pick me. choose me. love me.

lypophrenia

[ashstfu]

i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

[astenik]

[kurmez]

[teardroops-world-deactivated202]

[av0id-reality]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[the-suicide-effect]

"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[late-for-the-sky]

Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Note to self

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[guitarplayermrs]

[the-suicide-effect]