Decomposing Thoughts

My good sir, art thou mentally stable?? (For gays and book people, and possibly gay book people)

[decomposing-atm]

Ehhhhhhhh fuck it

hEY LADS HERES AN INTRO POST (ignore that I’m over a year too late that’s Unimportant)

Okok y’all can call me Rowan, my pronouns are:

U/S/A *cawwwwwwww* (this is a Lie, it’s actually he/they and I’m not American)

Uhhhh I’m a faggot if you couldn’t tell from my very sexy blog, aND bonus points if you knew that I fuck with gender as well (I’m nonbinary)

I love music (my favourite bands are probably mcr first and foremost because what can I say, I’m a gay person,, followed by maybe the Muslims at the moment?? I also love pansy division, and when I’m feeling more chilled out it’s definitely hozier)

Ok im gonna be dead honest, I tried SO HARD not to make this blog political and then I remembered that political shit is like 75% of my reblogs sO THAT FAILED anyway fuck capitalism, fuck the *cis*tem <3

I’m pretty chill as a person I think?? My general attitude is do no harm, take no shit, but I don’t like violence until it’s necessary (before someone asks, yes it’s absolutely okay to punch Nazis, they count as “necessary”). My one pet peeve is probably people who think that they’re cool and shit for just like, being a shitty person 💀 like babe there’s a difference between punch a Nazi and bullying people for no reason

My blog is absolutely open as a safe space for anyone who needs it, if you need somewhere chill or even someone to chat to?? My asks are always open (if I don’t reply I will eventually I just forget to check notifs sometimes)

I’m undiagnosed, but I’m pretty sure I’m autistic as well so there’s that..! Stuff I’m really interested in isssss:

Nevermore (webtoon)

Mushrooms

Six of crows

Hello from the hallowoods (a really good podcast, check it out!!)

Making jewellery/general crafting

The cruel prince

My chemical romance (esp danger days)

I’d be so fuckin happy if anyone wanted to yap to me about any of them, so if you love them, want to get into them, or you’re literally just intrigued then follow me or send me a message or whatever :D

At the end of the day I’m just a little lad so please don’t come at me with hate or anything, if you don’t like me and my posts keep showing up genuinely just block me it’s all good

OH ALSO I tend not to post too much triggering stuff on here because I wanna keep it open for everyone, but if I do I don’t censor the tags so it’s much easier for people to filter it with the “filter tags” thing in settings

Go check out my friend’s blogs!!

@renskiii-10 (my irl and best friend everrrr)

@defonotsammy (another irl, basically my sister at this point)

@strawberri-bomb-bomb (won’t let me tag them for some reason—?)

@eldestsiblingwithglasses

@37x3

@olliegolliegee

@scarecrowwannabe

(Sorry if I’ve missed anyone out, I’m so tired)

Huzzah, love y’all!!

[decomposing-atm]

Sorry lads I need storage so I gotta delete tumblr for a bit 😔😔😔

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[kidspawn]

tagging a new mutual for the first time lowkey terrifying what if they hate me and spit on me and burn my house down

[scruffy-bunny]

Oh this is a funny post i can't wait to reblo-

Curses

[txttletale]

using tumblr is a really awesome way to learn about the types of people in the world because you will see a post by mutual #1 that's like "just jacked off with my awesome penis #my penis tag" and then scroll down exactly one post to see mutual #2 posting "this might be tmi but i live in a house"

[sloanetavishsno1]

can the naturals drive???

cassie: minimally. she probably got her license but doesn’t drive much

dean: yes he can, locked in driver. does NOT get distracted, has threatened to throw michael out of the car multiple times

michael: duh he can drive. the question is how good is he at it?? likes to speed and have the radio blasting

lia: she got her license but nobody knows how, potentially through illegal methods. absolute speed demon watch out for her on the highways

sloane: solid no. she can tell you anything about the inner workings of a car/how to drive it but can’t herself. michael has probably tried to teach her at least once

celine: she can totally drive very well. always right at the speed limit but never stops for a yellow light. she always drives sloane around

[fraudiest]

berenice practice w the new procreate brushes

[byjove]

The right to wander in the UK is wonderful and very much the opposite of the US, where you’re terrified you’re going to be shot for turning around in someone’s yard. This combined with the nonchalant attitude towards ancient archeological sites is particularly amusing. There are several Neolithic tombs I want to visit that have warnings that are like “This site is behind a gate and can be accessed by walking through a field BUT USE CAUTION, A HIGHLY AGGRESSIVE BULL LIVES ON THE PROPERTY. I repeat, THIS 5,000 YEAR OLD TOMB IS GUARDED BY AN ANGRY BULL. PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK.” It’s exactly what that little Neolithic community would have wanted…

[anaconda-creates]

almond extract = underrated scent

[anaconda-creates]

this post brought to you by storebought almond poppyseed muffn

[rapidlydecayingcorpse]

it's crazy that freud just like openly talked about his theory where all sons wanna fuck their moms like holy self report dude. you could not waterboard that information out of me and he was writing papers and shit

[ramen-writes]

Neurodivergent assassin who very casually uses their weapons as stim.

Turning on and off the safety of their gun. Tapping and spinning their dagger. Watching the poison in the vial move as they flip in and then back.

Nobody says anything because...well they're an assassin.

Turns on safety, presses trigger, turns off safety repeat.

People around them are in constant fear.

Chewing the end of their poison tipped dagger when they try to figure out a plan.

Wash their hands too much cause they don't like how sticky blood is.

However overtime it becomes a weird single to others.

Everyone is anxious trying to figure something out and they hear a little "click click" and it's just slightly calming to know that they have this person there and they are thinking of a plan.

Someone hands them a drink but it flows just a little too weird and they are like, "hmm that's poison" then chuck it because they have built up immunity.

No table that doesn't have something carved into it.

Never a situation where they don't have enough bullets because this person takes out the cartridge and puts it back as stim.

They take apart their guns and put them back over time being crazy fast and efficient with it.

Just give me a neurodivergent assassin/spy.

[mousegirlheart]

please look at this beautiful mouse

[queen-mihai]

Ohmygawd that mouse is wonderful and perfect and I want it to have the bestest mousey life ever

[beastliness]

hate it when the people who I love are suffering due to circumstances beyond my control 👎 there should be a sea monster that I can slay to fix the problem

[beastliness]

nobody ever gets locked in a tower or chained to a rock at sea anymore - it's always some shit like chronic illness or ptsd related depression

[satanicdollx]

they should invent friends that do not live so fucking far

[god-of-identity]

i’d care if the person i reblogged this from vanished

idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it