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You're beautiful and have an amazing blog <3

I'm not beautiful. But i'm glad you like the blog. :)

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you have an awesome blog

Oh thank you 

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somebody please distract me ask me anything or message me some random questions or anyyyttthiing please

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i'm sorry my queue is empty and i am not able to make your confessions rn

i got like 2hours of sleep tonight because, you know, it's hard to sleep when you're crying. :/ everything is shit

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how much do i have to cut to feel numb? i just don't want to feel the feelings i'm feeling right now. i want to be numb but cutting doesn't help anymore. idk what to do. it makes me feel like it's the right time to end it all.  or maybe i should check myself into psychiatric hospital. can't decide. 

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ok personal rant time again.  today was horrible. i had to spend my day out and i hated it. also me and my boyfriend broke up. all of my friends are so happy to hear that but noone cares if i'm happy. and no, i am definitely not happy about it. my best friend said something like "oh we should throw a party for that" ummm no i do not want to celebrate that. -.- and my other friend said something like "oh you'll find another boy who atleast has a better style!" um... what the fuck seriously. i just want to cry.

btw the inbox is now closed!!! i'll open it again when it's empty. 

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i just told my friend that i hate going out during the day because of my anxiety (and today, i have to stay out until 9:30pm and this is terrifying) and she laughed. i'm so triggered now. fml  btw i'll start making confessions again when i come home and then i'll close the inbox. 

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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send me your confessions!

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ok i just need to vent somewhere so sorry if this is annoying or sth but i really don't have any other place to do so, so yeah idek where to start. my day has been horrible. i took a bath today, and i just wanted to cry. all these cuts and scars on my body.. they're horrible. i wish i could just erase them. i disgust myself. also i didn't really get much sleep last night (idk why) so i was a bit grumpier than usual anyway. i was supposed to go to the mall with my best friend today but she forgot. she always forgets me. it makes me feel like i'm not good enough. also my boyfriend is still ignoring me. i miss him. i feel so stupid for being so paranoid about him not talking to me for a week but there's nothing i can do. i feel like i pushed him away because the past 2-3 weeks have not been great for me and i've been kind of bitchy to him. maybe it's just because i hate myself so much and i don't want anyone to get close to me so i end up being a bitch. idk what this is but this is ruining my relationship. idk what to do. i just need a bottle of vodka or rum. or both.  btw i'll start making confessions again tomorrow. i have about 80 confessions in my inbox so i'll probably close the inbox tomorrow until i make all the confessions.