Mar 2, 2025
Loving you has caused so much pain but the anger after this pain is making me doubt my love. Was it even love or an unhealthy obsession ? Did you even say things or I imagined all that because I was delusional ? Were we even togather all those times ? Was is real that I saw everything I wanted in you ? Was it real that every possible romantic gesture we made ? Was it real when you said you'll stay forever or I just imagined it ? Because what I see right now is not something I would accept. If I knew what pain and mental state I would get after those happy moments I would have let go of little moments. Rn I wish I never met you. I wish I never fell for you. I wish you never existed.
