The reason why I have to reframe holistic knowledge into logical frameworks is because I'll end up saying shit like "To gain the knowledge you seek, you must go to the fields of the mind and listen to the rivers that run there. They'll tell you the answers." And people will go "Wow man, that's some real crossroads wizardshit right there." And I'll go, "I can't emphasize enough that this is a laundry-list of literal tasks you do and not some kind of riddle."
I'm actually quite insecure about not being understood. It's what really makes this field especially hard for me, because this fear means I constantly reframe everything about spirituality according to what makes sense to the logical brain.
But understanding things like spirituality, spirit-work, and magic isn't done through logic, data, facts, and figures. Hell, it's not even done through faith or belief.
The knowledge comes from mirroring things.
Fuck. I mean something by this.
Our logical ways of thinking live in the left side of the brain, which deals with facts and figures. It understands the world through frameworks like "Tom is a man. All men are mortal. Therefore Tom is mortal," or "1+1=2," or "B is the second letter in the alphabet." It's also the part of the brain that thinks using language.
Then there's the right side of the brain, which deals with holistic thinking. It understands the world through feeling—not "feelings" as in emotions, per se, but "feelings" as in "anything felt." This includes spatial perception, movement, direction, distance, velocity, and any other measurement of change.
It feels these things by mirroring the sensation of them in the body.
This is also how we know what someone's feeling when they don't tell us. We mirror their emotional state. It's also how we experience abstract movements such as "the pacing of conversations," or "the emotional distance between people," or "the weight of a given situation."
And—if I were to be so bold as to say this—it's also how we know when we're talking to deities and spirits. This mirroring has certain dynamics when it interacts with intelligent beings.
Anyway, you learn and know certain things about the world from this mirror-mechanic that you can't learn or know through logic or reason. But again, this is a non-verbal part of the brain that understands things through feeling and abstract motions, so when you try to put it to language it sounds like poetry.

















