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an intro post rises from the flames.

hello, my name is cameron, but you can call me cam or fyre. this blog is DEEEFINITELY not my 13th alt, made to yap about all my cringe thoughts that i don’t know where else to put.

current main fandom: hazbin hotel

past fandoms: n/a

feel free to send me asks. just don’t be rude, please, i’m here to share my thoughts that are too controversial to go on my main, and i’d appreciate no hate.

#pinned post #navigation >#infernal yapping #< me yapping about things #infernal drawings #< my VERY RARE doodles and drawings #ember post #< just meaningless small posts #infernal questions #< answering asks #this will get updated as time goes on

would anyone get mad if my hazbin blog suddenly turned into a dispatch blog

#infernal yapping

love the universal twink death

#ember post

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i need more people to draw abel with his little half-lidded eyes that he always has in-show whenever he’s not actively panicking. im in love with him i think

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#AHH #MY BBY #TYSMMM #infernal reblogs

i need more people to draw abel with his little half-lidded eyes that he always has in-show whenever he’s not actively panicking. im in love with him i think

#ember post #abel hazbin #oh sorry forgot to mention hes one of my favorites #abel artists reblog this with art of droopy eyed abel and my life is yours #hazbin abel #abel hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel abel #spamtagging because i need this #hazbin hotel #oh and also his little eyebags. dark eyed abel my beloved. he has his dad’s dark eye rings

i need to talk about my transfemme agender he/him alastor agenda

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alastor only lets himself show open care/affection/want in a situation where it’s entirely unrequited(radiohusk). he’s only possessive and “mine mine mine we are going to kiss” because he’s in control and it’s seen as a bother/annoyance to husk. he lets himself because it’s part of his game. he wants that cookie so effing bad

#infernal yapping #radiohusk #how many posts have i made about them in the last 15 minutes

oh and when husk gets with angel and finally lets himself move on from the unhealthy bullshit situationship with alastor, alastor crashes out. because husk calls him out and alastor’s only comfortably controlled relationship suddenly shatters before his eyes. he has to re-prove to himself that he’s lovable and cared for and goes to rosie

idk i have thoughts. maybe i’ll make it a fic

#infernal yapping #this is a continuation of my last thread #radiohusk #huskerdust #alastor wants that cookie so bad (the cookie is a poly relationship)#he’s too fucked in the head to actually be able to be in a relationship #and like i said i hc that he’s lithromantic #im so ill. im so ill

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radiohusk's dynsmic goes so fucking crazy. control freak alastor who's only comfortable in relationships where he holds one hundred percent of the power slash the only former overlord he's ever decided to keep alive. who he lets get away with near constant backtalk while ocasionally making sure to remind him he's not free and any lenience he has is because alastor gracefully allows it to him and that it could be revoked at any moment. because husk is not a person, he's alastor's pet.

the idea that alastor is lonely but will not allow himself to be vulnerable enough to form a true bond with something of an equal (not after what happened last time) and the way to circumvent that is instead to get that camraderie with a person who's soul he owns and has total control over. no trust needed, no compromises. comfort zone secured

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RADIOHUSK IS AN OPTION? THATS A SHIP THAT EXISTS???? I HAVE THOUGHTS TO BE HAD

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ALASTOR WHO WANTS TO BE ALL OVER HUSK BUT IF HUSK EVER EVEN MILDLY HINTS TO LIKING ALASTOR BACK ALASTOR IS IMMEDIATELY DISGUSTED. IM ONTO SOMETHING. ALASTOR WHO IS SICK OF HAVING MEN OBSESS OVER HIM, ALASTOR WHO FINDS SOMEONE WHO ISN’T OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT STILL CARES AND GOES MAD. LITHROMANTIC ALASTOR WHO, IF HUSK EVER RECIPROCATED, WOULD IMMEDIATELY LOSE ALL INTEREST. THE PART OF WHAT MAKES HUSK SO ENTICING TO HIM IS THE UNOBTAINABILITY AND MESSY CONFUSING SITUATIONSHIP. IM SUCH A BIG BRAIN

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im gonna yap even more

i need delulu alastor. i need alastor whos falling apart and breaking down at the bar getting unhealthily attached to husk due to forced proximity. husk Knows that if he shows alastor any kind of reciprocation, alastor will run away, because he knows him too damn well and knows that alastor doesn’t like it when people know him. he wants to be alone forever and husk sees through the bullshit but he won’t say a damn thing, keeping it in limbo is better then severing its head and leaving alastor alone again to spiral

#i think alastor is just as manic as vox he’s just better at hiding it #alastor has an unhealthy amount of self-control that is almost sheerly because of how much of his own emotions he represses and ignores and #-devalues etc etc etc #oh radiohusk how i love you #radiohusk #infernal yapping

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RADIOHUSK IS AN OPTION? THATS A SHIP THAT EXISTS???? I HAVE THOUGHTS TO BE HAD

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ALASTOR WHO WANTS TO BE ALL OVER HUSK BUT IF HUSK EVER EVEN MILDLY HINTS TO LIKING ALASTOR BACK ALASTOR IS IMMEDIATELY DISGUSTED. IM ONTO SOMETHING. ALASTOR WHO IS SICK OF HAVING MEN OBSESS OVER HIM, ALASTOR WHO FINDS SOMEONE WHO ISN’T OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT STILL CARES AND GOES MAD. LITHROMANTIC ALASTOR WHO, IF HUSK EVER RECIPROCATED, WOULD IMMEDIATELY LOSE ALL INTEREST. THE PART OF WHAT MAKES HUSK SO ENTICING TO HIM IS THE UNOBTAINABILITY AND MESSY CONFUSING SITUATIONSHIP. IM SUCH A BIG BRAIN

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and i know this has been said a million times but touch averse alastor who’s fine with touching others and breaking boundaries but freaks out and gets salty whenever someone touches him

#i will defend petty al to the ends of the earth #touch aversion is valid HOWEVER al is a hypocrite for not respecting Other People’s boundaries as well #insert that comp of times he’s touched people without their permission and then he has the audacity to diss vox for doing the same thing #i love alastor he’s such a petty hypocrite #my favorite petty hypocrite #infernal yapping

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RADIOHUSK IS AN OPTION? THATS A SHIP THAT EXISTS???? I HAVE THOUGHTS TO BE HAD

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ALASTOR WHO WANTS TO BE ALL OVER HUSK BUT IF HUSK EVER EVEN MILDLY HINTS TO LIKING ALASTOR BACK ALASTOR IS IMMEDIATELY DISGUSTED. IM ONTO SOMETHING. ALASTOR WHO IS SICK OF HAVING MEN OBSESS OVER HIM, ALASTOR WHO FINDS SOMEONE WHO ISN’T OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT STILL CARES AND GOES MAD. LITHROMANTIC ALASTOR WHO, IF HUSK EVER RECIPROCATED, WOULD IMMEDIATELY LOSE ALL INTEREST. THE PART OF WHAT MAKES HUSK SO ENTICING TO HIM IS THE UNOBTAINABILITY AND MESSY CONFUSING SITUATIONSHIP. IM SUCH A BIG BRAIN

#check prev post tags for more context #infernal yapping #radiohusk #i dont know how i didnt think of lithromantic alastor sooner. it fits him so well. thats why he said no to vox. alastor is scared of labels #-because it means he has to address his own feelings and attachments and Needs/Wants and he’d rather die than do that #so yeah. lithromantic al. thanks for coming to my ted talk #ive been wanting to find a character that fits as lithromantic so i can explore the identity more(thats a thing i do) and al is sooo perfec

RADIOHUSK IS AN OPTION? THATS A SHIP THAT EXISTS???? I HAVE THOUGHTS TO BE HAD

#infernal yapping #LITERALLY JUST FINDING OUT ABOUT THIS NOW #THE IDEA OF A SHIP WHERE ALASTOR IS THE ONE EXPERIENCING ONE-SIDED AFFECTION MAKES ME ILL #HIM WANTING THE ONE THING THAT HE CANT EASILY HAVE #HE HAS VOX AND LUCIFER WRAPPED AROUND HIS LITTLE FINGER BUT HUSK HATES HIM #HUSK IS A GAME TO HIM HUSK IS A HYPOTHETICAL EQUAL HUSK DOESN’T FALL FOR HIS TRICKS #SO HE TAKES IT AS A CHALLENGE TO WOO HIM AND FOR ONCE IN HIS LIFE EXPERIENCES A REAL ROMANTIC THRILL #THE IDEA OF ALASTOR BEING THE ONE TO BE OBSESSED EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A SHORT TIME MAKES ME CRAZY #radiohusk #i WILL be posting more about this soon #alastor hazbin #husk hazbin

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i think peter x abel x emily is something that has potential but i have a very specific dynamic idea, kinda ooc so i might make it an au

peter who’s a hypersexual gay man, who represses his more sappy romantic side, trying to stay a closed book because he’s scared of being vulnerable

abel who’s demisexual and demiromantic bi, who’s a total romantic and tries to please in bed but does better out of it, just being sweet and romantic on dates and stuff

emily who’s aroacespec pan, who gets attached easily but has a hard time telling the difference between platonic and romantic attraction so she usually doesn’t date anyone

peter and abel clash because peter wants sex from abel and doesn’t want to show weakness even though all the sappy shit abel gives him makes his heart melt, eventually they figure it out and love eachother

abel and emily crush on eachother but emily can’t really figure out what she wants their relationship to be so she finds comfort in letting abel drive it based off of what he needs

peter and emily mess around as friends, doing couple things despite having no real attraction to eachother, for fun’s sake and for the sake of the polycule

abel just loves his partners, they both have shit to figure out though, esp peter

hypersexual peter is just so important to me you have no idea.

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also i need peter to be a paranoid bird guy that gets completely disheveled and creature-ish when he’s stressed. he’s usually quite collected but when he crashes out he crashes out hard. i should draw my designs for these three