𝚂.𝚆.

i don't think there's an uninfected part of me— my heart is pumping polluted blood. i feel dirty.

[demonblud]

you're unclean in the biblical sense. — 𝚂.𝚆. affiliated with @hunterblud.

[demonblud]

@unpunish

not the revamp that i intended on but i moved all muses over there. might queue this post, probably won't. i'll be following mutuals anyway xx

[demonblud]

i do plan on returning here (n across all my spn blogs) and now the christmas/new year period is out of the way, that is the plan. have not made a big deal abt why i’m so spacey and will continue not to do that but pls note my low activity is going to be a consistent thing more so than ever, regardless of my return. brain fog is REAL ❤️

anyway i have also decided that idgaf who follows me where anymore so if ur interested:

john’s blog is here, cassie’s blog is here and dean’s blog is here. revamps all coming eventually x

[demonblud]

WHAT TYPE OF LONELY ARE YOU?

loneliness born of anger you learned from a young age you are not like others, and others hate you for it. you've been mocked and tormented your whole life, and it birthed a violence in your heart. you yell at your younger siblings when they slip up. you don't want them to suffer the same fate you did. at once, you are both miles above and miles below your peers. you are not polite. people no longer dislike you because of you, but for your biting words. it's better this way, after all. at least now you know it's your own fault.

tagged by: @hunterblud xx tagging: anyone who sees this. idk who is still around

[demonblud]

i'm alive

[demonblud]

@inperditio

[demonblud]

revamp complete or whatever!

psdless so i can use icons without needing to put in any effort at all. none of the base icons belong to me. i plan on softblocking people i can't see myself interacting with/inactives because i'm aware i have not been Present for a while. if we had anything going, it isn't dropped. i'll be reposting a starter call once i have cleared out my following because i did put one out and then wrote like two of them </3

i will still be as inactive as ever, because grieving is crazy and i'm tired all the time but i'm trying because i miss writing and the spn fixation never goes away. like ever

[demonblud]

starter call is here!

[demonblud]

i'm not clean/you're unclean in the biblical sense are two absolutely gutting quotes and i'm mad that they are from post kripke era (best era) but they are so intrinsic to how i portray sam because it's one thing i get to explore in multiple ways. the obvious— demon blood runs through him, he's cursed forever in that way. his sexuality— growing up with a father like john (my hot take is that john isn't as homophobic as fanon makes him, but it's definitely far from the lifestyle he'd desire for either of his kids). regardless, his upbringing was incredibly heteronormative and for that reason, he'll always remain closeted. his food intake is clean because he doesn't want to poison his body more than it already is. he keeps a regular hygiene/beauty regime because he never wants to look as dirty as he feels. just—

[2sw]

I was kind of a lonely kid, Dean.

[demonblud]

starter call ♡ alternatively send me a prompt!

[notmorbid]

superman (2025).

dialogue prompts from superman (2025).

i put _____ on to soothe you.

i love you more than heaven. i love you more than land.

what the hey, dude!

i thought i told you to keep an eye on ____.

we've done what we need to do.

you've gotta get out of here. it's not safe.

you did so good!

hey, loser.

what do you got against adverbs?

what are chitlins?

don't be a stranger.

what's particularly bad for business is dying.

breakfast for dinner is your favorite.

you won't fool everyone forever.

i'll let you interview me.

now you're being dishonest.

i wasn't representing anybody except for me.

i'd like to change the subject, if i could.

you're referring to yourself in third person now?

you have to say 'off the record' beforehand, not afterward.

you know that one specifically irritates me.

this is what you do every time you get faced with conflict: you get mad, you pout, and then you leave.

i told you i wasn't good at relationships.

this is a restricted area.

nothing's felt right since ____ showed up.

deep, slow breaths. you're gonna be fine.

good gosh, there's gotta be a better way to do this.

how's it going with that guy you were seeing?

this has to be bs.

i'm so sorry, man.

you are not punk rock.

i question everything and everyone.

you trust everyone and think everyone you've ever met is like, beautiful.

i'm gonna turn myself in.

i love you. i probably should have told you that a long time ago.

your obsession with me is getting a little creepy.

that's way too much sugar.

i party like a rockstar, choirboy.

_____ wrote a blog about me.

i really don't understand why you stay in that relationship.

you put nanobot gps trackers in your friend's bloodstream?

i'm not even sure how i feel, honestly.

just to be clear, i'm not into people's emotions.

i guess you decided to help.

why are you still gross-looking?

you look like shit.

you came to get me.

you'll heal, but it'll take a day or two.

i have everything we need to ruin _____ forever.

you're just a big old mush.

your hot ex is a genius.

i've never seen you sleep that long.

you don't seem quite yourself.

i'm not who i thought i was.

parents aren't for telling their children who they're supposed to be. we're here to give y'all tools, to help you make fools of yourselves all on your own.

your choices, your actions: that's what makes you who you are.

i couldn't be more proud of you.

there's something on the box you might wanna see.

i cleaned your boots. i'll go get 'em for you.

not sure where we're gonna land, when the world is gone.

it's not too late for you.

i called in some friends.

i'm aware envy consumes my every waking moment.

my envy is a calling.

what are you smirking at, you idiot?

brain beats brawn. sorry, chump.

this ain't playtime. quit messing around.

i'm not messing around. i'm doing important stuff.

i'm as human as anyone.

i screw up all the time, but that is being human. and that's my greatest strength.

none of this matters, you patronizing clown.

the one thing conservatives and liberals can finally agree on: _____ sucks.

hey. i love you, too.

what the hell, dude?

if i had any emotional capacity whatsoever, i'd be concerned.

darn it, i can be such a jerk sometimes.

[demonblud]

revamp complete or whatever!

psdless so i can use icons without needing to put in any effort at all. none of the base icons belong to me. i plan on softblocking people i can't see myself interacting with/inactives because i'm aware i have not been Present for a while. if we had anything going, it isn't dropped. i'll be reposting a starter call once i have cleared out my following because i did put one out and then wrote like two of them </3

i will still be as inactive as ever, because grieving is crazy and i'm tired all the time but i'm trying because i miss writing and the spn fixation never goes away. like ever

[hunterblud-arc-deactivated20251]

tumblr blog com user @demonblud has never been more correct

[demonblud]

dean blog url?

xxximpala67xxx

imliterallybatman

killedhitler

whistlegod

hunterblud2

Voting ended onAug 19, 2025

[demonblud]

my most sam kinnie moment

[hunterblud-arc-deactivated20251]

dean's body reels back, the offense emanating from his every pore. he holds his hands up, palms facing upward. "says the guy who knows fairy tales." his brow shoots up. a pretty convincing argument, if dean says so himself. "dude, comic books are for all age groups. i'll prove it to you. we're hittin' the comic book store in the next town that has one."

[demonblud]

the guy who knows fairy tales, who saved their asses. but knowing dean, that point will get ignored, so he bites his tongue and fake smiles in agreement. unlike his knowledge, scott summers isn't gonna come and help. sam hits close on the tab, and leans back in the chair, arms folded. "are you done? 'cause we have a case." and it's not getting finished whilst dean fantasises about comic book characters.

[demonblud]

(okay so!) verses:

— (#v01) primary: follows seasons 1-5 canon. sam remains in the cage. i will default to this for canon characters, unless otherwise discussed.

— (#v02) secondary: follows seasons 1-5 canon, and incorporates events from seasons 6-9. things that i remember i'm keeping are below.

soulless arc remains. he spends a year alone. i do not care for the samuel storyline. the same can be said for the lucifer hallucinations once his soul is retrieved from the cage. they will, however, be treated seriously.

the trials arc remains. my version of sam has traces of demon blood, therefore his blood would have never fully cured crowley. it would get him close, but not quite there. he doesn't know that his blood wouldn't work, and is still willing to die for the cause.

gadreel still posesses sam to save him. dean allowing it is sam's final straw where his brother is concerned. robbed of his autonomy too many times, he turns his back on dean. for good, he thinks.

tba probably <3

[demonblud]

pigging backing off of tumblr user hunterblud to say that sam is actually a sex god. kinda. the thing is, he doesn't hook up often. his sex drive is very dependent on whether or not he's in a relationship, and given his experiences, that's not often. but if he does! it's quite literally where the magic is. he's a dom/top in all sexual situations, still partial to cowgirl occasionally but he would switch positions with his partner as quickly as he'd allowed it. (this also goes for long-term relationships; in bed, he allows himself some semblance of control over his body). he doesn't "make love" outside of them, but he isn't always Rough. his all-time favourite position in a relationship is spooning. it's more romantic than doggy in it's most traditional sense. he doesn't give to receive either, which applies to short-term relationships too. he's not getting off until he's made his partner come 3098493 times first. and unlike his flop brother, where women are concerned, he's a munch. hope that helps.