F A L L ; ♡

When I am dying, lean over me tenderly, softly, Stoop, as the yellow roses droop in the wind from the South. So I may, when I wake, if there be an Awakening, Keep, what lulled me to sleep, the touch of your lips on my mouth.  Sideblog rp blog for Kama from FGO. 

[depravitylove]

Status: Low activity. See 'About Mun' for details.

Important links: 「 Rules 」|| TBA

IDs/Usernames for games are as follows:

Alchemy Stars: 184665010

Honkai Impact 3rd: 103731778

Genshin Impact: 613098372

Granblue Fantasy: 33659917

Grimlight: Aibreann / ID: 1180288648055236

Tears of Themis:  201197572

Tensura: 379095785315853

If you are a personal/non-roleplaying blog:

Please do not reblog my posts. An exception to this rule is photosets. If not followed, you will be blocked on sight. Thank you.

Mobile rules:

General info

Due to my life being hectic, there is a chance that Kama might be moved back to my multi. If that happens, I’ll make an announcement and move threads over to that blog before I continue them. Please keep this in mind!

No godmodding, heavy metagaming, and so on. Normal rpc etiquette that we all post in our rules apply here.

Highly selective and private – I only rp with mutuals. HOWEVER: ask box and IMs are open to all.

Open to OCs and crossovers!

Verses

Verses will have a general tag. Please block the tag itself if you’re uncomfortable with seeing content relating to that series. Specific subverses will have their own tag.

Triggers

I tag all the common ones with “ Trigger//.”  However, if you have a specific thing you need tagged, and it’s in your rules, I’ll go ahead and use that! I also have the right to not tag anything.

This blog has mentions of war, blood, violence, sex, and other NSFW content.

While I do not stray from harder kinks and more taboo subjects for threads, I do have a separate blog for those kinds of subjects. I’ll only share it with you if I’m comfortable with you, and I’ve moved the thread/ask over there.

Shipping

Speaking of: While I do write some unhealthy and otherwise taboo ships, that does not reflect on my morally, as there are some canon characters I write that have certain themes attached to them as a part of their character. Reality does not equal fantasy/fiction. They will be tagged with a trigger tag and their ship tag so you can block them. I will never force these onto you unless you’re comfortable with the subject and we discuss it beforehand. I’m not an asshole.

I am not your rp booty call. I like to build chemistry before we dive into shipping. I also would like to have a fair amount of OOC interaction as well. The exception to this rule is muses like Rosa, or any otome game members. I would still like for us to plot things out, as my muses will not instantly click with others.

Polyshipping is accepted on this blog! All parties must be OK with it

Though I’m duplicate friendly and multi-ship, I’m usually ship-exclusive. At most, I’ll accept two different versions of a character - AKA two different blogs - to ship with.

Icons and PSDs

Most icon art is taken from official sources. Some icons are taken from doujins and MMDs. I do not claim credit for the artwork or models used.

My icons were commissioned by serphaholic. Please do not take them without her permission!

I own the PSD used. Please don’t take or copy it.

Threads

Can do anything from one-liners to novella. I have a habit of dropping threads if I have no interest after a while. If after a month you’re waiting on a reply, please nudge me! We can discuss where to go or if we want to drop it for now.

Smut threads will be written under a readmore and tagged. 18+ for those threads.

Mun info

Hello! I’m Carrie; 28 and a very tired person. Any pronouns are OK. Give me coffee or give me death at this rate. But anyway, I work a full-time job for a manufacturing company, as well as a part-time student. Activity will be all over the place due to this. The best place to catch me is on Discord! It’s always open for those who ask. If you can’t find me here, you can go over to pseudomonacarriea and find me there!

[depravitylove]

Moving back to Multi!

I think we all saw this coming, but I’ve decided after thinking for a few days to move Kama back to my multi. I’ll keep this side-blog up for when I think I can handle juggling more than one blog. But with life so busy between work and school, I think this is for the best.

You can find her at  @pseudomonacarriea​! All threads will be moved back there, and this will be put in the queue for a few days. Thank you!!!

[depravitylove]

Moving back to Multi!

I think we all saw this coming, but I’ve decided after thinking for a few days to move Kama back to my multi. I’ll keep this side-blog up for when I think I can handle juggling more than one blog. But with life so busy between work and school, I think this is for the best.

You can find her at  @pseudomonacarriea​! All threads will be moved back there, and this will be put in the queue for a few days. Thank you!!!

[depravitylove]

Moving back to Multi!

I think we all saw this coming, but I’ve decided after thinking for a few days to move Kama back to my multi. I’ll keep this side-blog up for when I think I can handle juggling more than one blog. But with life so busy between work and school, I think this is for the best.

You can find her at  @pseudomonacarriea​! All threads will be moved back there, and this will be put in the queue for a few days. Thank you!!!

[depravitylove]

Moving back to Multi!

I think we all saw this coming, but I’ve decided after thinking for a few days to move Kama back to my multi. I’ll keep this side-blog up for when I think I can handle juggling more than one blog. But with life so busy between work and school, I think this is for the best.

You can find her at  @pseudomonacarriea​! All threads will be moved back there, and this will be put in the queue for a few days. Thank you!!!

[depravitylove]

Moving back to Multi!

I think we all saw this coming, but I’ve decided after thinking for a few days to move Kama back to my multi. I’ll keep this side-blog up for when I think I can handle juggling more than one blog. But with life so busy between work and school, I think this is for the best.

You can find her at  @pseudomonacarriea​! All threads will be moved back there, and this will be put in the queue for a few days. Thank you!!!

[yuumei-art]

Star Fruit: Taste the Galaxy~ ⭐🌟✨

[memekinking]

Inbox me; "Kinky..." and I'll generate a number between 1 - 70.

VERY NSFW!! 18+ ONLY!!

Keep reading

[depravitylove]

“It’s quiet. That’s never a good thing.”

[depravitylove]

“My head feels …. weird again … ”

Tessa's voice was faint as a haze continued to cloud her mind, leaving her unable to string thoughts together in a coherent fashion as she struggles to recall why she's in this position past the pleasure threatening to swallow her whole. All she knows is Kama's on top of her and leaving her fit to burst as she struggles to breathe through the waves of bliss making her body tremble.

"Ka--ma--"

Fate Grand Order - Ooku Event Sentence Starters Part 3 -- Accepting! -- @ardensfides

The scent of lotus and sandalwood, mixed with orange blossom consumes most of the room. It was meant to keep her Master asleep for a while longer. Looking down into cloudy blues she halted her ministrations, leaving her finger halfway inside of her hole. It's the furthest she's been able to get it in.

"Go back to sleep, Master."

The soft tone of her voice tried to soothe her as she applied mental pressure. Much like she had done before, she planned to knock her out if this didn't work. Internally she was grimacing, trying to be patient this time around.

Why'd you have to wake up now? Just sleep and let me lull you into a pleasant dream for once.

[musingsfromalily]

Fate Grand Order - Ooku Event Sentence Starters Part 3

Some may be suggestive/NSFW, keep it in mind. Remember to specify muse(s) for multimuses, and feel free to change any wording as needed!

“Now come, pour your heart out to me..”

“I know you’re not even close to cured. You’ve just been desperately trying to fight it all this time, haven’t you?”

“Here, I’ll show you what real love and desire are.”

“IS. THAT. CLEAR?!”

“I’m sorry! I’m sorry, ___! It was just a passing flight of fancy!”

“Hey, wait! Can you actually hit him?!”

“Are you freaking KIDDING ME with this crap?”

“I can’t say I saw that coming.”

“So instead, I think I will do everything in my not so inconsiderate power to slow you down.”

“I knew it. You and I are fundamentally incompatible!”

“Oh, before you go, let me give you one last piece of advice.”

“I’ll always be there if you think of me, and gone if you don’t. That is simply what I am.”

“I’m sure humanity would be better off if you cut ties with me here, but, oh well…”

“I am in your debt.”

“Fine, fine. I get it. It’s not like I’m new to the whole being hated thing.”

“But you know what? It doesn’t matter how you feel about me.”

“Because there is nothing so delicious to me as the moment someone hits true rock bottom.”

“We have no interest in anything you have to say. …Die.”

“Now, now, I think you’ll want to hear this. It concerns one of your friends, after all.”

“But…I’m the only one who really loves her. That means I’m the only who can actually save her.”

“I…What have I done…!”

“Whatever happened in the past does not matter now.”

“That’s right. Who cares about the past?”

“Actually, you don’t have a choice.”

“I wanted you to find it.”

“My head feels….weird again…”

“My name is….”

“I keep trying to explain, but you morons just can’t seem to get it.”

“Honestly, I don’t think you all can afford to think about fighting back anymore.”

“I’m still giving you oxygen out of the goodness of my heart….for now.”

‘That’s just a simple application of logic.”

“Don’t worry, I won’t let you die. I just want to break your spirit.”

“Ahhh, who knows what will happen to your tiny human mind after you’ve been left alone in a space like that?”

“I don’t know how long you’ll last. It could be days, hours, or only minutes…”

“I can’t even tell what’s happening to me…”

“Wait. Is it getting brighter over there?”

“What is that light?”

“Did…Did __ just make a joke?”

“You may not be aware of it, but you actually owe me a favor.”

“Now wait just a damn minute. I didn’t plan for this.”

“There is more to live than simple indulgence.”

“I just made a little mistake!”

“I just got scared and tried to run away!”

“I always end up the victim!”

“Aagh, this is the worst!”

“Please! I don’t want it to end like this…!”

“…True. It does feel good to love. Especially when the ones you love are clearly weak and in need of protection.”

“Loving helpless people makes you feel needed. It makes you feel like you matter.”

“it can be terribly frightening to put an end to that.”

“I’m the one who should be thanking you.”

“Not to worry. I always take every precaution when viewing something dangerous.”

“Don’t blame me. Blame the law of conservation of energy.”

“Shut up. No, forget shutting up. Piss off and don’t come back.”

“You gain nothing by messing with me now.”

“Your existence is one of giving, mine is one of taking.”

“We’re diametrically opposed enemies who can scarcely stand to look at each other.”

“…Is that so?”

“Well thank goodness you and I would both sooner die than work together.”

“…So to what do I owe the hellish discomfort of your company?”

“What have I done to deserve such a hateful glare?”

“I suppose I had better make this quick.”

“What’d you just do to me?!”

“You’re really going to make me say it, when you already know just as well as I do? You are a nasty one, aren’t you?”

“Once you become accustomed to it, even pain can become pleasure.”

“Consider it a punishment of sorts.”

“…Ouch. I’ll admit, you’ve got me there.”

“I can’t argue with that.”

“Basically, I just need to watch over that, right? What could be easier?”

[depravitylove]

One day I’ll write Kama in a Holy Grail war

but that’s gonna be terrifying at the same time.

[the-dynamics-of-an-asteroid]

Kama Interlude is the best and she does all this because we were on the verge of a breakdown cause of lack of rest.

She’s trying to figure out why she cares so much about someone who’s just supposed to be her plaything. Guess gods of love are blind to love a lot xD

[depravitylove]

“You must still be hiding one more trick.”

Fate Grand Order - Ooku Event Sentence Starters Part 2 -- Accepting! -- @digitalfcte

"How much of an idiot are you trying to be? Are you even listening to me when I've been at the doors before you continue on? It's not cool to waste my time, y'know. But for you, I suppose I can repeat it."

Her patience was running thin, biting back her tongue as she shakes her head. Maybe if she said it slower, she'd catch on.

"I'm. Not. Hiding. Anything."

[depravitylove]

@ardensfides: MOVED FROM MAIN BLOG. Fate Grand Order - Ooku Event Sentence Starters Part 1 -- Accepting!

“There shouldn’t have been anyone else left …. ”

They are words mumbled by Tessa as she finds herself tied to one of the walls in the Ooku, a trap she hadn't expected to walk in on while separated from the others. She had prided herself in being careful, but even so: This place was a labyrinth, and more than that; It behaved in a way that defied all logic. This room had been empty by all standards of the term when she had entered, and yet when she had moved to leave--Behind her were countless Kamas who pulled her back in without an ounce of mercy, before binding her to the wall to prevent escape.

I won't ... give in ....

Trembling as practiced hands travel across her clothed body, regret filling her for having worn tailored clothing that fit her form--Tessa bit into her lower lip each time her fingers trailed across her binder through the barriers of fabric, or teased dipping between her thighs. The woman's cheeks flushed as she felt her pulse pick up despite herself from these gentle touches.

"Let .... me go ... What are you up to now--?"

To think that it would be that easy to catch the esteemed Master of Chaleda, but then again, she was accounting for everything. The most simple of misdirection. The hardest of people to break apart from their little group. With the Assassin and Caster by her aside, not to mention everyone else, can you blame her for getting creative? 

All humans have temptations that they can’t resist.

The ‘main’ Kama lets a soft giggle come to her lips as she leans over in front of Tessa, letting her clones do all of the work. Seeing her already turn red from this? Oh, she was going to have fun with the Master.

“I wouldn’t worry about that now, Tessa. I told you at the start what my plan was. Are you that defiant to think I have some kind of ulterior motive? I don’t. I’ll say it again just in case. I want you to fall into depravity, and I plan on doing whatever it takes to get you there.

“Even if it means I have to take part or enjoy someone else assisting.”

[depravitylove]

@ardensfides​:  MOVED FROM MAIN BLOG. Fate Grand Order - Ooku Event Sentence Starters Part 2 -- Accepting!

“I’ll--still make sure you’re all filled up.”

Tesla just barely manages to breathe the words out, struggling not to moan as the Servant continues to bounce herself on his throbbing shaft. His fingers were digging into Kama's hips, at times dragging nails down her supple thighs without meaning to as he inhales sharply--Even after all he's been asking her--!

"So--Stop--moving like that--!"

Occasionally her movement would stop, bringing her hips as far down his cock as she could. The pauses weren’t only happening to give her a break -- as if she needed one. She was taking in the sight of him trying so hard to not let a sound out. Not like her; Labored breaths and moans could be heard among the squeaks of the bed, matched with flushed skin.

“You don’t have to hold back, Master. You might have to make me stop.”

Starting to move her hips once again, she picks up her pace. The sound of slick tension that intermingles with the creaks and moans from the Servant is enough to give possible voyeurs an auditory show. Kama doesn’t hold back her sounds either. Not when she can feel him twitch against her walls, pressing right against her cervix with each bounce of her hips. Feeling his nails drag into her skin she feels a shudder run through her body. Her walls, in turn, tighten just that much more.

“Fill me up until-- haaah-- you’re satisfied with me. Isn’t this wha, what you want?”

[depravitylove]

Tesla:

Hopefully she’ll give up for that, but in hindsight: That was more than likely just terribly wishful thinking. As if to add emphasis on that fact, he yelps a little as he cheeks tint with red feeling her arms wind around his neck. 

“Hey–!”

Mother of god, her scent… Lotus, sandalwood….

Vaguely, he remembers reading somewhere that men have a stronger sense of smell than their better halves–And he’s really hating that he has that here and now. Or perhaps it’s also the phantasmal beast blood that pumps in his veins? Tesla wasn’t one for melodrama, but today in particular feels like a day where everything and anything in the universe is working against him.

Like the fact that her breasts are very warmly and softly pressing into his back, body heat seeping through his blazer.

My head’s getting light and my pants are….I really need to get away.

“Stop calling me that, just Tesla will suffice. Second of all, I…I-I really need to get going–”

Why was there always resistance from him? She can see his desires -- and as deathly vanilla as they were -- it felt like pulling teeth. No matter what she found in his heart for his desire of the day, it was always so boring. Too boring, taken out of a book he was so invested in without getting to the good parts!

No matter. She’ll break him down slowly if that’s what it’ll take.

She knew that she was ebbing away at his hold today. Ruby hues look down, the smirk curling on her face as she draws the Master closer. Her fingers slowly move down his chest. Her nails press into the fabric, giving no care should it tear. If he really was in need of something important, he wouldn't fluster like this -- would he?

-- Does it play into one of his kinks or something when I call him that? Considering what I keep seeing, I don't doubt he'd be into that. Most guys like this like that.

"You're my Master now, so it's only right for me to call you it. Where are you off to in such a rush? You said today was my day."