Real Angel

and so she returns?

[demongirlcult]

A little age regression as a treat :)

[adampvrrish]

it's crazy that people can consume the same media yet come away with vastly different & wrong opinions. not me though because i'm always right

[roc-ette]

Solange Knowles for Document Journal

[miamaimania]

“Through Beaded Veils” by Marcin Górski

[demongirlcult]

Im gonna start eating dirt

[demongirlcult]

I still have to wipe the stink of the midwest on my dreams. It doesn’t matter if I walk very far away there has to be a cloying sense of dread attached to the dream that you can only find in good Michigan soil. If I did not work for it, if I did not strive for it, if it only ever glittered I would not desire it. I crave the six months of dark desolate isolation, and the warmth and smell of the candle you burn on Thursday night because you cannot leave the house so you are stuck inside with all the things you love. The sun should beat me to nearby trees, the beach should be beautiful and rocky. My fashion should be out-of-date staples and I should be singing.

[princncess2]

knuckle tattoos that say OKAY YAY❤️

[kaalbela]

Wallpapers by William Morris

[demongirlcult]

I want the sun to come back. I miss having all my windows open

[389]

by Alessandro Comotti

[baggy-holmes]

[evilrashida]

[demongirlcult]

Omg some people are dumb. Some people are the dumbest people Ive ever known.

[demongirlcult]

Having dissociation as a main ? Coping mechanism is bad! Just bad! The amount of things Ive forgotten? And the way that forgetting them has directly harmed me? Dissociation, avoidance, rewriting a plan, perfectionism? They stink all over most decisions I have made for a decade. In a lot of ways I am so grateful I have survived, so thankful as well. But I am so sad about the things I forced myself to endure for others. The things I allowed people to take away from me, letting fear keep me in bad relationships and situations. I feel in a lot of ways a lot of it is on me! I forgot or forgave or rewrote certain situations out of fear of ending up alone? Or fear someone would die. Ignoring GUT feelings about things. Its just almost? Embarrassing? I think that is the glory of aging ? I can look back and see that I have grown! But oh my god the things that you do set precedent for every next step. Whats next now that I know all of this?

[demongirlcult]

Hooooe bad would ir be to actually run away for my birthday this year

[demongirlcult]

I would pay someone $400 to come lay in my bed

[demongirlcult]

A big part of being alive is knowing if I was on drag race RuPauls critique for me would be that I was too afraid to look ugly….