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Get broken up with after 5 years and stop eating as a result of it 💰
(It was fair for him to break up tho can’t blame him)

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How to save money
Get broken up with after 5 years and stop eating as a result of it 💰
(It was fair for him to break up tho can’t blame him)
‘I’m fine’ I say while not stopping to look both ways before crossing the road
‘I’m fine’ I say while I think about how many days I can go without eating without it being suspicious
‘I’m fine’ I say while my mom is raging about how lazy I am and that my birthday is cancelled
‘I’m fine’ I say while drinking on painkillers because I simply don’t care anymore
‘I’m fine’ I say as little red lines decorate my body
‘She said she was fine’ they say never looking closer until it is too late
Apparently it’s ok for my mom to put away my stuff without me knowing and storing it in the basement where she knows I can’t go to, so I’ll do the same from now on. Let’s see how long it takes for her to be pissed about it. But she said herself that parents can’t do things and expect their kids to not do the same 🙃
We had to write poems in school and now I don’t know if my teacher is impressed or traumatized
Why do people always think I’m deaf or something and won’t hear it when they talk bad about me? I don’t even know them at all they were some strangers at the god damn bus stop. Yeah I’m wearing a leggings no I don’t want attention it’s just the only I have to wear without freezing to fucking death.
I just failed my French exam. And the English exam yesterday wasn’t that good either … and I’ll probably get a bad grade in sports too. Sometimes I really ask myself why I’m still trying to stay in school I’m too dumb anyways. I studied so fucking long for French just to fail. I hate myself for trying and not succeeding and I hate myself for not trying at all. Where’s the point to do either one of these if in the end I still hate myself anyway
Ok I relapsed. Kinda. It’s only very small cuts in a really small area cause I only had small bandages and I needed them to fit under them. There’s a bit less pressure but it’s not gone. The pain is feeling kinda good
They shared everything
They shared everything. And I mean EVERYTHING. Chapstick, clothes, jewelry, memories, things like that. But also food, the bottle, blades and pills. They shared the same mental instability, the same trauma and every single thought they had.
People said their friendship was toxic because they shared many bad things, but what they didn’t understood was that by sharing bad things they each only had half of the poison.
They understood that they won’t be able to stop anyways so it was better to each just take half of what destroyed them both. And while they knew what people thought, they knew the truth.
The truth that without each other they would be dead a long time ago.
They also shared a promise. A promise that if they make it to a specific age they would get help. And they tried everything to get the other one to that age.
They shared sleepless nights and hard days but they somehow made it. Until one day he couldn’t take it anymore. He couldn’t take it anymore and suddenly, she was alone.
He was so damn close to the promised age. But he’s gone now, and she’s alone. For the first time in forever she’s alone with no one to share anything. So she got to handle everything on her own.
But she survived. She endured many more awful things that she wished she could share and sometimes she looks up to the sky and tells him all about it but he can’t answer anymore.
Now soon she will become the promised age. She will have to get help on her own. She will have to live on.
But it’s hard. It’s so damn hard. And she just wants to see him again. She often thinks about also go before reaching their promised age. But she also wants to live to see and do all the things he couldn’t. To see and do everything for him, in his memory.
And she knows that’s what he would have wanted. He always wanted to see her happy.
But it’s hard to be happy when a half of you is dead…
I feel so fucking stupid. How did I go from the quiet, a bit weird but smart kid to the stupid bitch with anger issues who wants to die. Yeah I know mental illness can take a toll on your brain but I just can’t believe that it’s so bad that I just went from an straight A student to barely getting a D. I never had to study and still got A’s and now I study my fucking ass of and get a D is I’m lucky. I don’t wanna do this anymore.
I’m trying to not cut again, I’m really trying. I don’t want to disappoint my bf with it but I feel like I can’t fight against this pressure anymore. I can hear the blades calling to me and how they will help making the pain go away…
It’s so weird still being alive when you believed that you won’t make it past 15 or so. I’m turning 20 next year and it’s so fucking weird. I never planned to still be here I don’t know what to do with my life now.
The worst thing about a toxic relationship isn’t the trauma it’s the not being able to loose your learned habits when you enter a healthy relationship and seeing how this is slowly hurting your partner
Everytime I tell my mom I’m suicidal she only cares about how my room isn’t tidy or my grades are too bad… and she is really expecting me to say she’s a god mom when she asks me 🙃