My parents were never meant to be parents. They tried but ended up hurting me more than anything.
At the ripe age of 6 I'd pour my trauma into epic stories involving my LEGO characters. This continued until I was 12 and had to move, leaving my stories behind.
After that I began making OC's, weaving my trauma and heartbreak into their backstories. I also did the Sims, but everything I did in my save files were random shit.
And here I am now (not age dropping). Writing my own little scenarios with my trauma sprinkled into them for the internet. I have multiple drabbles I've written solely for myself I'll never post.
And now, I'm in the process of creating a screenplay with a main character who goes through the things I have.(and more, their ass gets traumatized lmaoo)
Storytelling isn't just a hobby of mine. It's not a skill. It's my comfort. My entire lifestyle. It always has been, and it always will be.
Toxic ex who thinks its funny to say they were never gonna leave me and then turns around and blocks me and tells his friends I'm a bad person's number
I never believe it when people tell me it but I guess I am too nice and understanding. Maybe this is why everyone likes to walk all over me.
Just found out my toxic ex used me for my body and when we couldn't see each other and do...y'know... he 'lost feelings' and immediately got with a girl closer to him.
Toxic ex who thinks its funny to say they were never gonna leave me and then turns around and blocks me and tells his friends I'm a bad person's number
i want to interact with more httyd blogs but i am TERRIFIED like ill get slimed out thrown against a wall and sold on ebay i do not even know, ts is so scary, shoutout to any of the httyd blogs ive interacted with somehow
Summary: Shell Shocked Pt.2. Viggos left captured in the dragon stables, when Snotlout and the twins decide to bother him with their shenanigans
Pls be nice to be I write this at 1am very eepy deprived
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Viggo watched as Hiccup and Astrid flew away on their dragons, leaving him captured in this cell like he was some sort of dragon.
The audacity that boy had... especially leaving him with the three imbeciles who were now approaching him.
"Well well well, if it isn't the V-man himself."
One of the twins greeted in an exaggerated intimidating voice.
Thor help him.
Viggo knew their names, but telling who was who was impossible. The small but pudgy boy beside them however, he did know. He stared at the twins, mentally willing them to disappear.
"...excuse you?"
"That's right,"
Tuffnut, pointing dramatically at him.
"We've got you right where we want you."
"Which is in a cage,"
Ruffnut added. Viggo glanced around the cell.
"I had noticed."
Snotlout snorted.
"Don't mind them. They're just trying to figure out how to make your defeat sound cool."
"I already have one,"
Ruffnut announced.
Tuffnut groaned.
"You can't use that one. It's stupid."
"Stupid?! It's better than some of the ones you had!"
Viggo just watched, confused. Snotlout leaned against the bars.
"You know, you should be glad Hiccup left."
Viggo raised an eyebrow.
"Should I?"
"Yeah. Otherwise you'd have to watch him lose at his favorite game."
"Game?"
Snotlout grinned.
"Everything."
Viggo stared at him, trying to mentally process what he could mean.
"Yes, it's true. Apparently our 'great and power leader' has a gambling addiction."
Snotlout said, pushing himself off of the bars. He stood as if he were about to announce heartbreaking news.
"I mean, it's obvious. I wouldn't be surprised if he's out there right now, gambling away the rest of our islands savings for some stupid trinket we don't even need."
Viggo raised a brow at Snotlout's explanation. Gambling? He didn't take Hiccup to be that sort of man. Though anything could happen.
"And I assume you have evidence of this?"
"Nope."
Snotlout replied, stroking his chin conspiratorially.
"Then why mention it?"
"There's no evidence to be needed! You can see it in his eyes. Behind those beady green eyes...gambling."
Snotlout exclaimed, gesturing to his own eyes as if they were Hiccup's.
"Ah. Of course."
Tuff and Ruff both let out a scoff at Snotlouts story.
"Gambling? Psh, please. The man's dying."
Ruffnut told Snotlout. Viggo's eyebrow twitched. Now what were these idiots babbling on about?
"Is he now?"
The twins immediately became serious, their expressions solemn.
"Unfortunately so..."
"His sickly pale complexion has never looked sicker..."
"Boy has death a-knockin' on his door. Except, y'know, Hiccup can't come to the door at that moment... but he's almost ready to answer that door!"
"Yeah... he's too busy dealing with some overly sophisticated man who has a weird obsession with him."
Viggo looked between them in disbelief. He almost scoffed at their description of him, though he wasn't impartial to the 'overly sophisticated' comment.
"You do realize I am right here."
"Exactly,"
Ruffnut said.
"Which means Hiccup is doomed,"
Tuffnut finished.
Viggo pinched the bridge of his nose.
"Dear Thor."
Tuffnut suddenly slapped a hand against the bars. Viggo didn't even flinch.
"But fear not, V-man! We have prepared some words for your inevitable defeat!"
"I was afraid you had."
The twin cleared his throat dramatically.
"Prepare yourself, Viggo! Because you're about to get... Vig-gone!"
A beat of silence. Viggo stared at him, unimpressed. Tuffnut kept a hopeful look on his face, expecting some sort of reaction.
"...Well?"
"That was terrible."
Tuffnuts shoulders slumped.
"Really?"
"Painfully."
Ruffnut shoved him aside.
"Step aside! Let me at 'im."
She turned toward Viggo with the confidence of someone about to deliver the greatest line in history.
"Well Viggo, looks like you've finally met your... Grim-Maker!"
Viggo blinked. Snotlout slapped a hand over his face, trying not to groan exasperatedly.
"That's not even a word, you mutton heads!"
"It is now!"
"No, it isn't!"
Viggo slowly looked toward the ceiling, silently wishing that his one legged rival had taken mercy on him and just left him at the abandoned base.
"Okay, okay," Tuffnut said. "Last one."
Viggo's eyes narrowed.
"Let me guess, another pun?"
"Don't worry. It's good."
"I've found you and I have very different opinions of 'good'."
The twin put a hand over their heart.
"Viggo, you've been defeated so badly that you're no longer Viggo. You're..."
A dramatic pause.
"...Vig-NO!"
The two twins burst into laughter.
Snotlout stared at them in disbelief. Viggo remained completely motionless, staring into space like he was regretting his life decisions. Perhaps he should have thought this plan out more.
He wanted to choke everyone in the room, himself included. Finally he sighed, glancing at the twins with a glare so deadly his brother would flinch.
"If I approve, will you leave me alone?"
The twins immediately stopped laughing.
"...Yes."
They both said at once, so in-sync it startled Viggo for a moment. He sighed in defeat.
"Fine. I approve."
"YES!"
"We gotta go tell Hiccup!"
"Yeah, so he can die with the coolest last words ever!"
They ran off, celebrating as though they'd just won a battle.
Snotlout followed them, shaking his head. But before he left he stopped, looking over at Viggo.
"Is this a form of torture for you? I hope it is."
Viggo sat in his cell with legs crossed, looking like he was one wrong comment away from killing someone.
"Oh, have you no idea Snotlout."
Viggo had never been a huge believer, but he silently praid to Odin, asking for patience to finish this mission without any unneeded casualties. Hiccup would pay for this.
...
He thought for a moment. Could the twins be right? The boy certainly looked worse for wear. A small smirk crossed his lips. Perhaps he wouldn't need to stab him in the back.
hair color - naturally dark brown but rn it’s somewhere between light brown with pink highlights with some bleached blonde highlights where pink has faded
favorite color - pink n teal
favorite drink - iced latte
one thing u love about urself - err umm my style
if u could be any animal what would u be - a cat (meow)
dream place to visit - tokyo
what’s one thing ur looking forward to rn - going to a trip to an island (driving rnn)
ur biggest dream - getting a job i actually love and living a life i love
songs that are permanently on ur repeat - idkk lwk nothing bcz i get bored if songs really quickly
Hair colour: it’s naturally brunette (I’m a natural bwunette). But I currently have blonde and pink highlights (Omg @coraxoxo were twinning)
Favourite colour: pink and light blue
Favourite drink: vanilla iced coffee or cherry coke
One think I love about myself: how I smell- which sounds weird but it’s bc I put a lot of effort into it haha
Animal: an octopus- they’re my favourite and I love them sm. or a deer bc they’re cute
Dream place to visit: Paris or Rome
One thing I’m looking forward to right now: seeing my best friend (I haven’t since November 😔😔), getting my diploma results, college, seeing my boyfriend (he’s been gone for a month?!:()
My biggest dream: becoming a fashion designer, getting married and living in a beautiful house, not having to worry about money or anything like that
Songs on repeat: Cherry- Lana del Rey, heaven can wait- Micheal Jackson, only angel- harry styles, me brownstone- gnr, cracked actor- David Bowie, fishtail- Lana del Rey
one think i luv abt myself - idk ahhh my fashion sense? or my resilience maybe? or wanting to be kind to people?
animal - cat
dream place to visit - would loveeee to go to paris again buttt really want to visit america and see new york and la
looking forward to - nothing atm lol
biggest dream - travel, buy dream wardrobe, move farrr away, date a rockstar, have fun, make new friends, see lots of live music, (be my gw again lol), be happy
song on repeat - ahhh changes a LOT but atm, cry cigarettes after sex, to live is to die metallica, have a cigar pink floyd, enjoy the silence dépêche mode, forty six & 2 tool anddd tumblr girls (wayy more but can’t be bothered writing)
hair color: brown hair with hot pink highlights! favorite color: yellow and baby pink. fav drink: diet coke or pink monster. one thing i love abt myself: my lashes. if i could be any animal: a deer or a fox. dream place to visit: Florida so i can finally meet my big sister <33. what are you looking forward to right now: im going to montreal for my birthday and im soooo excited!! biggest dream: fall in love and make a tv show!! song permanently on repeat lately: aint in la by adela, knock knock by mac miller, legacy by piky/ all of pixy's music!!
one thing I like about myself: my ability to love so deeply.
if I could be any animal: either a wolf or a black cat.
dream place to visit: Canada!!! (iykyk) <333.
what are you looking forward to right now: getting to sleep in over the weekend lollll.
biggest dream: to make a difference in the world and to fall in love.
songs on repeat lately: pork soda by glass animals, ugly and rotten by mckenna grace, malcom in the middle by malcom todd, hanging out to dry by florence road.
