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Banana Fish Timeline
This is both useful and wonderful! OP did some great research!
I'm thinking of using this to make a BF calendar. I'm a visual learner, and seening how many days/weeks/months pass between scenes will be amazing for fanfic research. ❤
Wait, wasn't Yue 16 during Shorter's death arc? Ash had just turned 17 at that time? .....All those years I thought Yue Lung was 2 years younger than Ash, but it seems they are just few months apart in age. That makes Yue around 18 in the later half of the story as well. It may be obvious to others but the possibility of Yue aging beyond 16 (in BF itself, not Yasha) feels like a revelation to me lol.
I have always been confused regarding Ash's training period under Blanca. Ash told Eiji that Blanca was his 'tutor' for 2 two years when he was stuck at Golzine's residence. Ash is 14 at the start of it, and if Blanca stayed for 2 years, doesn't it mean that he was with Blanca from 14 to 16 (or to be 16) years of age? Now, if he left when Ash was 16 (or soon to be 16) years old and he had been away for 4 years, it means Ash should be reaching 20 by the time Blanca comes back from retirement, right? It contradicts the canon where Ash is only 18 at that time. I don't get it.....
Actually in this case, Blanca should be gone from NY for just 2 years, and not 4 years like he says in canon that " It's been 4 years to be exact".
It's highly likely that he was talking about the last time he saw Golzine, not counting from the year their contract become active, as he says ".....haven't been called THAT (by his alias 'Blanca') in 4 years, either". It's just incorrect.
If we still choose to stick to this particular point and say Blanca was actually away for 4 years, that means he started training Ash at 14 and left him in that same year. That would mean Blanca trained him for....just a few months? It doesn't make sense given their dynamic. It's not like it's just Blanca who can read Ash like an open book, it is somewhat mutual between them. Ash understands him as well, that too when Blanca is not the most vocal person out there. Ash knows how he thinks, his habits, his abilities etc. And most importantly, he knows a side of Blanca that doesn't let his resentment turn into hate despite everything. I doubt that kind of complex yet intense bond they share can form between two people in just one or two months. They call each other names, be furious at each other, kick and shoot at each other with full intention to hurt, then sit amicably side by side and shake hands. It takes some time to build that kind of rapport, thus it seems plausible to me that they have spent almost 2 years in each other's company.
To avoid messing up the timeline it should have gone like this:
•Ash is 14 when he starts training under Blanca, year is 1982.
•Ash goes to reform school for double homicide ( maybe contract kills for Golzine to finally put his training to use. Blanca is still under Golzine). Everything happens same as canon, except Ash reading Hemingway novels in the juvie. Ash meets Shorter for the first time. It's obvious he has trained under Blanca for some time now, probably close to a year, since he does that thing with the stick while fighting Rocco(?). It's 1983, which makes him around 15.
•Ash resumes his training once he's back from the reform school. It goes on for another year, he's now 16 (or soon to be). Now Blanca leaves, in 1984.
•Ash starts claiming turfs and becomes a boss. He teams up with Shorter. ***He keeps Hemingway books by his side, doesn't reveal much when Shorter asks about it.
•Ash, 16, (soon to be 17) is handed over Banana Fish by Stephen Johnson. He meets Eiji.
•Ash goes to prison under false charges of Marvin's murder. He's introduced to Max. Ash says he's 17.
•Ash kills Arthur. According to Inspector Jenkins, he's has turned 18.
•Blanca is back in NY after 2 years, Ash is still 18. It's 1986.
***slightly later than it happens in canon. We see Ash taking Blanca's favorite books to the reform school as his only belongings. The way he's sad over the books tells that Blanca has already left and Ash misses him. Ash is still around 15 in reform school. So, now that means he was with Blanca for just one, not two, years? Somebody please help me understand.
Something's not adding up here.
....I guess Ms. Yoshida wasn't so meticulous about these details while writing.
Just Yue Lung and Blanca feels...
When I had read this part for the first time I thought it's just Yue being his usual self simping for Blanca. I was like "Yue, my baby, he's like 7 feet tall I am sure he's gonna walk out of that just fine you should be worrying for your own safety first lmao".
I just feel sad for him now because I think he's anxious about losing the only attachment figure he has ever known :'<
It's obvious that deep down Yue emotionally depends on Blanca. That's why Blanca became the embodiment of sense of safety, more than any other guard might have been for him.
Yue thought of him as this invincible man who could never be outmatched, so being faced with the possibility of Blanca getting shot and dying there all of a sudden must be nothing short of panic inducing for him. It's like a child discovering for the first time that his parents are mere mortals who would eventually die one day.
And then it gets even better because Blanca:
Eiji really wanted to live dangerously
Banana Fish is not (just) the doomed yaoi people claim it is
It's literally the condemnation of the western society (but I'd say the right-wing capitalist society more specifically AND even the Japanese society, especially in terms of pedophilia) as a corrupt system that benefits the rich and uses the poor
Ash and his brother are the prime victim of this system. A child sold to rich men for their entertainment and a young man who also sold himself just for the entertainment of rich men.
Now tell me if this isn't a current topic with the Epstein's files, the wars never stopping, the prices of everything spiking to the stars, the rising crime rate...
And the victims are always the poor ones or the innocent civilians or the weakest. Kids, women, teenagers, white people, black people, asians. Ash, Griffin, Skipper, Shorter, Jennifer, Yut-Lung, Michael, Eiji, Jessica, even Arthur is a victim of the system. It's so clear, so blatant.
I love this story so much, it was written in 1980, reproposed in 2018 and now in 2026 it's as important as ever. I'll never get tired of it even if it hurts every single time I rewatch it.
Akimi Yoshida did something before all the shit that is going on right now even was a thing. But probably because the world has always been like that and it will never cease to be like that. As shown with the last violent act of Ash being killed right when he started to hope for a glimpse of happiness and freedom. But maybe, death is the only possible freedom for the very first victims of this system.
I believe this divide among fans, on whether BF is a BL or not, exists partly because of the anime and it's limitations. Some details that could have helped establishing the political, heavier aspects of the story thoroughly were given less space or simply not included in the anime. So it's only natural that the focus shifts to what was at the centre of all that- Ash and Eiji.
I don't see how one reads the manga and not reach the same conclusion as yours, and mine, that this story is certainly not BL and especially not doomed yaoi (I get that there's awesome BL and yaoi too out there).
At the same time, I can see why AshxEiji remains to be the end all be all for many people despite the story giving us a much bigger picture beneath that. The way things have been going on in the world for some time now, I can understand it more clearly than I ever did.
Real world proved out to be more horrifying than fiction could ever be, and everything remains unchanged, and yet the world goes on everyday like nothing happened... Where do you even go to breathe when you're being crushed from all sides? Towards love and dreams of course.
I have never been one of those fans who find the end of BF unacceptable, but now I can understand why they would be so adamant about it. I still hope that Ms. Yoshida is given every bit of due credit and praise instead of the flames she gets sometimes.
What are Jax's true thoughts on Gangle? Like i know she likes to bully Gangle in particular but we see moments where it seems like she actually thinks that they're friends almost (like when she says "what? She likes it when i'm mean to her") and ofc the scene with her in Jax's mind
I think Jax takes his complex feelings on his mother out on Gangle, but tries to justify it to himself through delusions that it's not ACTUALLY abuse, even though it is. Most abusers don't ever think of themselves as abusers, and tend to make up a reality in which their abuse is either not that big a deal or it's somehow warranted.
And from Gangle's perspective, she was at a very vulnerable place when she joined, and Jax took control of their relationship. She formed a bit of a codependent bond with him even though it just mostly caused her pain. Losing a friend who frequently hurts you can fill you with complex feelings that are really hard to make sense out of.
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The Poly Ship of the Day is:
Ash Lynx x Shorter Wong x Eiji Okumura from Banana Fish
everything reminds me of them 😔
Is there anything you would want to change from the digital circus (even if it something little) if you have to do it all over again?
I'd want to probably explore Pomni's angry side a bit more. She was originally going to be a much angrier character, but after casting Lizzie, she was so nice and sweet that it was toned down a bit, but I kind of regret that. Some of Pomni's anger issues made it through to the final thing, but I wish I made it more of a key part of her.
they hug but at what cost :')
Everyone shut up, my boy got Found Familied 🥹🥹
(Kinger has his hand on Caine's shoulder in pic 6!)
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Okay it's time who's ready for my
unhinged rant on The Lorax by Dr. Seuss
*the book, from the perspective of a >9mo pregnant anticapitalist disaster who's read it to a 2yo about 23,000 times in the past 6 months
I bought The Lorax for my kiddo based on vague memories and the charming line about caring a whole awful lot. The back of the book describes it as a book "about standing up for what you believe in."
The first time I read it to jog my memory, I was pleased to remember the Lorax angrily showing the Onceler the consequences of his actions, the irony of the Onceler watching his possessions crumble (and his family leave) after the trees are gone, the emphasis on restoration at the end. The truffula seed reminded me of the pawpaw seeds I was stewarding.
In subsequent reads, I grew more frustrated at the Onceler. He tells the story in an apparent act of accountability, but he still charges for it? He still describes the Lorax as bossy and makes comments about his attitude. He puts a lot of emphasis on his own prowess at engineering.
I came to think that the Onceler is actually a better stand-in for corporate profiteers than Seuss may even have intended, since he destroyed an ecosystem for personal profit, takes the retelling of the story as an opportunity to express that he's worried about it with all of his heart, and then shoves off responsibility for restoration onto a literal child when he could have spent the intervening decades growing trees and undoing his mess. This is just a Coca-Cola recycling campaign.
And then, by engaging uncritically with the Onceler's pleas, does the book itself endorse this sort of corporate responsibility-dodging?
But of course, the comparison breaks down because a proper capitalist would either have established a truffula farm free from all those pesky creatures to keep the operation going, or packed up and left with his family when there was no more profit to be wrung from that particular piece of land.
So then, why does the Onceler stay and watch his buildings crumble, cold under the roof, and make[s] his own clothes out of miff-muffered moof? Why not go on to the next big opportunity? Maybe he really does feel bad, but it's hard to square that with his ineffectual moping and charging for the story. I'm more inclined to think that he's so invested in the story of his own genius and the tragedy of his situation that he's stayed there wallowing in self-pity instead of either moving or fixing things. He's an individualist, but not the poster boy of capitalist success. He's a victim of his own ideology.
tl;dr: the book says:
it's important for us to step up and save the environment as private citizens after the companies make puppy dog eyes about it
The Onceler is a loser (in both capitalist and environmentalist ideologies)
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How would you describe pomni and jax's relantioship in a nutshell
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