WHO ELSE DECODES YOU?

20 ★ she

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complicated sibling relationships

fleabag / the darjeeling unlimited

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how to get rid of that heavy feeling of loneliness that is crushing your chest and suffocates you every waking moment of your life

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cannibalism, a metaphor

Raw (2016) / Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters) by 1017 ALYX 95M & Ethel Cain / Bones and All (2022)

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all of my devotion turns violent

Bones and All (2022) / H.D., from collected poems: 1912-1944: “A Dead Priestess Speaks” / Hiroshima Mon Amour (1959) / ‘Neptune’ by Daughter / Thoroughbreds (2017) / Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a stay at home daughter with no prospects

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love never really goes away, does it?

La La Land (2016) / “The Affliction” by Marie Howe / Lover, You Should’ve Come Over by Jeff Buckley / “Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman: 24 Stories” by Haruki Murakami / cardigan by Taylor Swift

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thank you for existing :)

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your name is engraved in my ribs. i wish i could breathe without feeling you.

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women

B (If I Should Have a Daughter) by Sarah Kay / Sucession s2e02 / mad woman by Taylor Swift / Possession (1981) / “The Woman Dies” by Aoka Matsuda / 10 Things I Hate About You (1999) / Bojack Horseman s5e04

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if you call me out on my lack of healing i will become ten times worse

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bad at healing, self-hatred

La Collectionneuse (1967) / Getting Older by Billie Eilish / Kris Kidd / Phoebe Bridgers on ‘Not Strong Enough’ by boygenius / How To Never Stop Being Sad by dandelion hands / “Twenty” by Silas Denver Melvin / BoJack Horseman season 1, episode 9

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unrequited love

Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin / Little Women (2019) / Bags by Clairo / Friends s8e16/ A Woman Is a Woman (1961) / Say Don't Go by Taylor Swift

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i think i need to be doused in holy water. maybe then i will heal

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mothers

succession s3e8 / fingertips by lana del rey / family tree (intro) by ethel cain / sharp objects by gillian flynn / the darjeeling limited

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women - men

Not Strong Enough by boygenius/ Fleabag (s2e4) / Pretty When You Cry by Lana Del Rey / Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn

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on fathers

Aftersun (2022) / cardigan by Taylor Swift / My Father’s House by Bruce Springsteen (Springsteen on Broadway) / Interstellar (2014)

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neteyam & lo’ak as cain and abel