Hi, I'm Default! A guy? Gal? Thing on the internet!
I'm 23, Genderfluid, Bisexual, Panromantic, Autistic, ADHD, ES, and probably depressed and high anxiety though I don't have an official diagnosis (When I got my autism diagnosis they said I probably was but couldn't legally diagnose me).
ANY PRONOUNS ARE FINE! He/him, she/her, they/them, it/its, etc. It changes so often I don't care what you use or if you use the wrong ones.
This is my main blog where I do my regular posting.
I also have @clockworkdaughter which is my NSFW (not porn) blog, and @modelingtipstricks which is pretty much dead but in theory I'll post tips and tricks on making models, dioramas, and miniatures.
This blog has a few things. I'll post models and dioramas I've made, the occasional amateur art and writings I've done, and just general thoughts and opinions on everything and anything.
The main thing I do is Maid Monday, where I post and rate maid designs and uniforms as a maid first and character second. I've been pretty consistent about posting this year.
Different tags I use
Maid Monday: It's Maid Monday
Malarky: For miscellaneous text posts
Usually my ES stuff will be tagged with Dollcore but not always.
I don't have a drawing or writing tag yet because I post about it so rarely.
Stuff I'm interested in:
Anime, games, books, TV. I'm just a Media junkie in general. Some of my favorites are; Anything Mecha, Valkyria Chronicles, Fallout, Metal Gear, Nikke.
I also like planes, model kits, miniatures, body horror, writing, tabletop games, D&D, Industrial Punk.
Favorite Game: Valkyria Chronicles
Favorite show: Interviews with Monster Girls (It's wholesome I swear)
i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users
would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.
I was dying to share the piece I made for @fefateszine! I've always been a fan of the Hoshidan siblings, specially the relationship between Takumi and Sakura.
Reblogging again now that Russell Brand's ugly mug is back in the news to remind everyone that in the 2023 Times expose on his abusive behaviour, Daniel Sloss was the only male comedian willing to be named and quoted like "yeah that dude's a scumbag and women have been warning each other about him for years."
I think one of the funniest abortion stances I've heard was from my parents neighbor. He's a like, hard-core libertarian viking larper guy who is very tall and very fat and very bald.
He believes a fetus is human with a soul, but also its "basically attacking the woman's body" so if she wants to get rid of it, that's "basically self-defense". He compared it to shooting a home invader. So he supports abortion not as healthcare, but as killing a baby in self-defense
Y'know I'm so glad someone reminded me of this. Because this was also discussed.
My stepmother did NOT like the way her Libertarian Viking Neighbor framed pregnancy as the fetus "attacking the woman". She incredulously told him this was extremely disrespectful to expectant mothers to portray pregnancy as so violent and negative.
Libertarian Viking Neighbor's response was that people consensually hurt each other all the time, and "there's like a whole community about that, with the acronym the one that starts with a B" And his reasoning was that if the mother was consenting to bring attacked by the baby, it in fact wasn't violent and negative because there was consent.
He brought up people consensually hurting each other, didn't go for one of the obvious answers like boxing or body mods or something, no he went STRAIGHT TO BDSM and he DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE ACRONYM
hey i know no one will probably see this other than people who already know it but. schizophrenic/schizospec people aren't all homeless people talking to themselves or people stuck in psych wards trying to kill everyone or whatever they tell you. for example, i just kinda sit in my room and don't bother anyone like maybe 80% of the time. i scroll on my phone. i watch movies and play games on my computer. i do chores when i (rarely) have the energy. i have a partner who i love and who tries their best to understand me and help me no matter what's going on with me.
yes, i also have a lot of crazy ideas that i believe and i see and hear things that aren't there and sometimes i start freaking out because i think someone close to me died when they're perfectly fine or that someone's coming to kill me or that my pets have been replaced with alien creatures, but i'm also a person with a life and a childhood and friends and i am not a threat to anyone.
and i'm here. on tumblr. on youtube. in real life. i can see and hear what everyone says about people like me. and i'm fucking tired of it.
treat people with psychotic disorders like people. please. it's not hard to do.
1/10, you just heard someone else say this while describing Real Robot Mecha, only applies to Guntank style mobile suits which then stops working since they don't have legs.
"Gundams are like battleships with legs"
6/10, more accurate though dependent on the setting.
"Gundams are like giant people."
8/10, only accurate for the orignal 1979 serires but 100% accurate.
"Gundams are like giant knights"
9/10, only accurate to IBO/Gwitch but it's hella based.
can I just say that we all owe Kojima an apology for Metal Gear Solid 2? He looked right into the camera and said “the future of information control will not be censorship, it will be drowning people in trivial noise and misinformation until people partition themselves into their own separate realities” in TWO THOUSAND AND ONE. Three years before Facebook existed. Kojima gave us the biggest Babe-Ruth-pointing-at-the-sky called shot of all time and we weren’t ready for it.
Raiden is a diegetic video game character who is an anxious millennial being told to replicate the past while living in different circumstances who is a parallel between the player obediently accepting the limitations of the game and a soldier taking orders. And he gets sexually harassed by the president of the United States of America.
Been thinking about being sapphic while not necessarily fitting in as sapphic.
Like I'm gender fluid and bisexual, so there will be days where I'm fem and attracted to women, and that attraction feels very sapphic to me I think?
But the problem is that there are days where, while I'm still attracted to a woman, I'll be masc and masc presenting, and that attraction doesn't feel as sapphic.
It's an interesting issue that I don't know anyone else who's experienced it. I guess if I was to say, I'd say I was sapphic leaning or maybe sapphic light, but due to the above circumstances I'd never really put myself in sapphic spaces or advertise myself as such.