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I did a thing

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scytho

I hate me and I wish I could break something, preferably myself because I have this urge to scream and tear my eyes out and it doesn’t stop

It’s getting worse and worse and worse and worse. How does it always get worse? At this point I just want to hit rock bottom because then I know that it doesn’t get worse. Thoughts racing. The blade looks so soft and welcoming compared to my mind. They are too much. They make me feel sick. My body makes me feel sick. How can someone be this disgustingly ugly? Thoughts racing. My guts hurt because at this point I got used to the emotional pain. It is still there of course. Like someone stabbed a dagger into my stomach and is now slowly twisting it. Thoughts racing. Why am I such a failure? So horrible and pathetic. Not good at anything. Never good enough. No wonder hardly anyone wants to spend time with me. I wouldn’t want to spend time with me. Thoughts racing. Racing and never stopping. When does it stop? Please make it stop...

anywigwilldo

Reblog, click the picture, and prepare for battle.

vikingserket

after a while i became convinced that the words were mocking me

whisperrun-blog

Nothing happened.

I WAS PROMISED A BATTLE

*throws down gauntlet*

Edit: Went back. This is the best thing to happen to my dashboard ever.

whisperrun-blog

Reblogging again because my followers need to see this. To be clear, rebog, go to your actual blog, then click the picture.

penandpage

dark-ayyyyy-blog

aight

sunbeamrobin-deactivated2018073

OH MY GOD I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT

thornsword

DO IT

20053

WOW IT REALLY IS SOMETHING FREAKING GOOD PLEASE CHECK IT OUT

warp6

Okay, if this is a rickroll I swear to…

warp6

1) It was not a rickroll

2) It was super awesome!

3) No jumpscare or anything designed to freak you out, so doesn’t need an unreality warning (YMMV, of course).

captacorn-deactivated20230731

Suspicious but curious. Curiosity wins!

agenderraskel-deactivated202303

attention all writers following me- try this or you will lament.

viperbranium

EVERYONE TRY THIS (you gotta go to your on blog to click on it!)

boopifer

OK THIS IS THE COOLEST

dailyssaudoodles

Hmmmm

billtherock45-deactivated202501

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i really didnt expect it to actually work?? but it did??

thegoodvybe

my0wn-hell

It’s insane how happy I look on my Instagram and how sad I seem on my tumblr

what depression really is like for me: its me crying for no reason while scrolling through instagram. it’s me wearing the same outfit for a week straight because i can’t concentrate on putting a different outfit together. it’s me waiting till someone leaves my room so i can cry. it’s me at school isolating myself because i keep telling myself no one cares about me. it’s me not caring for the future i may have. it’s me not texting friends back. it’s me not speaking for hour on end because i feel to empty. it’s me not cleaning my room in a month. it’s me wanting to straighten my hair and thinking about burning myself. it’s me washing up from dinner only to pick up a knife imagining slitting my wrists. it’s me scream internally while sitting next to someone wanting to tell them how bad, how sad, how lonely i am, wanting to tell them that i’m not okay and i think about my own death way too much. but instead i just stay quiet.

Do you ever have those moments where everything you have to say won’t come out because you just don’t have it in you to even open your mouth?