Eva [she/her]

18, edblr, @evar3x1a on twt

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I used to dream about you, and now you're the reason I can't sleep.

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fuck being gaslit have you ever had someone saying things abt you that are blatantly untrue and you can't fight back because it proves them 'right'?

That is one of the worst feelings in the world.

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better luck next time, tories.

best wishes, from an American

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love you too, mother dearest </3

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now, for the sequel:

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'Using small utensils is a sign of being neurodivergent you know'

nah bro i was told using small plates/bowls was good for dieting when i was like 7 and using the small utensils made it feel more regular-sized because they were proportional

i really tried gaslighting myself into thinking my food wasn't being restricted- i'm dead /j

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'Nobody chooses to have an ED'

No. I chose to restrict my intake because i knew i would be able to control it. I would just stop when i got skinny. I chose this life, and i continue to choose it day after day. It would be incredibly naive to say i'm not the only one.

yes, there is something wrong with me. I know that. Don't try to convince me I'm not a part of the problem.

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I really went from the friend you'd hang out with every weekend to the friend you see at new years and birthdays if you're lucky

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As an american that knows fuck all about the UK government, its been quite entertaining to finally be a spectator to a government collapse rather than being the subject.

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i can't memorize the trigonometric ratios but i can remember how many calories were in my food two years ago

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A list of foods that help me with weight loss!

none

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ED btches say they want that gamer girl aesthetic when they really just want hipbones that feel like xbox controllers

(its me. i'm bitches)

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uncle nasty arg?

slimecicle, Tommy, wilbur, and the devil reincarnated.

what could go wrong?

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