currently doing an incest bc I read a fanfic once

eden / eddie // he / him // 16 // proship / profiction // very opinionated and discoursey // ceo of icky nasty fetishes

[deddie-eddie]

just realized how long ive been gone and im just logging in to tell you nothing is going to change after i close this browser tab my mind will reset and i will have no memory of anything

[adampvrrish]

me walking around my room talking outloud to myself about my current obsessions and giving my imaginary audience an hours long speech about it

[deddie-eddie]

Just realized that up till now my asks have been closed, I've opened them up tho. Out of safety I wont allow anon asks but otherwise ask away

[deddie-eddie]

Very Very much hyperfixating on jotalyne at this moment

[kokichis-dead-dove-club]

imagine giving a single solitary shit what other people identify as. couldn’t fucking be me

[deddie-eddie]

Every time they say something we add 10 new genders and 15 new sexualities

[dothepropaganda]

hey it’s october so i just thought i’d let you guys know i’ll never post jump scares and am extremely anti-screamer or anything else along those lines. i hope you’re all ok and stay safe this month

[autisticchangeling]

[image is a banner showing a cartoon ghost on the left and the words “this account is jumpscare free” on the right. End]

[deactivated33534873628732-deact]

Yeah none of that shit here. Your safe.

[incorrect-dishonored-quotes]

As much as we like a good spook, there’ll be no jumpscares on this blog.

[just-antithings]

anyway bi lesbians are neat

[just-antithings]

pan lesbians? amazing!

[just-antithings]

omni lesbians are stupendous!

[just-antithings]

all m-spec lesbians? wonderful!

[kokichis-dead-dove-club]

also, all m-spec gays? incredible!

[ifellinthefandom]

Reading amazing fanfiction, then forgetting to bookmark it

[aphony-cree]

enter this into the Google search

site:<url of site where you read the fic> <a line you remember from the fic or character names plus a unique detail>

for example:

site:http://archiveofourown.org/ Todd Margo pedicure

Google will search only AO3 and tell you which pages contain the words Todd Margo and pedicure.

[kristenconner96]

REBLOG TO SAVE A LIFE

[starkcontrasts]

I’VE NEEDED THIS FOR SO LONG BUT FORGOT HOW TO DO IT THANK YOU

[fierceawakening]

I don’t know all the reasons why I like dark things, and I don’t think I need to know them all, but… I was just looking at the blog of that person who said I “dehumanize and fetishize” gay men, and I saw that he was quite young (15) and his blog was all full of pastel colors and references to his mental illness and something dawned on me that I hadn’t thought about in a Tumblr context at all.

Part of my PTSD is about experiences I had in hospitals, and because of that one of my triggers is… not pastels, all by themselves, but like… have you ever stayed in a hospital as a kid? And everything is covered in soothing soft colors and all the nurses wear scrubs with like… cute animal drawings on them and everyone talks in a sing-song voice and reassures you things won’t hurt when they OBVIOUSLY will and you’d rather they tell the truth, accept that you have good reasons to be scared, and get it the hell overwith?

Yeah, I think I just figured out why those kids’ blogs give me a weird tingly feeling of creeping dread.

And I think I figured out, also, where my intense leeriness of “safe spaces” and trigger warnings comes from too–even though as a person with PTSD I’m supposed to want them.

It’s because in my experience, people who were trying to make me feel safe were LYING. They were lying because it was in their interest–in mine, too, but in theirs–for me to feel calm and soothed. For me not to feel despair, or anger, or blind screaming rage.

…Is it any wonder I like the stories where the people with the knives and the cruel smiles and the mind games are blatant about it? Or that I might want a few knives of my own, even though I have no desire to hurt anyone who isn’t going to get off on it?

I don’t want those kids to not need safety.

I want them to stop pretending safety looks the same for everyone.

[bkdkpro-shipper]

I love following a youtuber for a while only for them to come out with that ice cold 'loli/shota is pedophilia and twitter is overrun with pedos' take /s

[deddie-eddie]

Memories of waiting months for hbomberguys RWBY analysis only to be saddened when he called shippers "fucking disgusting" for an incest ship

[bkdkpro-shipper]

Noooo im so sorry thats awful 😩 I had to unfollow multiple channels now for their thoughts on shipping. Only one person I follow has had decent commentary and he normally doesn't discuss anything fandom related

[deddie-eddie]

I literally dont even watch RWBY, but he has really great media analysis so I was hyped bc of the reputation the show has and I wanted to see him tear it apart. I was more just offended on the fandoms behalf (mostly because of my proclivity for incest ships, hehe)

[deddie-eddie]

Considering making a carrd, but if I do I'd have to decide whether to dedicate like 10 paragraphs to explaining my gender or just say trans man bc its easier and also just as accurate

[problematic-butnothateful]

little disclaimer since people seem to be confused

things that do NOT make someone an anti: disliking a show/ship/trope, finding a show/ship/trope upsetting, disgusting or triggering, not wanting to engage with certain kinds of content, being uncomfortable following someone because of the content they make or reblog, recognizing flaws in one’s media, discussing and criticizing issues such as sexism, racism, homophobia etc either in media or in fandom

things that DO make someone an anti: harassing and bullying fans because of the content they enjoy, actively trying to ban certain content from ever being depicted in any media ever, treating fictional characters as equally or more important than real people, acting as if fiction is an accurate way of predicting people’s morality

[tiny-space-robot]

things that are valid:

- incest ships

- ships with big age gaps

- self ships with “““problematic”““ characters

things that aren’t valid:

- antis

[tiny-space-robot]

incest shippers? youre valid! your ships? theyre also valid!

keep it up! <3

[slightly-gay-pogohammer]

yall are out there like "cringe culture is dead uwu" but the second you see someone making edgy among us fanart or say they ship themselves with sans your entire system shots down huh

[slightly-gay-pogohammer]

like you cant use it as excuse to enjoy adventure time and write crossover ships and then point and laugh at minors who draw demonic spongebob. you cant choose when its time to bring cringe culture back to life

[bkdkpro-shipper]

I love following a youtuber for a while only for them to come out with that ice cold 'loli/shota is pedophilia and twitter is overrun with pedos' take /s

[deddie-eddie]

Memories of waiting months for hbomberguys RWBY analysis only to be saddened when he called shippers "fucking disgusting" for an incest ship

[deddie-eddie]

I sincerely apologize that I'm so sexy and that my ships are so good you had to accuse them of being illegal so I had to stop. I'm sorry that my ass is so massive and makes so much noise in this fandom that you had to try to kick me out.