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Autumn journal writing

delhux

If you dont care about me please dont ever pretend you do

Can we start over? Can we ask each other what our last names are again? Can we talk to each to each other and hear each other's voices for the first time again? Can we fall asleep after countless hours on the phone, abusing the new friendship, again? Can we tell each other how much we love each other and how we'll always be there for each other again? Can we laugh together again? Can we meet for the first time again? Can I have a second chance? Can I try to make it right? Can I tell you that I didn't mean it when I said I hated you because how could I ever hate you when I love you so much. Can we please start over? Because I don't know how to live without my best friend

3:35 am

That's the thing, sure heartbreak from a break up hurts like hell, but it usually passes, and you meet someone new that usually will make you forget about them, you never thought it'd last forever anyways. It's so different with friendships, loosing my best friend is the most pain I've ever felt with because they were your best friend and how can someone replace that? How can you trust someone else as much as you trusted your best friend? How can I trust anyone again when the one person I knew would always be there fucking left me all alone? You were the light at the end of my tunnel and now everything is dark. I can't see hear your name without my throat tightening up and I can't see a picture of you without having the tears fall. I miss you."

My broken heart

They keep telling me that 16 is too young to know what real love is and maybe they're right but I don't know how else to explain the pain in my chest and the sinking feeling in my stomach when you tell me you're depressed and in pain or the way my heart sings when you're happy, even if it's with someone else.

My heart

ozdraviti

I was always told home was a place, you grew up there, you lived there, you were safe there. Then I started falling in love with you, and home wasn’t a place, home became a person; home became you.

- excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via ozdraviti)

I was watching him play his guitar and my mother leaned over and whispered in my ear "you're looking at him like he puts the stars in the sky" that's when I knew I was in love.

and I thought I was going to get my heart broke

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I hope that one day you'll look at the sky and remember the blue of my eyes or it'll start raining and you'll remember me telling you how much I loved the rain, and I hope when you remember me that you feel a pain in your chest and think about how you just threw me away. And by the time you finally remember me and start to miss me I'll have forgotten all about you and the way you left when you promised you never would.

1:08 am