a mortal's ode to the moon.

laurie — 25↑ — he/they — mdni.

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noticeboard !!

i dream of you in fractured ways,  in hollow nights and haunted days. — nixscriptum.

laurie. 𑣲 he/they. 𑣲 mid-twenties. 𑣲 yumejin. 𑣲 just here to daydream abt my yumeships, write for fandoms im interested in, ramble abt my oc's, & be poetic.

suggestions are open! — i don't take requests because i tend to get anxious over them. but i'd love to know your own thoughts, rambles, dreams, etc. about your favorite characters. mayhaps, they'll inspire me to write about it! little secret: sending songs/lyrics, poetry pieces, etc. + character will definitely give me more initiative to write hehe

do not interact. minors, ageless blogs, blank blogs, right-wings, terfs, overly religious people. i can't stop y'all from liking and reblogging, but i do check the blogs that send me asks off anon.

𑣲 masterlist. 𑣲 yumeships. 𑣲 tags. 𑣲

i love you —   one more time,   i love you —  the words go thin with wear,  but you are everything,  and even emptiness finds meaning when you're there. — nixscriptum.

𑣲 desiore © 2025. 𑣲 do NOT repost, plagiarize, translate, or feed into ai. 𑣲

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okay, blog has been Organized (somewhat) so time to work on coding things for my roleplays 🧍‍♂️ (don't tell my friend that i decided on working on this blog rather than working on the code)

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tags !!

general tags.

✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑳𝑫𝑳𝒀. dossier. ⌟ // posts about blog. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑳𝑫𝑳𝒀. a letter for you. ⌟ // my musings. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑳𝑫𝑳𝒀. you got mail. ⌟ // overall asks. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑳𝑫𝑳𝒀. sender . . . anon. ⌟ // anon asks. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑳𝑫𝑳𝒀. sender . . . username. ⌟ // non-anon asks.

writing tags.

✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝒀. in its entirety. ⌟ // all of my writings. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝒀. boku no hero academia. ⌟ // bnha pieces. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝒀. genshin impact. ⌟ // gnshn pieces. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝒀. haikyuu. ⌟ // hq pieces. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝒀. honkai: star rail. ⌟ // hsr pieces. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝒀. love and deepspace. ⌟ // lads pieces.

should i start writing for other fandoms, it'll follow this format. please note i don't tag individual characters like this. i simply do "chara name x reader".

yume tags.

rather than writing out every tag for specific medias and characters, here's the format i use.

✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑼𝑵𝑰𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑬. media name. ⌟ // the media the character comes from. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name. ⌟ // general tag for character. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name . . . 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒚. ⌟ // meta posts for the character. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name . . . 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔. ⌟ // my musings about/for the character. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name . . . 𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒕𝒔. ⌟ // my writings for the character. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name . . . 𝒂𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔. ⌟ // my edits for the characters. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name . . . 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕. ⌟ // canon content, include edits containing material from the original media. ✧ ⸻ ⧽ ❛ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹. chara name . . . 𝒇𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕. ⌟ // fanart, fanfics, etc.

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masterlist !!

it's been so long since i last made a masterlist so bear with me if you continuously see me rearranging the format :) works are listed from from most recent to oldest.

boku no hero academia.

— tba.

genshin impact.

— tba.

haikyuu.

— tba.

honkai: star rail.

— tba.

love and deepspace.

— pass me it. // zayne. — sliding your card to him. // sylus. — so cliche ! // multi (og5). — little fishie kisses. // rafayel.

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gm beloveds! it's actually 3pm cause i went back to sleep after waking up at 9 🧍‍♂️so good afternoon from me to yoooou

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pass me it.

content warning / notes . . . smoking, caleb mentioned as your brother

smoker!zayne you will never be canon but good gods you'd be hot if you were

“that'll kill you.” your voice pipes up, causing zayne to lean further against the wall. he slowly looks up, blowing the smoke out through the corner of his mouth as to not give you secondhand smoke. the lit stick still burns in between zayne's pointer and middle fingers.

“linkon city has advanced enough to help.” that's a lie. you can't fault him for trying to get you to laugh, though.

you simply hum and leaned back against the wall beside him. “pass me it.” you roll your eyes when zayne's shocked expression snap towards you, a teasing smile on your face. “go on. i won’t tell caleb you gave his baby sibling a smoke.” you part your lips, tilting your head up.

zayne chuckles, expertly maneuvering the cigarette so the filter sits comfortably between your lips. he keeps a hold on it, green eyes heavy lidded yet connected with yours. he watches, tongue pressed against the corner of his mouth, as you take a deep breath before promptly having a coughing fit. he shakes with his laughter.

“asshole,” you utter around your coughs. “could have warned me."

"and this is why you should never smoke," zayne says as he hypocritically places the cigarette in between his lips so he can gently pat and rub your back. "deep breaths, love." the pet name is ignored as it always is.

you look at him with sad, pathetic eyes as you hack up a lung and zayne has to hold back his laughter. he finally extinguishes the cigarette after one last drag, smothering the flame by pressing it against the wall. he pockets the bud, all the while gently rubbing your back as you regain your breath. "there you go, darling."

you swear you're never smoking again, but if this is the outcome? zayne's smooth voice coaching you as his large hand touches your body? then perhaps you'll try once more.

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daydreaming about a cliche rofan au for lads and like i think that just shows that i'm reading manhwa again (FINALLY rereading and catching up on i shall master this family) 😭

liiiike

emperor sylus / grand duke of the north zayne / crown prince from a far off kingdom rafayel / master of the mage's tower xavier / commander of your family's knights caleb / your arranged marriage betrothed valko 🫪

though plopping them in specific manhwa-inspired au's would also be fun

say thank u sylus for getting my creative fuel back to me LMAO

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gm beloveds i finished fixing up my blog's theme last night then passed tf out 🙂‍↕️ i will now feed The Cat and pass out again

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just finished seeing hadestown movie!! it was so good hehe 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

fun fact: i cry every time i listen to "all i've ever known"

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Peeeerfect *sets a bean bag with snacks and blankets on the floor*

Can you tell me all about them?

Got too excited and sent that ask too early. Anyways! Are you still rp-ing? 👀 For how many years did you rp? I started roleplaying when I was like... 15/16, and stopped doing it for a while after I turned 23 and now I'm back to it, except I'm doing it over here instead of whatsapp (oh the trials and tribulations)

I played d&d like... Once, unforch :( I really enjoyed the session, so what I know is mostly from watching Legends of Avantris

OH CAN I!! i have way too many LMAO buuuut here i'll give you some excerpts / quotes from/about some of them and you can tell me which ones you wanna hear more about!!

also, yes i am still roleplaying!! or well, trying to get back into lmao. i started back when i was 10?11? man, i don't even remember now, it's been like 16 years (oh my god, 16 years). started on omegle / kik, then moved to instagram and quotev, then i did little roleplay chats on tumblr (god, what a time to be alive in 2016-2018), then moved back to quotev and when groups died there, i moved to forums and discord! after my recent break, i'm on discord and the iwaku forum :D i love meeting new roleplayers so hiya!!

i played d&d once too! it was with my cousins and sister and my gooooosh, i am not meant for in person roleplay/thinking on my feet. it was funsies though, my cousin's great at dm-ing! all i know about d&d is from play podcasts & my own scrambled researching during late nights

OKAY! on to oc's!!

genshin s/i

as icarus took flight, he fell to the oceans just as he touched the sun. elind's golden halo had been broken, split into pieces when their heart broke for the first time. the once golden child, now with burnt wings.

hsr s/i

stealing the egg that hosted dan feng's reincarnation was dangerous. it meant leaving the only home they knew. but they'd be damned if they allow this innocent child to suffer the consequences of their brother's mistakes. xiuying loved their brother, they loved him so much that it became their damnation.

lads s/i

man, i don't know. they're there, they're pretty, and in their main verse, they have three kids with zayne.

the child soldier (victim) trained to be a perfect hero turned infiltrator turned anti-hero // bnha oc.

"i don't know where the hero ends and where the human starts anymore. i don't think i ever did."

rebellious teen who works two jobs and never stops turned responsible single father who works two jobs and never stops // original / rp chara.

vibes: after getting punched, he has such a shit eating smirk as he spits out blood and goes “wanna try that again, bud?” | the smell of cheap alcohol and cigarettes | loving too hard yet not being enough | bloody knees and knuckles | soft love for siblings | metaphoric noose around his neck | sneaking kisses under the rain | black eyes and bloody nose

famous rockstar who certainly does NOT (lies) make eyes with the pretty fans at his concert // original / rp chara.

vibes: gritted teeth / sly smirks / hard liquor / whiskey kisses / hickeys / bloody knuckles / shit eating grin / tongue out / the smell of weed / rough fingers / messy makeouts / loud music / the sound of a bass guitar / late nights writing

i have SO many oc's i made because of roleplay lmao then i have my magical school group of oc's and my overarching oc that gets plopped into every media ever. overarching oc started out as a d&d character and then i plopped them into genshin and now they're just traveling the multifandom universe 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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gm beloveds 😩 i'm going to change tf out of my blog's theme cause i'm in my annual "change identity online" mood but i'm in my mid twenties, i can't keep forcing my friends to move to a different discord server 😭 so i will change this blog's theme and you WILL compliment it once it's done ☺️

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I came over to compliment your @ cause it scratched an itch in my brain but 👀👀👀👀 ocs?

oh! hihihi!! i totally get what you mean, my @ scratched an itch in my brain too when i thought of it and it continues scratching that itch whenever i finally bring myself to open tumblr again 😭

but yes!! ocs! from self inserts (who i make just enough different from myself because i get too flustered if i plop my actual self in my yumeships LMAO) to regular old fandom oc's to years long original series charas. coming from a roleplay background (now THAT is a background filled with so much twists and turns), my brain is forever thinking about character ideas 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ like do i know how d&d fully works? nope! do i care? also nope! but do i have so many d&d characters ideas that definitely break d&d rules and lore? definitely LMAO

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sliding your card to him.

"just the check, please."

sylus's low voice makes you perk up from where you're eating the last bites of your dessert. mischief bubbles in your chest. you set down your fork and start rummaging through your bag.

"what are you doing?" sylus asks, eyebrow arching.

you can practically hear his thoughts. he's definitely wondering why you've decided to look through your bag after he asked for the check. the two of you have had this conversation many times before. he'll pay for any and all of your dates, regardless if you're planning to use the card he had given you.

you give him an innocuous smile. "just looking for my phone." you casually excuse yourself. sylus easily lets his suspicions go, especially since the waiter has arrived with the check.

you've seen videos of people handing their partner's cash or their card to see their reactions. even though you know how sylus would react, you would never pass up the chance to prank him. so, as you grab your phone, you also grab your personal credit card, keeping the card hidden in your hand.

taking out his wallet, sylus gives a cursory glance at the receipt, and you make your move.

with the low lights of the restaurant, all you can see is sylus's amused smirk as your hand scoots over towards him. you lift your hand and beneath it is your credit card. you watch, amused, as sylus's smirk falls. without even looking away from the receipt book, he flicks the card back towards you. you let out a gasping laugh at his actions.

sylus places his card in the book, closes it, and hands it to the waiter. he turns back towards you and playfully tsks at you.

"you know better, darling." his low drawl combined with the amusement in his red eyes makes you laugh a little harder.

"do i?" you crone out, fluttering your eyelashes playfully.

"even if you don't—" sylus's eyes go half-lidded a bit. "—i can certainly teach you once more."

it seems a long night awaits you and you definitely cannot wait.

[heyhurgif]

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— so cliche !!

love and deepspace men as cliche tropes. | xavier. zayne. rafayel. sylus. caleb.

author's note. inspired by an old piece i wrote back in 2021 for an old fandom. if you know, you know. if you don't, well LMAO. note, they won't match with their canon tropes because where's the fun in that?? (wrote the thing—hate the fact i added this limit because in another life is one of my favorite tropes. also i'll write full pieces for these eventually. caleb's got me teehee-ing).

XAVIER as the not actually unrequited love trope.

you're in love with each other. he thinks you'd never give him a chance; you think he's too good to be with someone like you. a match made in misunderstandings. after days watching the other while they aren't looking and nights lamenting over it, a too close call has one of you crying over the other's body.

ZAYNE as the mutual pinning trope.

loving you is the easiest, most natural thing he has ever done; loving him is like breathing air, wholly unconscious. everyone and their mothers know that the two of you are in love. yet nothing is said, leaving the both of you feeling bereft until it eventually implodes on your face.

RAFAYEL as the fake relationship trope.

he needs a date for a reunion, you need a date to get back at your ex. it's a match made in heaven. he's the one who brings up the offer—you're the one, whose eyes soften whenever he appears in front of you. however, fake dating has never led to anything, right?

SYLUS as the marriage pact trope

"if you're not married by 30, we'll just marry each other." a silly promise that two friends made while drunk during a house party. years later, he's nearing 30 and the promise is suddenly relevant. there's a reason why he hasn't had a serious relationship since that night.

CALEB as the friends with benefits trope.

the two of you have been friends for years. after multiple failed relationships on both sides, one of you brings up the concept of a friends with benefits relationship. the other easily agrees. the one rule? don't fall in love. too bad the heart doesn't often follow the brain.

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Your past and mine are parallel lines Stars all aligned and they intertwined

caleb/mc + taylor swift lyrics