Land Of Screams and Silence

I am the White Crow, Caught in a vortex of my own thoughts.

[sasukepunk]

i need someone to hold my hand and tell me I’m okay cause i feel like I’m fucking breaking

[pleasebe-patientwith-me]

true

[bipolarconfession]

I’m only alive for everyone else’s sake. I couldn’t care less if I died at any given moment. I just can’t disappoint people even in my grave.

[depression-sadness-madness-deac]

[reblogable-memes]

leave me alone but also give me constant attention

[estradiol]

*parent voice* what do you mean you’re actually insecure about the features i’ve mercilessly teased you over for years? you feel things? lol ok

[suicidehours]

how boring; i’ve become weary

but i don’t have the courage to kill myself

[pariaaaaah]

friend: i like you

me: oh god ive manipulated you into liking me im sorry,,

[virginns]

[holmes-at-the-helm]

My body is bad and vile

I do not deserve the space I take up

[pariaaaaah]

nothing like drugging up on sedatives to muffle out the spontaneous episodes of deep existential trepidation and hopelessness with the slight hope that the overdose kills you so you dont have to worry about it anymore

[pariaaaaah]

even after years and years of failed suicide attempts i still want to die so fucking badly

[heavensghost]

Reasons not to die // Ryn Weaver

[kittyb4e]

[bpdbot]

the worst bpd feeling is when everything goes weird and foggy and chaotic and too intense and you feel like you’re going to pieces in your head but there’s absolutely nothing you can do and nothing makes it stop so you just kind of sit there staring off into space hoping you stop feeling like this soon

[bpdbot]

a selection of bpd moods

- nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real nothing is r

- depression but emptier

- anger but emptier

- hey wanna see a cool trick? *dissociates*

- setting 3782634 reminders to do things but ignoring them anyways

- I Cannot Physically Move My Body Fast Enough To Handle This Energy Right Now So I’m Just Going To Sit Here And Hope I Spontaneously Combust

- when ur dryer is off balance and it goes ThunkThunkThunkThunkThunk except that’s ur brain

- everything is GREAT and AMAZING when ur with friends and then you go to the bathroom and cry for ten minutes for absolutely no reason

- The Mirror Staredown

- very small ᵒʰ when u realize someone hasn’t answered the clingy text u forgot u sent six hours ago and suddenly Everything Is Terrible And You’re Gonna Die

- LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME!!!!!!!!

- i’m a god and everyone that doesn’t like me can burn in hell

- my skin does not fit right and i am not equipped to handle this feeling

- everything u touch feels WRONG and u don’t know WHY but u want to SCREAM

[1-800-starve]

do you ever eat normally for a few days and actually think you can recover and be happy but then u wake up the next day and immediately regret absolutely everything you put into your body. yeah me too