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I’ve figured that love is so complicated and traumatic

We've been saying "don't give up" to the people around us, but we're here, just wanna give it all up

I've always been there for everyone, but no one was there when I needed someone

nasturbate

longscarydream

this is from spy kids

sharkboxes

im really sorry to the people that I've let down

4am-reflections

that’s the thing about being happy when you’re a poet you lose the ability to write anything worth reading. so much poetry comes from a place of pain, loss, heartbreak. when you’re happy and in love and things are finally going right for the first fucking time in your life that you don’t know what’s going on let alone how to write about it. it’s ironic you’re so happy that you can’t write and that hurts you to the point where you’re in pain again.

4am

“I don't see myself living life longer, but you know, I have the thought that I would grow older eventually and live a good life, but at a younger age I can see myself taking my own life, it’s not that I’m a dramatic piece of shit but, you know, my demons are stronger than me, I would scream for help because sometimes I'm really drowning in my thoughts but sometimes when help has arrived, I stutter words and ending up not telling my issues, and instead I’m gonna be the one listening to their problems, maybe it is something I’m good at. I thought I already defeated my suicidal thoughts, I was wrong, I never really fought them maybe I just tend to overshadow and pretend that I overcame them, and fooled myself that I'm better now but not really, it just goes to shows that I never really showed what I truly feel inside, maybe that's why I don't see myself living a longer life, at some point I can see myself taking my own life.”

#suicidal thoughts #thoughts

demonyo ko, pero di mo pa nakikita demonyo ko magalit