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[deificvessel]

religious vent under the cut

me when i feel like i have to abandon my religion because i’m 16 and i feel like i have no idea what im doing (because i don’t and i have no experience).

and yes, i know i can wait and then just thrive later, but this is something that’s really important to me.

like, learning about my religion has made me so happy these past couple of weeks.

happier than i’ve ever been with any other religion i’ve tried out

but again, im a beginner. i dont know what im doing and ive never had any previous experience in this area.

so everything just feels like disappointment

getting weird responses with tarot, not being able to afford readings and even if i could, most readings are 18+

not being able to find information on someone im interested in

SOCIAL MEDIA TELLING ME THAT I SHOULDNT GO ON THIS PATH BECAUSE I HAVE NO EXPERIENCE

TRYING TO CONTACT AN ENTITY AND GETTING FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS AND ISNT A SIGN OR IF IM JUST BEING INSANELY PARANOID AND TRYING TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING

it’s just really. really. really hard.

and i know that obstacles are supposed to be overcome, but honestly i just might give up.

[sister-equalist]

I'm curious. Reblog this if you know how to cook

I don’t even care if it’s macaroni, ramen or those little bowls you stick in the microwave. Please, I need reassurance that most of the population on tumblr WOULDN’T STARVE TO DEATH if their parents couldn’t fix them food or they couldn’t go out to eat. 

[deificvessel]

sigh. can’t be a lurker forever. intro post going up sometime soon

[ad-caelestia]

excuse my complaining but

i wish the witchcraft tags on here weren't clogged up with tarot asks and selfies and AI generated crap

bring back spells and rituals and masterposts and tarot deck reviews and people learning how to do magic for more than the aesthetic and views

please im begging at this point lmao

[wingsofaphrodite]

i love the gods

i love the gods

i love the gods

I LOVE THE GODS

[deificvessel]

just finished research on a few religious paths i’m considering (one more than others lmao)

[deificvessel]

sits back as millions of religions throw themselves at me because everything is so interesting to me

[shouldhavestayedawayfromhere]

Humans naturally seek groups for safety. We do it to ensure our own survival by confirming to a group in order to receive support and safety. If you left your religion, you went against your own natural instinct of self preservation. If you left your religion, you are very brave. It's okay that it left marks. It's okay that you're still going in circles sometimes. It's okay that old beliefs and dogma keeps showing up in your practice today. This is where you came from, after all. It's what kept you alive for a long time. Just because you reject that now doesn't mean your old life still being part of you is something to be scared of. You're making progress. You're learning. It's okay to change your mind about things at any point in your life. You're really brave and I'm proud of you. Lucifer is also proud of you. :)

[psalms-and-spells]

Shout out to men and masc’s who veil. Truly our strongest soldiers.

[deificvessel]

i want to veil so bad ;-;

(don't mind this being my first post as a terribly new and non decorated account, trust i'm almost there)