have a chance !)

i will make an effort to write for them more i do think they deserve it !

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“Out of Body” Artwork by Wani Souma

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hello victoria !! how are you doing today? i hope you're well <3 currently i am having tacos for a late breakfast/early lunch and am going to catch some sunshine later, there's a nice breeze today that will hopefully stave the heat a bit !

now i'm not sure if we've discussed this but i'm curious! what are the colors that you find yourself gravitated towards most? personally i really love greens and creams and faded browns :) ♡

hello hello helena ! im doing alright! tacos and sunshine sound lovely! theres been strangely intense winds where i am, which im not complaining about! they do help with the heat, but its also like?? why???

those colors suit you very well! reminds me of lattes and pine trees and the doors mmmmm yes yes tapping my chin tapping my foot. for me, i also love brown, < grey 3 ! i'm not intense enough for white/black, but brown & grey make me feel very cozy and safe :0

but ive also been trying to wear more color because i think it makes me look like a normal person. so im gravitating to burnt orange (it makes me look less dead) and lime green! i am. mango maxxing

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trust me i didnt ignore ur ask, i am taking my time with top 5 fav film moments because I AM SO indecisive. and a Perfectionist ( BOOO TOMATO 🍅)

anyways, how are you doing today? whaf fruits do u love? (all except ripe bananas( only belong in banana bread and pancakes) and musk melon) and favorite cloth pattern/checks? (mine is madras and tartan)

NO YOURE OKAY NO TOMATOES !!! i answered the top 5 quickly because i knew id doom myself if i thought about it for more than 30 minutes...... but for you that just means the promise of a very thoughtful answer im so excited to hear what your list is!!!

i love mangoes and cherries, i dream of them when im away at college because i cant afford to have fruit on standby everyday. i do agree with the ripe banana opinion ! i am still quite childish about browning

and for cloth patterns, i had to search up was madras was but i recognized it immediately and i love that!!! it suits you very very well. i avoid patterns to an extent, but i like lace in unconventional pieces and pinstripe on suits. Very industrial, i like

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what's ur go to takeout meal when you don't want to think about choices? um um and top 5 fav film moments!

usually general tso chicken ! its so hard not to eat the entire container in one sitting who could believe that ??

top 5 film moments omg. im not a cool niche film watcher i watch sm nothing burger but i heart movies xxx ! watch me want to change the list in like an hour

frank abagnale surrendering to the police after visiting his mother's house in france, with the choir singing in the background for christmastime (catch me if you can 2002)

andrew testifying to joe on what he loves about being a lawyer himself, winning the case, only to then die of AIDS soon after beause it was never about survival, it was about justice (philadelphia 1993)

hirayama getting a kiss on the cheek from his coworker's crush after they listened to american music in his van (perfect days 2023)

guido sneaking through the concentration camp with his son to get access to the loudspeakers and send a message to his wife, showing he's not just okay but optimistic they'll meet again (la vita e bella 1997)

the reveal of an eject button in shikishima's recrafted kamikaze plane, showing tachibana forgave him for not dying (godzilla minus one 2023)

HM to indigo montoya's revenge arc and riding off into the sunset + ryland grace asking rocky "not to go anywhere" as they're doing show and tell bc neither of them have had company for so long

also lian that vampire movie you reposted abt looks so cool! its on my watch list now :0 im very excited to check it out!

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really? right in front of foreman’s cereal?

[periodinteriors]

Félix François Barthélémy Genaille (French, 1826-1885), View of the Salon of the Countess of Salverte, 1857, watercolor.

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we need to bring back old school tumblr communication and im so serious. sending an ask to a mutual just to say hello. seeing three different asks in your inbox all asking how your dentist appointment went. seeing a post you think one of your mutuals would enjoy and tagging them/sending it to them in the dms. nowadays its just silently liking a post or (if youre feeling extreme) replying under posts. WHAT HAPPENED TO US!! we used to be a proper community!!!! #LetsBringWhimsyBack